Samantha Beardon's Blog, page 113

Relationships

We met on a word game, in cyberspace

We got on well we bonded and chased

We talked and shared, our lives our schemes

Hard to remember, it is a fantasy, a dream

For we only know the other, from the information shared

Keeping secrets, though the soul seems bared

We share our lives, from our own point of view

Not a rounded version from others too

We share an oasis, from life’s woes and cares

We are friends indulging in a cyber-affair

We share great intimacy, its exotic erotic

But its words and pictures, it’s only symbolic

It revs up our hormones and gives us a thrill

Feels so real our needs to fulfil

We find so much in common, it gives us a high

We see the nice bits, not the grumps or the cry

We have a view of another’s life

Sharing the pleasures and some of the strife

We need to remember while the interaction is real

Our mind adds in details, too many, surreal

But the real world comes first, has to be the case

Fantasy is just that, it may have a place

Enjoy the moments the tingle and the fun

If your emotions entangle, it’s time to run

Understand the rule,s keep them in mind

Then friendship not heartbreak will be

The bottom line

Happy New Year

Wanting

Man with magnetic ways

Eyes that mesmerise , my feelings betray

Your personality and charm I love to see

Please have your way with me

The contrast of your masculinity 

Accentuates my femininity

Striking the match of passion

Blazing rising flames of desire

Woman with intense emotions 

Intending to explore, life’s commotions

Woman with her senses on the edge

Using her sexuality, like a sledge

Wishing for some meaningful connection 

Conjoined against misdirection

The interplay of fantasy

Plays off our ecstasy

FRIENDSHIPS

Picture the times

Remember the rhymes

Words have never been hard to find

The connection is strong

It didn’t take long

There are no rules in the friendship song

The sharing is there

It makes us care

Helps make us complete celebrates the unique

Its supportive and true

And passionate too

It helps us grow with an inner glow!

Friends don’t make demands

Or issue commands

They are staunch and true with no ballyhoo

A Young man’s fantasy and muse

When I was young and sex was new

I caught so many views of you

I glimpsed your breasts and once your bush

I was young and it made me blush

The thoughts of you got buried deep

They haunted my days invaded my sleep

My wanking days had turned to cream

Making me play till I needed to scream

Womens bodies were a mystery

Those glimses became my fantasy

I longed for you to share your charms

To let me take you in my arms

I wanted to touch ,your inner core

That picture will haunt ,for ever more

I am young and dont have the means

To pleasure women till they scream

My time will come and I will thrive

All my life, I will keep my young sex drive

When I was young and sex was new

From the sight of you my passion grew

Relationships and Possession

Source: Relationships and Possession

New Book

Source: New Book

Making fantasies together

We are the makers of our fantasies

Steering us away from reality

Made of images we create in our minds

Leading us towards the wildness we can find

Together we explore all realms of being

Sensual maybe kinky but totally freeing

Trust that binds us allows for sharing

All ideas pondered our intimacy baring

Expression lands us raw and intense

Ideas unlocked excitingly immense

So many situations and fun to try out

Partners of pleasure no limits no doubt

Flying high on clouds of delight

Fanning the flames our joy alights

Making the visions we hold in our head

Come alive and excite instead

Friendships flow

A permanent smile on my face

When we meet touch base

Our interactions somewhere in space

My mind’s touch to trace

Your image ingrained

Deep in the terrain

Of the recesses of my brain

Your conversation and charm never constrained

When I think of you

I try and decide

Which way will our friendship go

Much better this I know

Just to let it flow

Keeping the goal in sight

Let what is meant to be

Naturally unfold for us to see

Changing a viewpoint

My partner, disrespects me,

Leaves the house untidy, it really makes me hop

He forgets to bring, something from the shop

It shows he doesn’t value me, shows such lack of care

He doesn’t call me regularly, don’t know how would dare.

I don’t think he really loves me

He flirts with other girls,my patience is crumbling to dust

When he makes decisions, on his own, not a way to trust

He stares at other woman, that really can’t be right

He’s going to get an ear bashing, when he gets home tonight.

Let me hold that thought, is there another way

Am I seeing lack of love, showing insecurity

Is his lack, my need to curb immaturity

If I change my focus, are the omissions huge

Does it mean I am devalued, my minds a centrifuge

Maybe I want to change him, to reflect the image I want to see

Looking with another eye, I love the unique man

I should share his eye for beauty, encourage while I can

He chooses to share with me,  I should be feeling sublime

It’s not about my value, if he errs from time to time

If I change my focus and stop carping, find a way

Our relationship should live ,expand get better every day

If I can’t see him as unique and feel happy with feet of clay

Then I am in the wrong relationship, need to call it a day.