Clementine Julep's Blog, page 26

Being surprised by nature

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I had just arrived home and there was this flower still in bud stage. By the next two hours when I came out of the house, it had bloomed. That was amazing to feel the speed at which transformation can occur.

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New set of favourite songs

Capital letters from fifty shades

I don’t wanna live forever from fifty shades

Strip that down by Liam Payne

I like these songs and something in the music is so good to listen. It gives me the vibe of classy feeling.

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Love, a habit (podcast)

https://anchor.fm/clementine-julep/episodes/Love–a-habit-e1nua7c

8 Ways to Make Your Life More Exciting and Interesting from ailes of life blog by K Sheri

Do you feel like your life is boring? If you do, you are not alone. Many of us feel like our lives lack excitement at some point. We may feel like nothing significant is happening in our lives and we are just going through the motions. And while it is normal for life to be […]

8 Ways to Make Your Life More Exciting and Interesting

Repetition

There were two things that i got reminded today –

1) when we think about and live the dream in our mind, we tune into the frequency and all the resources come to us. It will chase after us

2) to remember that it WILL HAPPEN, and to be patient and persistent.

Thanks so much! Love and happiness

Near death experience

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I’ve been crossing a road and out of nowhere a bike was coming towards me. Nothing had happened though, he changed the direction and went off.

But what if something had happened? After the shock of what happened, I felt a burst of happiness flow through me. Because if it were my last day, i’ve no regrets. Also, i didn’t want to be sad and moody on my last day.

I was sad before because I was thinking that if i had a lover it would be so much easier to face anything. The love enveloped around me would be shielding me from all that is not wanted. The effort taken for any task would be less. But since i don’t have one i have to depend on myself alone. The lightness of tasks would not be easy to bring out.

But after what happened i realised i am going in the right direction. I also could think of a set of tasks that i would love to do if there was no day after tomorrow. So if you had one more day (that is tomorrow) what would you do today to make it a beautiful day?

I felt instantly happy. I became hungry. I got reminded of what matters in life like personal happiness and not being stuck in what didn’t happen right. Spending time cheerfully with friends and family. Being appreciative of how far we have reached…..

Thanks so much. Lots of love

My worthiness

It’s been a few days since I am feeling unworthy to dream being surrounded by the best of people. The most i want from them is them really liking me. Not feeling dissatisfied or disappointed in me.

At first I used to think that i needed to be an epitome of perfection for someone too be happy with me all the time.

But when I met people who like me despite how i think or who i am. Or rather like me for who i am. They made me feel like i am like anybody else and can succeed too in whatever field i choose.

People like them exist and i want to be surrounded by them. i believe and now know that i am worthy of such wholehearted love and adoration.

So, this clear realisation hit me that i attracted people who liked me but in reality it was not complete wholesome love. Now, that i know it, i am not gonna compromise on the people i want to be around. Only the best of best.

Just yesterday i got a better understanding of the person (the one) who they describe in my tarot readings.

They say he is stable, mature, wealthy. But the people i had crush on were nothing like that. So, yesterday my line of thoughts were like these – yeah it will be nice to have that person but he is so good to be true. What will he want from me. He is good at many things and he will be disappointed in me.

But i realised such a primp and proper person may like me for my shabbiness. He can be childish and goofy in my presence. That kind of break from his serious life will be so much precious for him. As for me he will be a person i can run to when i am in trouble. A person I can ask any help i want. A person on whose stability and reliability i can bask in. As for him it will be all simple issues to fix.

So, when i come across any half-hearted people i will remind myself to be the queen of swords tarot card. Hard to approach. Of course, it is not because of ego but because I love myself more and not interested in sharing my valuable time with them.

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Cute cat

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This particular cat has been sitting in that position for so much time. Lazily moving its tail. When i was taking this photo it looked at me and turned back again undeterred. As for me, i was all awes and ohhhhs.

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Being in the top is lonely

Once you become successful you don’t get to hang out with a huge circle of friends. It is only a few that are at the top that you can actually converse with. It just happens to be that way.

Nevertheless except for my family and a few friends who can handle my passion, i am okay to accept this fact and move ahead. I want my dream life. So, i accept all the terms and conditions that come with it.

Thanks so much! Love you a lot

Breaking free of external results

Last few days, I’ve been going through a phase where I was feeling incapable to fulfil my dream. But giving up was out of question. And in my mind I always choose only one choice and that is to achieve my dreams.

There is a line in the song Love to Lose where she says “i worked this hard to get this far and leave it so soon”

I realised i did work and got to a certain extent. All i need to do is persist keep imagining my dream/vision in my mind. Feel it

Then, a doubt creeps up all about the odds of winning. But i remind myself what the secret is and completely reject the outer results influence in my dreams while I imagine it.

There were times when i felt it very had to imagine and feel my dreams. Just wanna leave it all and live the life I used to live. But i’ve gone through a few heart breaks and a few blissful highly happy moments. Also, there is a satisfaction of giving certain situations a try that I’ve would have never done otherwise. It was worth the failure because I’ve no regrets and the thrill of doing something like that is so awesome.

And today i am so happy, light like a bubble. There are certain things happening in my life that are bringing me closer and closer to my dreams.

I can feel a few bars falling of my cage. And soon the outer reality will match my inner world. Thanks so much. Love you