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A Different Way Of Living

The most powerful person in the world is the person who doesn’t need anything from anyone anymore. That is power. Power isn’t control, rage and intimidation, that’s weakness not power. Power isn’t having everyone in your life being afraid of you. 

Power is not needing anything or anyone in your life. Why? Because you already are everything. There is nothing missing in you. And this is a very different way of living your life. No matter what your circumstance, and how you are living, when you realize you are powerful, because you have the capacity to be peaceful, you are free. In that peace, everything starts to align and work out for you. 

Your need to initiate something is a repetitive cycle or pattern. And, where you are initiating from  is a place of pain . . . you are initiating a relationship dynamic because you are avoiding feeling the pain of being alone. 

I want you to be free, and to not need anything from anybody anymore. I want you to be fully empowered. It goes back to being responsible for your experience and being responsible for your life. If you need assistance, then ask for it. Assistance is not need. Just naturally and spontaneously align with whatever the outcome is that you need to deal with at any moment. 

Love isn’t based on need. When you know who you are, you are free and at that point, you can respect and love everyone enough to tell them the truth. Share your uniqueness. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath, transforms your life into a living meditation. 

A Spoiler Alert For Your Life

Spoiler alert: Eventually everything in your life just works. 

It all fits. Everything that was once incomplete or a problem or an issue . . .  in the end . . . it just works! Your life has been designed perfectly for you in every way. 

Of course you’ll have to go through some things before you get there. But in the end, when you are experiencing the conscious manifestation of your life, the only thing you will experience is harmony. It all just flows. 

If you are in the in-between phase, where you are still needing to make some tough decisions, what you are going through is necessary and it takes as long as you need it to take before it becomes that way. By continuing to deny yourself or deny who you are, then your life denies you. When you are perpetuating your victimhood, your suffering and scarcity, you are doing it to yourself. 

In the very second that you embrace the totality of who you are . . . you are free and that’s when every area of your life lines up. How you feel about you determines the experience of your life. Before you get to an ebb and a flow, a giving and receiving, a kindness and reciprocity that is reflective of the life that you deserve to live. 

Not honoring you throws your life into an imbalance. You end up giving, giving, giving no matter how much life wants to give to you and you have deemed yourself to be not worthy of receiving. The solution is between you and yourself. That is the ultimate empowerment. You might have thought it was between you and your relationship, between you and your children, or your work colleagues or you and what’s happening in the world. It simply isn’t true. 

Allow yourself to be loved. Allow yourself to receive the love that you are. 

Rest in the awareness of your breath for a living meditation. 

A Unified Field of Potential

Anytime you get stressed out and overwhelmed and you wonder how it’s going to work out and how life is going to unfold, it’s because you’ve forgotten you are God. When you recognize this is not who you are and you make a shift in yourself, all of the obstacles fall away. 

When you actually stop dividing up your energy, meaning you stop creating your energy into a form and you allow yourself to stay in wholeness, you operate as the totality of your unified field. God has taken infinite forms. The formless has taken infinite forms. And, through those infinite forms it is waking up to itself. 

When you refuse to feel something, your energy gets trapped. For example, if you refuse to feel your anger, then your consciousness, your energy or potential gets trapped in the anger. Once you experience the anger and welcome it, it dissolves the trapped potential. Then you go back to being a unified field of potential . . . a unified cohesive expression. 

Any point of struggle in life is a point of struggle because we are unwilling to unify our consciousness. What is God doing? God is returning to oneness, a unified field. Once you liberate your potential, you then merge back with God. Your refusal to embrace your sadness, your anger, your fear, keeps God trapped in you  . . . in your soul. Once you accept all of these things, you liberate the soul’s potential and then the soul merges back with the infinite and your expression becomes Divine Love. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath, transforms your life into a living meditation. 

It’s Called Evolution for a Reason

Many of you have spent all of your time being afraid of the past. Feelings, memories, things you went through, the past was the problem. Now you’re hyper-fixated on the future and you’re afraid of the future. Just when you’re freed up enough from your suffering, and what you’ve gone through, you have a problem of what might happen tomorrow. What makes you think that your future is going to be any worse than your past?

It’s called evolution for a reason. Evolution is a forward progression. We’re constantly expanding into more. At this moment, you are not who you used to be. Every future iteration of you is going to be more evolved and more loving than everyone that came before. 

At some point we have to realize that we don’t need the past anymore. Some of you hold on to the past like Gollum did in Lord Of The Rings. . . my precious, my past, my story . . . I don’t know who I am without my story . . . this pain . . . my precious, my precious, my precious.

Throw the ring away! It’s not doing anything for you. You just have to drop it when you realize you are not that version of you anymore and you are not making choices out of survival and suffering anymore. The reason the past is so convoluted and distorted is because you were in fear when you made those choices. 

If in the moment you are choosing from the present, you will align with the future that is loving. A future that is more aligned with your heart. Don’t use the past as evidence that in the future you are not going to get what you want. Life isn’t about getting what you want. It’s about receiving what you need to ascend into infinity. The Universe doesn’t care what you want. The Universe provides you what you need. 

How do you make the most of the present? Don’t make yourself wrong and let go of your past. 

Rest in the awareness of your breath for a living meditation. 

The Revelation of The Butterfly

Every energy you are experiencing is meant to ascend, to be used for your ascension. You’re at the point in your awakening where it’s time to allow your personal vibration and frequency to ascend into the frequency of divine love. Freeing you of control and resistance allows every experience to flow through you and facilitates your ascension. 

We do this by coming into an inclusive framework of our humanity which is what we’ve been doing in our Call to Calm Meditations over the past 400 and something days, and by allowing all of our energy to flow upward. This is important because you have been conditioned to take your energy and to make it everything outside of you. It’s why you are exhausted. This is how you’ve been trained and how you’ve been disempowered. 

The very minute we become accountable and responsible, we begin to realize that every energy you have been experiencing is actually inside of you and is for your evolution. Everything there is to feel is for your evolution. And that’s when you begin to allow these energies to ascend. The more they ascend, the more every part of you begins to facilitate your transformation, or the revelation of the butterfly . . .  into divine love. 

This is how it works. We first have to cure you of externalization, of all the really bad training you’ve received where you’re in separation and duality and everything is about everything outside of you. Once you’re free of that, you can begin to cultivate this greater ability to harness your energy and to utilize it for your expansion. This is when things begin to shift. 

So, why haven’t you been able to sustain states of connection or abundance, or health and vitality? Because it’s all been about everything outside of you. What we’ve been doing gradually,  is refocusing you on the truth of focusing within you. Everything that is happening in the world is evoking within you everything you have to feel in order to evolve and ascend. 

Rest in the awareness of your breath for a living meditation.

Optimizing Our Experience

Everything is moving us to optimize our experience in being a human being. 

Optimizing our experience means you have to get in touch with what you need to figure out inside of you, getting in touch with what resonates with you and with what no longer resonates with you. For example, you don’t have to accept every invitation and go to everything everybody else is doing when you already know it’s not going to be in harmony with you, and you know it’s not aligned with who you really are. You know on a soul level that you are wasting time. For every moment, come into the acceptance of the moment. Our ancestors knew full well how to navigate our reality. 

We’ve complicated self-care and it doesn’t have to be complicated. You basically need to sweat, you need to hydrate, and you need to move to whatever degree you can. You need to provide yourself the fuel and support yourself in strengthening your foundation. There’s freedom in this. 

As you begin to optimize your experience, your attention and your awareness is best served on you! Don’t worry about what everyone else is doing. Focus on the long haul. As human beings, when we are focused on survival, we are too short term focused. When you start to realize you are playing the long game, then how you operate in the world begins to fundamentally shift. Experiment with your own body and your own intuition. Align with your own sovereignty. As we begin to evolve, the way in which we operate in the world evolves along with us. 

We’re here for 120 years. How do we make the most of our experience and begin to support ourselves? Everything that you interact with in the material plane, diminishes your energy. Everything that you interface with in the material manifest world diminishes your energy because everything on this planet is a lower vibration than you. This is why our ancestors knew that fasting, taking a break from things, and moderation was important. 

It’s important to begin to recognize that life as it’s unfolding has various degrees of participation. Tap into the innate experience of the body and the universe, 

Resting in the awareness of your breath, transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Having the Courage to Express Our Vulnerability

Sometimes what we’re missing is the courage to express our vulnerability. We’re unwilling to be vulnerable. Sometimes we’re hell bent on powering through things, needing to prove things, or needing to assert certain things in certain situations. At some point we have to embrace vulnerability, especially as empathic sensitive beings. This can be scary because you’ve put yourself out there before and you’ve articulated your fears and concerns only to be shut down or not be embraced or not be heard. And so I get that vulnerability is really hard. However, I’ve discovered that it’s the only way to truly make it.  

The more you begin to embrace vulnerability, the more your energy, frequency and your gifts expand. This takes being willing to be honest about how you’re doing it. Be willing to be honest about what you’re going through. The more you can be honest about what you’re dealing with and what you’re going through, the less of an issue it is.

Some of you are in this fixed idea that parts of you shouldn’t exist. This isn’t true because all you are is love. When you continue to invalidate yourself because of certain behaviors, certain emotions, then you deny your receiving. It’s okay to be angry and sad. It’s okay for you to have stuff going on in your body or what’s happening in your life, it’s okay. It doesn’t mean anything about you. It is not a commentary on who you really are. It is a temporary experience.

The disconnect is that you don’t value yourself enough to communicate in words what you need to say. It’s the difference between giving feedback and whining or complaining. Because in giving feedback, you’re in real time letting everybody know in your life how you feel, not that they did something wrong, it’s not about them. It’s not that it’s their fault. You’re just communicating how you feel. 

Allow every energy that is trapped in your heart, in your chest to be expressed fully and completely, no longer making yourself wrong for how you communicate. Just be grateful for the fact that you are no longer afraid of the messy nature of your communication. 

Once you’ve mastered the art of communication on a personal level, something greater begins to communicate through you. It’s time to advocate on behalf of yourself in a way that you never could as a child. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath, transforms your life into a living meditation.

Pivoting out of the Personal and into the Universal

There are different aspects of the divine. There’s the manifest aspect, which is light, and it’s this reality. Everything in this manifest material world is the form of God. Once you begin to accept the form, you then access the formless nature of God, which is the void and it’s pure potential, pure space. 

In India, these two manifest forms of guides are categorized as Shiva and Shakti Shiva. The alpha, the masculine, is the formless Shakti. The creator. The omega is the form. When you have both together, you have the infinite. Everything outside of us, all of these deep esoteric truths and teachings, correspond to everything inside of us. 

Liberation is no longer offering any aspect of yourself. The more you are in a loving, inclusive relationship with yourself, the more the masculine and feminine aspects of who you are merge, and you become infinite.

When you are no longer denying any aspect of you, that is feminine, and you’re no longer denying any aspect of you, that’s masculine. And regardless of your gender, you have both. So as we evolve, we begin to end separation inside of us, and we end the experience of separation outside of us. And, we begin to realize what every great being before us has realized, that our form, the manifestation of God, is merely the excuse to which the formless is making itself known in this world. 

Your life, your story, your circumstance, your emotions, your thoughts, your body, all of these things are vessels and vehicles through which the formless power of the divine is being expressed in this world. And that’s it. Once you have that realization, there’s no more suffering because you then also realize that there’s nothing that needs to happen. 

Rest in the awareness of your breath for a living meditation. 

Your Evolutionary Role and Purpose

Every single one of you has had a past life or multiple past lives centered around ascension and evolution. We access all of the potential that we have connected with through every incarnation, every prior incarnation. That’s why you’re good at certain things. That’s why you are gifted in the way that you are. And, it’s why when you learn things like healing modalities, or you take classes on mediumship, or you begin to dive into the esoteric world, you excel at it. 

It’s not an accident that you excel at it. Some of you are even better than your teachers because you are a natural at it because it’s who you’ve been before. So at some point, you have to understand that who and what you are is an oracle. And an oracle is an individual that brings light energy and information into this reality. 

In bringing light energy and information into this reality, you have an evolutionary role and purpose to help people navigate their way through their limitations and their fears. You catalyze awakening. That is your purpose. That’s why you’re here. Most of you have been doing it unconsciously, and you know things about people that you don’t know how you know, and that’s why you dismiss it. But I want you to have the courage to know these things. What’s the point of having an evolutionary timeline if we’re not going to tap into all of the potential and evolutionary power that resides there?

In order to align with the power in a greater way than we ever could before, some of you have to get over this reluctant messenger. This is where some of you have to get over this fear of stepping into who you are to be. You’re not a singular expression that is born and that dies. You are an infinite continuum of energy. You are the sum total of everything that has come before, and you’re not remembering. 

You’re not learning, you’re recalling. Remove the veil between the unconscious, the conscious and the subconscious. 

There is an infinite wellspring of information, light and energy at the level of your soul, that is just waiting for you to uncover access and utilize it for the upliftment of us all. And it’s time to begin to shift our perception away from just being the singular entity that navigates its way through a linear time and space into being this infinite continuum that evolves, expands. 

Resting in the awareness of your breath, transforms your life into a living meditation. 

Stop Taking the Rejection of Others Personally

Life is in constant motion, but not everything in your life is at the same rate of motion. 

An example is like riding in a car. You’re driving down a road, but everything that you’re driving past is moving past you. Why? Because you’re at a different rate of motion than everything that’s walking on the street or riding a bike. Your trajectory is at a different rate of motion than everything and everyone else in your life. Every now and again, you’ll bump into someone who’s at the same rate of motion. And those are the people that are sticky. They stick in your life, a product of momentum and energy. If someone is on an evolutionary journey and they’re committed to the evolutionary journey, more than likely, they’ll be able to hang with you.

I’m not just talking about the PDF presentation version of their evolutionary journey. I’m talking about this energy vibration and frequency, ancient technology. Your role isn’t to worry about the people that you’re leaving behind. Your role is to be excited about the people that are coming into your life. Because as a result of this momentum and this energy, when somebody is at a rate of vibration that rejects you, it’s because they don’t love themselves. And you move on. And guess what? When you have the courage to move on and not make yourself wrong, God will send you somebody who does love themselves, who can hear what you have to say, who recognizes your gift. 

If you’re always holding onto the people that rejected you, or that made you wrong, or they couldn’t hear what you had to say, and you’re still sitting here trying to figure out what you did or didn’t do. You’re wasting your life. You’re just at a different rate of momentum.The momentum of your evolution is taking you at a rate that is different than everyone else in your life. It doesn’t make you wrong.

The ones that you’re leaving behind, aren’t meant to be in your life, or they’ll be in your life in a different way. But the ones that are coming into your life, the ones that you’re driving toward, those are more a vibration of reflection and alignment of you.

Resting in the awareness of your breath transforms your life into a living meditation.