Colleen Brown's Blog, page 144

The longer you stay away,the more I seem to miss you.

The longer you stay away,
the more I seem to miss you.

I wish you couldlove me like you lovethose who won’t hesitateto break your heart,or to leave you...

I wish you could

love me like you love

those who won’t hesitate

to break your heart,

or to leave you in the dark

when all you need is

their light to show you

that things will turn out

for the best. I just wish

you could accept that

what I have to offer

is better than anything that

you have ever been given.

I’m not going tosay goodbye becauseI’m not ready to accept that what wehad is really over.Even...

I’m not going to

say goodbye because

I’m not ready to

accept that what we

had is really over.

Even though our love

was toxic, I cannot

seem to rid of the posion

that still remains

in my strung out heart.

Just because someone loves you doesn’t mean that they won’t tear your heart into two....

Just because someone loves you
doesn’t mean that they won’t tear your heart
into two. Sometimes it’s the people who try
to convince us that they love us the most
who will only leave us to feel like
we are loved by no one.

my desk during sunset

my desk during sunset

her living space was like a dream

her living space was like a dream

Who would haveever known thatfalling in lovecould hurt somuch. That itcould make youfeel so small,so...

Who would have
ever known that
falling in love
could hurt so
much. That it
could make you
feel so small,
so insignificant, so
forgetful. If I
would have known
that falling in
love could be
so painful, I
would have never
fallen in love
to begin with.

"First things first, dispose of everything that reminds you of them. The things that they gave you as..."

“First things first, dispose of everything that reminds you of them. The things that they gave you as a token that they are still thinking of you, that things are still going strong. Box it up, throw it out, and if you’re really ready to let go, burn it. Take the photographs of when things were still going good, off of your wall and off of your computer. But most importantly, remove and erase the photographs of when you were happy. Forget about how good you look in their flannel shirt. Cut it up and bring a piece to all of the places that you ever went to together. Leave the memory behind along with shreds, and along with the pain. There is no looking back now.”

- "If you want to forget," - Colleen Brown

she has a little pond behind her home

she has a little pond behind her home

just another sunsetwithout you by my side

just another sunset
without you by my side