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September 24, 2016
"There’s no real reason why she does it."
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Amanda Abbington during Sherlocked Con 2016 on Mary Watson shooting Sherlock, confirming for the 100th time that Mary didn’t need to shoot him, obviously. (via the-7-percent-solution)
What the hell does it mean? So Mary is a psycho who goes around shooting random people for no reasons at all?
Well, of course I know she’s a psycho, but still…
Exactly: there was no reason for Mary to have shot Sherlock rather than Magnussen. Shooting Sherlock did nothing to help her problem with Magnussen, whom she apparently proceeded to leave well alone for the next six months after that. She shot Sherlock because she wanted to. It’s pretty simple.
yorkiepug:
ayyuz:
Sherlock 3x3
He looks like pretending to...
Sherlock 3x3
He looks like pretending to be straight and have a girlfriend is very emotionally tiring.
He also looks rather as if he thinks John should understand, like, “God, John, I don’t even know how you do it all the time,” lol
September 23, 2016
astudyincumberbatch-hq:
He can be so expressive when he...
thatsthat24:
alexistudies:
theweirdwideweb:
The Obamas read...
The Obamas read Where The Wild Things Are, Easter 2016
And people wonder why i love them
I am going to miss them… So much…
Amazing
Last pensive, rambly personal post for a goodly while, I promise!I just learned today that there’s...
Last pensive, rambly personal post for a goodly while, I promise!
I just learned today that there’s such a thing as high-functioning depression. I honestly had no idea. My first thought was, huh: that would explain a lot. I like my life. I like the things in it. I have difficulties, of course, but who doesn’t? I literally cannot afford to not be able to get out of bed and not function, so I do it even when I feel like I can’t. Even at the very lowest point of my life, about 4.5 years ago when I was genuinely suicidal, if I didn’t make myself get up and go to work most days, I would have been evicted from my apartment. I don’t have the luxury of being able to not function - I have no savings and my family is not only far away, but poor on top of it. During that awful period, I would set my alarm to go off as much as an hour earlier than necessary because it would take me that long to convince myself - bully myself, really - into getting up and living for another day. Sometimes people don’t have the choice, and I didn’t. I’m still struggling financially (the fact that I survived this past summer at all without literally becoming homeless is thanks strictly to you guys, you know, to the twenty or so people who donated in my unexpected crisis from my ex-employers!), but I’ll make it. I have some friends. There are people in my life who love me, though most of them aren’t in the same city. I have people who read my stories, which is an enormous gift. I’ll be okay.
I just have grey days where I can’t seem to believe that there is a sun still shining behind the clouds, that clouds are temporary, that bad days come and go and good days will come again soon. Someone just invited me over for Thanksgiving dinner, which is in about two weeks here. That’s amazing - Thanksgiving and Easter are the two holidays that I’m never with my family for and am the most lonely during. I’ve been having trouble with a close friend lately and a very promising first date cancelled at the last second and hasn’t contacted me since, and that’s stung. But the novel is coming along in spades - over 93,000 words now! And I have some vague hope that it may be publishable, so - we’ll see!
Anyway… I just wanted to say thank you to some of you who reached out and said something in the past couple of days. I owe you more than that, but for now, at least: thank you, to @mommysusan, @dietrich76, @oceaxereturns, @angryangryowl, @mycapeisplaid, @starrla89, @sporadicdonut, @redpeacoat3, @addictedstilltheaddict, @heurtebizzz, @however-improbable-83, @patlabel, @wtgilsa, @shana-movershaker, @cricketcat9, @thewhippedcreamhand, @totallysilvergirl, @wildflower182, @consultingeastwind, @kabsann, @one-thousand-leaves, @consultingtardislady, @alexxphoenix42, @northray, @victoria-woodmaine, @heymanticore, @cheytea7, @erilainenmuori, @ant2210, @lunadax, @penandinkstand, and @stars-benn for your recent comments. They really meant a lot to me. *hugs you all tight*
September 22, 2016
Most days I’m totally content being on my own. Other days I feel like I could die of...
Most days I’m totally content being on my own.
Other days I feel like I could die of loneliness.
Today is one of those days.
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