I thought for a while

I thought for a while you were my soul mate, true

We chatted and laughed the whole day through

I told myself to stay aloof

We were friends, oh yes that’s the truth

I knew I wasn’t the only one

That you were only having fun

I tried to stay a friend not a lover

Though thoughts can’t be pigeon holed, I discovered

We did some sexy cyber scenes

Kept my oxytocin in check by ways and means

I kidded myself we had a special bond

You shared things with me, as we went beyond

I flattered myself that you liked my advice

Thought your sharing was unique, that was totally imprecise

As time went on I found that I was given

The same the same information as the other women

The time we shared was fun unique

But most of the content, was shared by the clique

So I was kidding my self, I had a special place

Your heart was shut tight, it was a power Base

I thought you were my soul mate true

I let my feelings out for you

I have reeled them back

Though you still attract

We talk sometimes the attraction now strained

I think how naive, not how I trained

I still feel wounded at your lack of care

You are oblivious, what was there, there?

I am one who kept my head

Fell a little, kept friendship instead

I thought for a while you were my soul mate true

Knowing you are not, still makes me blue.


Inspired by Converging Lives


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Published on February 25, 2016 15:25
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