Muhamad Hafiz Ismail's Blog, page 14

I thought I was special but actually I am ordinary

There is no easy way to get what you want (or maybe there is ...aha). Even when you have what you want, you still need to make sure that you can secure it, or you might lose it!
just cross the bridge to find your way?Then there is no easy way for us to keep trying? I guess so. Even on the day that we thought we were so lazy, actually we still struggle to just be lazy! aha...at least that's what I feel!
As long as you live, everyday is a new day for you to battle. Battle with your own self and d...

never mind...

never mind... it hurts for now
never mind... somehow you will move on
never mind... it takes time and time will flies
never mind... keep strong even sometimes you're not sure what does it means
never mind... just be YOU
'the shoes that got away'
never... give up your dreams
never... stop trying
never... say that you will fail
never... be scared of people that put you down
never... feel that you are unworthy

mind... the effort
mind... the courage
mind... the patient
mind... the positive
mind... the kindness

t...

Things not working out?

Things not working out?

Does this question sometimes play on your mind? Like when sometimes you think and plan something and things started to fall apart. You started to question whether there will be a light at the end or will things be ruined? You want to control things around you as much as you can but you know what? Things seem to be out of control...

Will this make you stand strong or will it melt you away? Will it make you stand tall or will you cry a river?

I'm actually not sure how to re...

Forced to reflect?

Have you ever forced yourself to do something until it becomes a habit?

When I was in my teacher training back in 2006-2009, my lecturers introduced us to keeping a reflective journal. We needed to write down our thoughts and opinions about what we had learnt on that particular day. Write about the most significant thing that you learnt. We needed to do it almost daily!

I think it was hard in the beginning. It was a new way to express ourselves. And to be honest, our culture is not much about e...

a mysterious answer

Wah! I have missed a lot of chances to update my blog and today I got back to it! It makes me feel so good. How;s everyone doing?

I just want to start with a question on this entry. Have you ever asked a question to yourself and suddenly someone or something out there has shouted out the answer for you without you needing to say it out at all?

A few days ago. I went to a park for a short jog - just to keep fit :) I did not bring my phone, wallet or things that would disturb my running exce
pt my...

Stay calm, easy and cool!

OK... It's time to write a bit... I guess every now and then I will think about what will happen to me over the next 10 years. I believe you do the same sometimes right? I  sometimes wonder what other people are thinking and what is on their mind and to see whether the same things appear in my mind, appears in them.

Back to the topic, I sometimes worry about what will happen. I wish I had a time machine or a YouTube channel of me in the future that would reveal what will happen. Whether m...

Am I addicted to you?

I was walking on the road
Going to get myself food to eat
Then I wonder about you
Have you eaten?
Am I addicted to you?

I was talking to a friend
We were laughing happily at a joke
Then you came across my mind
Were you happy too at that time?
Am I addicted to you?

I was driving back home
Waiting for my car to move, but the traffic light showing red
Wondering if you are safely back at your place
Am I addicted to you?

I'm thinking about you with someone else
about how you treat the person
about how you care ab...

today; tomorrow

Today you fall
Tomorrow you get back on your feet, run as fast

Today you cry
Tomorrow you laugh out loud like there is nothing to lose

Today you weep
Tomorrow you smile like the flowers bloom

Today they called you a loser
Tomorrow you be the champion, no one can ever beat

Today they called you weak
Tomorrow you come out strong inside and outside

Today they beat you down
Tomorrow you be the shield for others

Today you find it is hard to keep going
Tomorrow you see the lights that show you things can be eas...

...experience to absorb...

Okay I should write something this week or else it makes my week feels incomplete..aha... Nowadays I am always aware of myself if I do not write anything. It feels like I did something wrong. There is a dependency to this blog, or an attachment, bonding! ahaha...of course I have know this since I first started blogging. It is not just about writing.

This week was very up and down week for me. So many experiences to absorb. A good experience is great to motivate you. Bad experiences can be very...

...kids are so open towards the opportunity to LEARN...

A few days ago, I saw a few kids playing outside of their apartment - a small space near the parking lot. I was on my way to the elevator to go and see Rohaizat and his family - my usual way of spending my time when I'm in KL. Yeah, I enjoy meeting my best friend who I know since our secondary school time! Ahaha (maybe I should write an entry about this with his permission!)

So back to the story, I saw these kids playing with a ball. Kicking to each other and then the ball kept going into the...