Tracy Shawn's Blog
October 6, 2025
Writing Through Challenging Times
Please note that this post was first published in Women Writers, Women’s Books on July 1, 2025 by Tracy Shawn It takes energy, determination, and focus to get those words down. And it can be even more challenging to find the motivation to write when being bombarded by bad news and anxious thoughts. And […]
The post Writing Through Challenging Times appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
July 10, 2025
How to Write for Readers
Please Note: This piece was first published in Women Writers, Women’s Books on May 4, 2025 When we writers create with readers in mind, we can craft our stories into more vivid, engaging, and, well…readable works. Why? Because writing for readers keeps us more engaged in the process, increases awareness of how our writing will resonate with […]
The post How to Write for Readers appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
April 5, 2024
The Grace of Crows, Second Edition: A Novel that Sheds Light on Anxiety
Note: First Published by 24-7PressRelease on April 3, 2024 After reconnecting with a childhood friend, who has since become homeless, an anxiety-ridden woman learns how to face her darkest fears. The Grace of Crows, Second Edition is a novel that illustrates the struggle through anxiety and the capacity to heal. LOS ANGELES, CA, April […]
The post The Grace of Crows, Second Edition: A Novel that Sheds Light on Anxiety appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
September 20, 2022
Accepting my Wrinkles: And, Yes, You May Call Me a Crone!
by Tracy Shawn Fear and malice of the older woman has a long and ugly history. In fact, the origin of the word hag, which has often been used as an insult describing an older woman, originates from the old English word for witch. And the image of the old crone in fairy tales […]
The post Accepting my Wrinkles: And, Yes, You May Call Me a Crone! appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
May 26, 2022
Inspiration for the Discouraged Writer
Please Note: This piece was first published in booksbywomen.org on April 22, 2022 by Tracy Shawn under the Title: Writing Through Depression, Pushing Past Doubt: Inspiration for Discouraged Writers No matter our profession, no matter our situation, a great many of us are dealing with depression. In fact, current research shows that the elevated rate […]
The post Inspiration for the Discouraged Writer appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
December 21, 2021
Tracy Shawn Interviews her Protagonist Paloma Leary from Newest Novel, Floating Underwater
Please note: This piece was first published in booksbywomen.org under the title “Authors Interviewing Characters by Tracy Shawn” on October 3, 2021 Character Interview with Paloma Leary from Novel Floating Underwater by Tracy Shawn Author Tracy Shawn Interviews Paloma Leary: Protagonist from Floating Underwater Tracy Shawn: Paloma, you’ve experienced visions your entire life, […]
The post Tracy Shawn Interviews her Protagonist Paloma Leary from Newest Novel, Floating Underwater appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
October 13, 2021
Book Club Discussion and Reader Questions for Floating Underwater
by Tracy Shawn Below are ten book club/reader questions that are included in my new novel, Floating Underwater. Please know there are no spoilers, so potential readers may check them out before reading the novel! Paloma feels she is a “hostage of her own mind” while experiencing a vision. Do you think you’d feel […]
The post Book Club Discussion and Reader Questions for Floating Underwater appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
September 10, 2021
Why I Wrote Floating Underwater
by Tracy Shawn What Inspired Me The idea for my second novel, Floating Underwater, came to me from personal history, past work experience (when I was younger, I interned at a psychiatric center), and to a much greater extent, sheer imagination. I knew I wanted to write about a woman named Paloma who was […]
The post Why I Wrote Floating Underwater appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
August 6, 2021
Finding Your Writing Muse: Interview with the Wise and Witty Gabriel Lucatero
Photo of Author Gabriel Lucatero
Tapping Into the Writing Muse
Tracy Shawn: I can see that you’ve definitely tapped into your writing muse! You’re a prolific author, as well as a very eclectic one, having published books under the genres of gothic fiction, ghost fiction, erotica, and psychological fiction. What is your favorite genre to read? And to write? Why?
Gabriel Lucatero: I often say that gothic fiction is my favorite genre. It combines all those elements (or sub-genres) I like to read most of the time: ghost fiction, erotica, and psychological fiction all in one. I’m afraid I can’t give you a good answer as to ‘why’ I do it. The closest thing to a response would be that these are the kind of stories I grew up reading, watching, and hearing. In other words, it was love at first sight.
The Crazy Creativity of Writers
Tracy Shawn: Under your “Deep in Thought” section on your website you wrote: “The life of a writer is complicated. We are the kind of people who found a way to walk on the edge of sanity.” I can relate! Please explain to fellow writers—and readers—what you mean by this.
Gabriel Lucatero: It means we’re crazy. Not everyone, of course. Only fiction writers. But it is a good kind of crazy, a creative kind. It allows us to take multiple stories and scenarios from the people around us and create our own stories. But here is the kicker: we have to remember they’re just stories. That’s what I mean when I say we walk on the edge of sanity. If we start thinking of fictional characters as real people, well, I guess that’d do for another good story about a writer who can’t see the difference.
How to Increase and Maintain Productivity
Tracy Shawn: You work full time, write novels, short stories, book reviews, and blog posts, as well as producing your own podcast and YouTube channel. How do you do it? And…what’s your advice on how to increase—and maintain—productivity?
Gabriel Lucatero: I wish I had more time, to be honest. I work with what I have and always look for opportunities rather than limitations. It also comes down to priorities and planning. I like to take a sort of pessimistic outlook and tell myself that I’m going to die soon so I’d better use every minute of my time wisely. For example, I’m working on a new book right now. That’s the main plan. I am always thinking about it and writing a sentence or two at all times, including when I’m at my full-time job, and even at the gym when I’m working out. I also read about a book a month, because, you know, we writers have to do that. As of now, I think of the blog, the podcast, and the YouTube channel as hobbies. I can’t focus 100% on them. But it’s good to have them. One day I’m sure I will do that as a full-time job instead.
How Adversity Shapes a Writer
Tracy Shawn: How has adversity shaped your writing life?
Gabriel Lucatero: I’d like to think that writing saved my life. If you read my memoirs from the start (link here), you’ll see what I mean.
Entertaining Readers
Tracy Shawn: Lastly, what would you like your readers to feel or say after reading one of your works?
Gabe Lucatero: Entertaining others is the ultimate goal. People feel all sort of emotions while reading my stuff, or when they hear me talk. A good friend of mine said it best, “You’re full of surprises. I can’t never know what you’re going to say until you say it.” This is good, I think. Because it frees me from trying to please everyone.
~~~Bio for Gabe Lucatero: Gabriel Lucatero is a self-published writer who is, like everyone else, looking for his very own American Dream. He has a passion for stories and loves to share with his readers his experiences as he continues fulfilling his destiny, looking to become a full-time writer. Gabriel Lucatero – Writer & Editor
Bio for Tracy Shawn: Tracy Shawn lives and writes on the Central Coast of California with her husband, two mischievous cats, and loyal pit bull. Her debut novel, The Grace of Crows, won several indie book awards. Tracy Shawn’s short stories have appeared in Literary Brushstrokes, Psychology Tomorrow Magazine, and Steel House Review Literary Journal. She’s written numerous articles for print and online publications, and is excited to announce that her second novel will be released in summer of 2021.
The post Finding Your Writing Muse: Interview with the Wise and Witty Gabriel Lucatero appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.
June 12, 2021
Are Deathbed Visions Real?
The Meaning of End-of-Life Visions
by
Tracy Shawn, M.A.

Ancestors by Tracy Shawn
Hospice workers across the world note that deathbed visions are a common occurrence. Loved ones and friends are often in awe when the dying share that they’re being visited by long-lost relatives, religious figures, and even beloved pets, who have long since passed. Scientists theorize that these visions could be the brain’s own self-induced opiate to ease the fear and pain of dying. Perhaps various meds, as well, may produce these seemingly hallucinatory states.
Research on Deathbed VisionsHowever, many people—including a number of hospice workers—believe that these visions are real. An article titled “What Do We Know About Deathbed Visions?” by Stephen Wagner for Liveabout.com, notes one of the first scientific studies of this phenomena was by Sir William Barrett, a Professor of Physics at the Royal College of Science in Dublin during the 1920s. Barrett came up with some fascinating results. One of the most perplexing was that many of these visions involved people who the dying person thought were still alive—yet (as it was later discovered) had actually passed on.
Later studies also corroborate that sometimes the dying person did not know that their “visitors” were already dead. The question, then, is why would the dying brain only create visions of people who had already died—whether the person knew they were dead or not?
Wagner also talks about how these spirit visitors are sometimes seen not just by the dying, but also by relatives and friends who are gathered around the patient. A case documented in the Journal of the Society for Psychic Research notes that a dying woman—and her three relatives—all saw the same apparition.
When researching this further, I came across a blog piece from a hospice site (crossroadshospice.com) that matter-of-factly states: “These visions are not hallucinations or a reaction to medication.” In my own personal experience, the hospice caretakers who so tenderly helped care for my mom in her last days were also very clear that it wasn’t at all unusual for her to be visited by relatives who had passed on. These very same caretakers also explained that these spirits come to help the dying pass over to the other side, as well as help them let go of their present life.
How End-of-Life Visions Help the Dying—and the LivingAlthough my mother experienced horrible side effects from her pain medicine, including severe hallucinations in the months leading up to her death, there was an otherworldly moment that I’ll never forget. About four days before she died, she turned her gaze toward the top of her bookshelf. I wondered if she might be looking at an old photo of her glamorous self—but even at that time I noticed that it seemed so much poignant than that. A sense of peace enveloped the whole room, and her eyes widened with utter wonderment as a beatific smile crossed her lips—the very same description that I’ve since read over and over again about what dying patients look like when they are seeing long lost relatives and friends. Of course, I don’t know whether this was a truly spectral experience—or my own grieving brain hoping that my mother found some peace toward the end, and, wishing as well, that we’d somehow see each other again.
Final ThoughtsPerhaps we will never know for sure whether end of life visions are real or not—that is until we ourselves pass from this life. Regardless, researchers and caretakers alike agree that these visions provide a sense of peace, bringing healing and comfort to both the dying and the living.
Tracy Shawn lives and writes on the Central Coast of California with her husband, two mischievous cats, and loyal pit bull. Her debut novel, The Grace of Crows, won several indie book awards. Tracy Shawn’s short stories have appeared in Literary Brushstrokes, Psychology Tomorrow Magazine, and Steel House Review Literary Journal. She’s written numerous articles for print and online publications, and is excited to announce that her second novel will be released in summer of 2021.
The post Are Deathbed Visions Real? appeared first on Tracy Shawn, Award-Winning Author.


