Samantha Beardon's Blog, page 86
May 25, 2016
I got carried away
I got carried away by our interaction
I know it was a source of mutual attraction
I got carried away by your seeming caring
Those whispered words and the texts endearing
I imagined we shared something special at times
I am sure we did, but we were fleetingly aligned
You had the others
Then there were your brothers
Our time together intense
In this universe immense
I realised that I had got carried away
The day you forgot my words of yesterday
As one of the crowd I am just a fleeting fling
I will never be around when cupid releases the arrow from the sling
It pains me to release these silken chords
But our relationship will not win any awards
I got carried away and am getting hurt
I am setting us free, my love to divert.
Tell me your secrets.
Hey baby,tell me your secrets,
Too many, too complicated, too soon,
Later babes in time you will find the room.
I wonder if that’s true,
My hidden, innermost thoughts,
Articulated brought into the light, would it lead to remorse?
Tell me your dreams,
Yes when we are better acquainted that’s something I can do,
Look forward to the sharing babes, another side of you.
My dreams I can articulate,
They show my passions and my schemes,
Beam light on my future directions themes.
Do I show my secrets even to myself,
Or are they hidden at the back of a dusty shelf,
Maybe I should revisit in the light of day, clean out the corners of myself.
May 24, 2016
Hold the joy of the moment
Hold the joy of the moment
Keep it safe within
Whatever happens tomorrow
Don’t let the demons in
Remember that moment of bliss
When you stepped off the precipice
It’s yours to keep, to treasure, to learn
If your dreams don’t pan out
Keep that treasured moment safe
Don’t let future angst cast that moment in doubt.
Hold the joy of the moment
Keep it safe within
Whatever happens tomorrow
Don’t let the demons in
Remember that moment of bliss
When you stepped off the precipice
It’s yours to keep, to treasure, to learn
If your dreams don’t pan out
Keep that treasured mo
Hold the joy of the moment
Keep it safe within
Whatever happens tomorrow
Don’t let the demons in
Remember that moment of bliss
When you stepped off the precipice
It’s yours to keep, to treasure, to learn
If your dreams don’t pan out
Keep that treasured moment safe
Don’t let future angst cast that moment in doubt.
May 23, 2016
Knowing Rick a poem by Eve
A year ago I met a man
Playing word crozzle, and from that sprang
Sexy talk that went with a bang
Made us both wet, and gave us a pang
I knew he played lots of other games
Did cyber sex ,with others,with no names
I didnt know he had a lover
He probably only needed her to recover.
We continued to talk , more not less
A sexy picture, a word, a smile, no distress
Then his lover got ill and died
Wanted to hold him while he cried
Tried to help with a listening ear
Help the blues, making thinking clear
Our lives came and went
We certainly shared,some interesting events
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I knew he chatted to his dolly mixers
I shared with the others, he rotated fixtures
He liked to be needed and adored
To make women come the ultimate reward
His fantasy was domination
Talk her to submission with conversation
I haven’t succumbed to the cybersex lure
Tried to keep it friendship pure.
Hes self contained and only shares
Parts of himself, be aware
He tries to keep people happy by stretching the truth
Ducks and dives and is sometimes obtuse
His humour is very much his own
He spends lots of time with a bone
So a man of parts,a condrum of sorts
Lovely, annoying with lots of gloss.
Yesterday he asked to meet
I would really like that, the picture complete
To see the whole Rick, would be kind of neat
It might sort out my feelings of attraction
Add new depth, an unexpected reaction
Love, hate or indifference at least I will know
Whether to let my interest go.
Eve in Converging Lives has been asked for a live meet after a year of chatting on the net. Watch this space for the results.
Story of an internet love
She loved him, well it felt like love
She was besotted by his image
She felt they fitted like a glove
Mesmerised by his charm, new life envisaged
She shared his life in fits and starts
The pictures binding her closer
The need for him going off the charts
She put her life on hold for him, a total engrosser
She loved the endearments that he spoke
His little caring kindnesses
Her hormones stirred and really awoke
Pity much of the story was of her contrivances
She listened to his sadness and woe
Wanting to ease the burden
Wild fantasies of him in her mind did grow
Her passionate need so certain
She loved a man she had never met
More than a friend he became a passion
Married to another, she knew he was trapped in a net
She needed to free him, cement their interaction
She let him lead her into online sex
Sharing their love, a distant fix
Suddenly there seemed a hex
He talked of another his words suddenly seemed reflex
She loved him
What was going wrong
World in pieces, light feeling dim
Her one in a million man, where was the love so strong
She needs him, he is her future
Her soul is grey and sad
Her world has now contracted,who is the wrongdoer
Part of her is rebelling feeling mad
She hatches a plan.
May 21, 2016
Watch “Kacey Musgraves – Follow Your Arrow” on YouTube
What Eve would like to do .
Waiting
I have spent my life waiting for you
Meeting many great souls along the way
Life had excitements, progress and gains
Sadness and disappointments also held sway
I centred myself and learnt to love me
I cared for others and threw off my chains
Made my own happiness learned made some gains
I didn’t fall in love easily
My heart stayed intact
Had some flings agreeably
But always felt a lack
I knew you were out there somewhere in this world
Then I met you and saw you smile
I felt the draw, the lure of you, my equilibrium disturbed
I want to walk into your arms, for you to hold me close
I know I will feel both safe and exhilarated, even without a trial
I long to feel your heart beating next to mine
Feel our breathing mesh, with time
I have been waiting my whole life through
Waiting for the miracle that could just be you
May 20, 2016
What makes you smile?
What makes you smile, is it sometimes naughty
Or is it always pc, like in a laboratory
Or a combination of things that tickles your fancy
Does humour make that belly laugh satisfactory
Do the small joys of life make your day
Make you grin, a pleasure survey
What makes you smile?
