Samantha Beardon's Blog, page 101

Dream v nightmare

Anticipation

Circle of influence

Cougar

To be a cougar you have to know,

What one is, although,

Maybe you don’t, it’s in the flow,

Young men wanting to try the life,

Propositioning older women, that seems rife,

Wanting  good sex that experience brings,

Wanting sex with no restricting  strings,

Offering themselves as a sex machine,

Must be the older woman’s dream,

To be a cougar you must be on the prowl,

Does the cougar become prey, when the young buck howls?

Youthfulness v age..

In my twenties I was shy

No self confidence, didn’t pull the guys

Body language, tended to say, dont talk, go away

In my thirties feeling better, career confidence, go getter

Maybe still a little self conscious, in the social whirl but getting better

Body language more open ,comprehensive, come talk am groving

In my forties, living life, career rocketing

Good social life, developing hobbies life more astonishing

Body language open, strengths known, come talk and smile with me

In my fifties, wanting to change, career pressures become a pain

Realising the need to nurture  the self, easier then to explain

Body language confident open, master of experiences, come spark with me

In my sixties self fulfilled, feeling youthful, body in tune, chilled

Seem to have matured like fine wine, feel more attractive more aligned

Body language all inclusive, reinvented, jumping fences, come fly with me.

Age today, is not about getting old

Youthfulness is lifestyle, be bold

Listen to your bodies song, and the compliments, because you are awesome.

Caring for self

Where do you stand, in your life

Top, bottom, or middle, a worker in the hive

Are you on the treadmill, running out of control

Trying to please everybody, multiple roles

Do you see your flaws, rather than your strengths

Give to others, go to any lengths

Feel stressed and unhappy

Try to struggle on, be crappy

Maybe time to stop take a breath

Review your priorities, centre yourself

If you love others you have to love you

Enables a more balanced point of view

Pleasure together

In passion I lust for you

My nerve endings sing for you

You touch and heat arises

I worship your body, with surprises

Tongue trails electricity

Divines the  other’s sensitivity

Climbing the heights

Untold delights

Shudder and sigh

Passion

Pleasure

Arousal

Surrendering

Sensuous

Interlocked

Orgasmic

Nectar

I thought for a while

I thought for a while you were my soul mate, true

We chatted and laughed the whole day through

I told myself to stay aloof

We were friends, oh yes that’s the truth

I knew I wasn’t the only one

That you were only having fun

I tried to stay a friend not a lover

Though thoughts can’t be pigeon holed, I discovered

We did some sexy cyber scenes

Kept my oxytocin in check by ways and means

I kidded myself we had a special bond

You shared things with me, as we went beyond

I flattered myself that you liked my advice

Thought your sharing was unique, that was totally imprecise

As time went on I found that I was given

The same the same information as the other women

The time we shared was fun unique

But most of the content, was shared by the clique

So I was kidding my self, I had a special place

Your heart was shut tight, it was a power Base

I thought you were my soul mate true

I let my feelings out for you

I have reeled them back

Though you still attract

We talk sometimes the attraction now strained

I think how naive, not how I trained

I still feel wounded at your lack of care

You are oblivious, what was there, there?

I am one who kept my head

Fell a little, kept friendship instead

I thought for a while you were my soul mate true

Knowing you are not, still makes me blue.

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