Samantha Beardon's Blog, page 100
March 5, 2016
Dreaming
Curled up neatly
Sleeping tight
Mind over flowing
Sexy dreams fight
Sheets dampen
Thrashing limbs
Feeling touch
Tunnel dims
Tease arouse
Embrace tight
Ghostly presence
Lips fight
Breathless steamy
Arms clamp
Spooning sweetly
Features blank
Moaning rises
Breathing lust
Urges surge
Sanity bust
Sleeping wildly
Dreams asunder
Throb and contract
Weak with wonder.


The pool dilemma
The pool won’t clear what a to do
Have now tried Chemicals of every sort and hue
Have hovered the bottom and used particulate
I think it’s now chemical soup, is that a mistake
It’s now blue but milky, can’t make it shift
Called in the experts they didn’t change the drift
Standing round the pool they stood and scratched their heads
Tested the water nothing to report, trying special cleaning threads
All comes to naught
Frustration building, time to try a totally different tack
Throw off the clothes try a mystic attack
It’s one in the morning, it’s dark in the night
Don has his torch, drawing spells in its light
The cloudiness clearing his pool will appear
He’s chanting and gesticulating looking quite queer
His alchemy working in the morning light
The grin on his face pure delight.


March 4, 2016
Perspective
World expanding ,hovering somewhere near the sun
Reviewing hopes and fantasies, nearly come undone
Exponential, Epoch, Elevates and Energised
Willing, Wit, Wisdom try to be Wise
Fulfillment, Functioning, Feelings helps life Flow
Growing, Gentle, Gratitude learning how to glow
Turning self belief into a better way to live
Changing my perspective learning how to thrive.


March 3, 2016
Updated he loves me he loves me not.
Memories
It’s the little things that make the memories
The simple things that warm the heart
I see you in life’s treasuries
The clear blue sky, the swing in the park
You pop in my mind as I buy the cream
When I open my bag and find a note
Stopping for petrol, reminds me of a dream
Just a reminder that on you I dote
It’s the ring in the cup, left for luck
The pile of leaves like on our autumn walks
A Sherbet Dip Dab that you smile as you suck
The song on the radio that makes you talk
Triggers that set me thinking of you
Pulled from the memories that we have made
Making me smile refreshing my view.


He loves me he loves me not
March 2, 2016
Power shift
Feeling feverish, looking flushed
Heart beating, pulse rushed
She tumbles, head first into space
Emotions, loose unbraced
Pleasure peaking, close sustained
To his will she bends, unrestrained
His will to please her
Make her purr
She gladly takes his gift
Then reciprocates a power shift.


New Love
Crozzle Text snippets. Sexual resurrgance
Jane. I have been indulging in cyberspace with a young man.
Rick.Naugnty Mary Jane. Hahahahaha. I think Mary Jane will be be my name for you when you are being naughty angel!
Jane. Yes started late with sex enjoyment so. Having my young time now….
Oh since when has it been naughty Rick Anson?
Rick.Yes indeed. No its all good. Teasing baby.
Jane. Also really late discovering the joy of sex! And my full sexuality so got lots to recoop am in arrears!
Rick. I applaud that. Because most women would just settle and be miserable.
Jane. But actually the more I hear women in their fifties they are either very sexual or disinterested in sex.
Rick. Yeah either extreme
Jane. 1 know of several women in their fifties doing stranger sex and lots who feel they have done their ‘duty’ and dont want sex anymore.
Rick. Like totally want it. Any time anywhere or hate the idea and thought of it.
Jane. Yes.
Rick. I’m sure that is the case.
Jane. And maybe I am somewhere in the middle ,because l havent made that mental leap to stranger sex…but adore good sex!
Rick. I’m sure going through the menopause must have its draw backs, but for some it might also be a new lease of life sexually.
Jane. Yes….but I think the women who go off sex….may have had mediocre sex…..maybe with a man who was more interested in getting his end away than pleasuring them…or its boring same same sex.
Rick.I concur with that.
Jane. I think lots of women never have an earth shattering orgasam in their lives and never self explore so they never experience the total joy and therefore it becomes less important. And when the lust wears off…one has to work to keep sex exciting…and people dont bother.
Rick. All they need is a younger model for a few nights. And usual services will resume.
Jane. Only if the younger model is good….and thats not a given.
Rick. But good old monogamy prevents such sacrilegious sentiments. Lol.
Rick. I know. I’m good. Can’t speak for everyone. Hahahaha.
Jane.I think monogomy is less an issue….than other things…
Jane. There is still a big difference in attitudes to men having lots of sexual partners…..and women….hes just getting his end away…shes often seen as a slut. Its very complex.
Jane. Glad you are good…..do you have a set of commendations?
Jane. It took me a long time to find somebody who was good…lol.
Rick.Yeah definitely.
Commendations? Hah! Try me baby!
Jane. Ha ha. Well only got your word.
Rick.But we are still living in a man’s world.Whether we like it or not in relation to perception of sexual roles and activity. That’s generally still the case unfortunately
Jane. Yes we are … Sexually I now feel comfortable asking for what I want.
Rick. Which I think every woman should do
Jane.Yes but you have to know….and if you havent done self exploration or had a skilled lover ..you dont know….and how can you expect a man to find your buttons if you dont know exactly where they are. He will have a general idea…but each of us has slightly different buttons.
Jane. And you have to have the confidence …I didnt when I was younger


March 1, 2016
Anticipation.
Your words and pictures
Causing twitches
Your orders obeyed
Not to be swayed
Waiting here positioned and kneeling
My anticipation hits the ceiling
My phone vibrates a new message
An affair outside of marriage
Right or wrong I do not care
Deep in the heart of a cyber affair.
Poem related to Converging Lives by Samantha Beardon

