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Zinged with energy

Today, i woke up early. And the first thing i saw while checking the social media is the post where Mr. Beast and Maria Sharapova were both in it.

Seeing them first thing in the morning gave me a lot of energy. I wanted to share this energy with you too.

I realised i want to be one among them. I shall see them there soon.

Thanks so much! love you

Simple things…

I’ve learnt two simple lessons today.

First, perception of abundance and gratitude

I realised again the lesson of glass, half empty and half full. I realised everything can be seen in the same way. Everything has something to be grateful for. In fact, not a single moment is existing where i don’t have any thing to be grateful for. Then why fret about people, results… Instead, i can spend my entire life in this grateful attitude. The full side of the glass

Also, being grateful for people who you like. Instead of thinking of people you don’t want to think about. The fuller side

Second, being individually whole

I’ve been reading a little of the book why men marry bitches? There are so many things that i personally may never can relate but as a reader and writer i can. Putting aside the main point of the book, it definitely shares how a whole person acts. And i really would worship such a person

provided that person is partial towards me. The partiality part you know i somewhat experienced it when i was a top ranker and actually didn’t follow the teachers instructions ! But i did get special incentives as they gave up on me and let me have my way.

The interesting point is if we assume the scenario where the lady is not in anyway wanting a relationship, she doesn’t fear of the person leaving her. She won’t fear to be herself. To be free with her imperfections. To say that she has other plans. To forget about this person from time to time.

I want to be like that! Wish me luck!

It is midnight here in my country while I am writing this blog. I am listening to A Million dreams by pink. It is a song that another lady listened to to achieve her dream. I feel closer to her and her happiness of achieving her dream through this song. And that i can make it happen too.

Thanks so much! Love you !

Unmemorizing the emotions stored in the body

Previously, i mentioned about the audio clip by Dr. Joe Dispenza.

He mentions about how we need to forget our relationships as son or daughter, wife or husband, mother or father, grandmother or grandfather.

We should forget our livelihoods

Forget our nationality, our race, our face our body, our appearance.

Forget our pain, disease…

Forget our past, our financial situation

The new point i listened today is to

To unmemorize the emotions stored in the body

Later

To feel the spirit within you that is free of all the tags mentioned previously. To feel it’s perfection and power

Finally,

To recondition the new mind to new emotions to create a newer different fulfilling future

Another point i’ve learnt is

I realised whenever i doubt myself. I shouldn’t be asking the present circumstances and emotion glazed mind for motivation or solution.

Instead, i should ask the spirit/soul/pure consciousness within me, and it is always powerful and independent of current circumstances. It being the ultimate truth i just have to shut those doubting thoughts no matter how logical it may seem to be because it is not the truth. The truth is I can achieve anything, i put my mind into.

Another thing unrelated to the topic

I had a small win recently. It is actually biggest win yet in that category. It is different from the recent adversity situation and short term goal that i shared.

What i wanted to highlight from this win was – it was dark until i reached the end to taste this win. There was no evidence of anything happening and it suddenly it appeared.

So, keep persisting, correcting your course from time to time and travel the three feet that you are away from the gold.

Last extra thought

As we know our thoughts create our future. To be more sure of what they are, check your emotions. How do you feel? And then you will know clearly what you are thinking. Change that emotion into your favour. It is from The Secret by Rhonda Byrne

Thanks so much! Love you

Congruence of action with thoughts

I have been listening to The Secret by Rhonda Byrne multiple times in the last couple of weeks in Spotify.

First

Currently, i am reviewed my actions and dreams. And this time i could actually figure out the actions needed for my short term goal. So, today i was busily completing all those actions.

Second

Gratitude is really helping me. What is happening is, i think one thing i am grateful for and the next. In turn creating a positive chain of thoughts

Third

Similarly, coming to the first point mentioned, i could figure out the actions because i thought from the state of the wish fulfilled. So what are the actions i am going to perform in order to accommodate the wish’s presence. At first, i thought i could accommodate it right away. But after we some serious thought i had a lot of things to do. One action flashed in my mind, i started acting on it. Then another action flashed and so on. So, it was a chain of thoughts in alignment with what i want and absolutely prepared to receive it

Thanks so much! Love you

Me daydreaming of my love…

Recently, I am noticing certain things from here and there. My mind is connecting them. And the result is a better understanding of what I want from my dear future husband.

I always had conflicts between two types of personalities. I’d like to clarify that the personalities were quite opposite. Meaning i couldn’t mix both of them in one person and i actually liked both in their own ways.

As time passed by, situations, circumstances made me understand the simplicity of the sense with which i can choose the better one from the other as I can’t have both.

Only realisation can finally unveil the answer that is right in front of you. I read so many novels and i never recognized who am I like ?

By observing myself lately, i do not know or do anything with atmost perfection.

I am almost unaware of political scenario and equally in general knowledge. Basically, you can sum it up by saying there are few things i know with which i can manage but they are not perfect skills as such. Let it be my education, cooking, language, finance, movies, my own religion, my culture…. Oh my! in certain of these mentioned i know very little.

If you ask me the simple question – whether i am able to manage my life and take independent responsibility of it?

For a long time, i thought that i could but by simple observation of my life it certainly doesn’t look like it.

Many places we read about master mind, team work, where each member will contribute something the other doesn’t have. But yeah one must contribute. Also, you may think the things you don’t like to do the other person doesn’t like to do it either. No that is not how it is. Certain people actually like to do those things you don’t like. It is in the HOTS team in one minute millionaire book. I’ll share later.

At last coming to my future husband, he should be responsible, have worldly knowledge, finances, perfectionist, knows our religion. In simple terms would love to take my life’s responsibility also with his. And impart certain knowledge nuggets into me from time to time in a sweet indulging liberal fashion.

Second, i definitely will contribute in this partnership as someone who poses as a responsibility that has to be taken care off. He likes to do so too.

Third, as a responsibility my downfalls are also very low. it is very embarrassing to face it head on. I want him to be someone who can effortlessly be by my side at such times. Someone who can make the downfall seem light and even be okay to face the society in a light way accepting the situation. As for me, i take the bull by the horns. I take full responsibility for my failure and work on fixing it. Though sometimes I wonder i could have avoided the situation altogether but it is what it is. Just keep giving your best.

Fourth, whenever i imagine my dearest, he is a stable and very caring person.

Fifth, i am a restless person and want my results fast. But that is not how you manifest. Also, you need be the person before you become that person. Recently, i met a stranger’s eyes. He was actually following me at the airport. And his eyes held a twinkle of mild admiration for me. I felt a little happy but not so much, i didn’t feel uncomfortable either, i am a restless person so i automatically ask this question if he is the one. If it is him, what do I do next how do I make it happen??? I experienced somewhat similar situation previously and that didn’t work so i didn’t have any energy to waste on these questions this time. I knew that more chances are that I will not meet this person again and that is it.

And at that point i was okay with idea of letting go. When i imagined of how it will be to speak with that person, i realised i didn’t feel the pressure of making it work. I was a patient lady.

And i added that also to be a quality of my future husband who can make me patient.

Sixth, we should have many things in common like hobbies, recreation, craze. I like travelling that is what I think let us see. I definitely like singing. I don’t drink or smoke. I save myself for marriage. I like to be a part of manifestation mentorships and so.. i do exercise occasionally. Taking care of parents. Also, our idea of relaxation should be similar.

Seventh, lots of love for each other. And the we effortlessly help each other in reaching great heights of success.

Thanks so much! Love you

It has been 2 years into blogging!

What an incredible journey!

This blog has turned into a place in my heart where i always turn to in good and bad times. And the response always astonishes me by the feelings it evokes in me. I feel loved and cared for, just for being me. Love you so much

Just yesterday i met with an adversity. For sometime i was blank and stuck.

After sometime, i recovered, despite the cruel presence of the after effects of the adversity. I realised i don’t give a damn… Let whatever may happen.

I am finally understand that my own cheer and encouragement alone is all i need to keep me going on and on. Despite everyone around me fretting, i can see my future clearer than ever before and i know that i alone can turn it upside down in my favour.

Merci beaucoup chers and chères!

Decoding gratitude

Today, i finally understood the importance of gratitude in the process of manifestation.

Right now i am in the middle of a short term manifestation process which abruptly came into my site of vision.

And as it is short term i got vexed by thinking how i am going to manifest this. Also, i am experimenting with whatever i know of manifestation.

Gratitude for what we have is something which I never understood. But today, i got it.

For all these vexing thoughts which also means i am thinking of the lack thereof of what I am manifesting. Instead, when i shift my thoughts to what i already have and thank for it from my heart. It puts me into a higher vibration. And hopefully full my manifestation.

How i feel when i do the gratitude exercise?

There were times when i wonder how lucky i am. I get more than enough food for every meal. I have an excellent home to live in. I got into a government medical College that is hard to get into. I have well respected parents, grand parents and sister. I have clothes to wear. I have this wonderful blogging platform. I wrote a few books including a short novel.

Gratitude was like a small token to appreciate all these blessings. It felt like my body was getting purified.

What am I practicing now?

I am gonna inculcate this gratitude exercise into everyday regime. I am already doing autosuggestion infront of the mirror and writing my goals in present tense for ten times.

For the next 24 weeks i am also adding master key system by Charles F Haanel for developing visualisation and discipling my thought process.

Thanks so much! Love you

Me and independent

I love to be independent. My parents did tell about the escapades of me as a child seeking independent attitude and denying help. Recently, i got reminded about it in an odd way.

As of now, i am not purchasing anything with my money. Or rather with the money i earned. My dad does it.

Accidentally, i got a chance to experience how it feels to spend my own earned money. I realised this is what I like most.

I love to be independent. I think it is something deep in me. To earn my living on my own. To spend it. Also, to lavish it on friends and family.

To be able handle my life, my finances,my friend circle…

Thanks so much! Happy day

Decoding meditation contd…

In the last post, i shared that i couldn’t visualise my dreams in the the pure consciousness state.

But yesterday i could think of a few images of my dream completely forgetting about my present.

Do you remember previously i shared that when you imagine, think of just one image where you achieve it and put one action into it. Like you moving or responding to someone in that image.

So, all your focus can be on that one image to be full filled and no more confusion will will exist for the universe for it to happen.

Thanks so much! Love you !

Decoding meditation

People say meditation is important to be rich. I wanted to know why. And I think i decoded it.

What happened was i was listening to Dr. Joe Dispenza’s 20 minute talk. Actually not once but once every day for a few days. I felt really good every time i listen to it. And i wanted to sap out all it had to offer.

There was a line in that clip where he says to forget that your wife or husband or your children or your work. Forget everything. I felt very good the moment i forget everything. That is when your pure consciousness.

And … I thought at that point of feeling good i needed to visualise my dream. But the moment i think about it, i remember who i am what i am doing and the entire effect was instantly vanishing.

So, i tried the next day, the same thing and the effect came and went.

I didn’t know what to do after reaching that state. Because thinking anything materialistic or even relationship fulfilment nothing was keeping that effect. I entirely had to forget who i was to be in that state and to keep continuing it.

I kept seeking in that small clip the answer for it. I felt so good i wanted to be in that state but how could I achieve my dreams by forgetting myself and my dreams.

That is when i grasp a few more words from that talk. He says the same things can’t solve the problem. Like the ego doesn’t change the ego. The personality doesn’t change the personality. Matter doesn’t change matter. Brain doesn’t change the brain.

So, what i understand from these lines are that if we have any guilt, fears, sorrow hidden in our mind. Those cannot be healed or removed from our mind by talking about it. Instead, we need to connect ourselves to something higher and heal it.

As for me, when i feel tired, feel like nothing is working out, feel like giving up (which I won’t anyways) this state of pure consciousness creates miracles.

I end by saying that this is what I learnt as the basis of meditation.

Here is the link

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