The Past Is Red Quotes

“But you can't ever imagine what you're going to care about when you turn into the version of you that’s waiting on the other side of five years from now. That’s a stranger waiting to ambush you, and all you can do is plant your feet and try not to get thrown.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“The kind of hope I have doesn’t begin and end with demanding everything go back to the way it was when it can’t, it can’t ever, that’s not how time works.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“The nicest room you've ever lived in doesn't have to be clean and white or full of translucent fresh monkfish slices with pea shoots delicately balanced on top. It can just be the place you were happiest and safest from the wind.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“I eat, I perspire, I sleep, I excrete, I regret my choices, I yearn for the past. I have a very full schedule.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“I will tell you what I think. I think kings happen because some people have an empty place inside them that wants to be full and it will do anything to feel full and the first thing that makes it feel the opposite of empty it will chase forever and ever. And the weirdest thing about this place is that obeying fills it up, but making someone else obey makes it slosh up and splash all over the floor.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Imagine having so much energy to spare after finding food and shelter and clothing and some tiny goddamn scrap of company that you figured you'd make a beautiful silver cup, not because some kid did the best job, but just because she tried the hardest. I tried the hardest all the time, and everyone's just permanently fucking mad at me. Imagine having that much left over that you give one single ghostly shit about the eight-best daffodil.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“One time a Fuckwit brought a snowball into work to prove that the planet getting warmer was just a story to scare little ones and I don’t know for sure but I like to think he (or at least all his descendants) got eaten by sharks.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Seems like someone should have thought of a rule that goes Do not Fuck Your Only Planet to Death Under Any Circumstances. Seems like that should have been Rule Number One.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“We can’t go back, not ever, not even for a minute. We are so lucky. Life is so good. We’re going on and being alive and being shitty sometimes and lovely sometimes just the same as we always have, and only a Fuckwit couldn’t see that.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“I wanted to write about a postapocalyptic world where our civilization was not looked back on with awe and admiration, as it is in so many books of the genre, but disdained as the fuckwits we are, who wrecked a perfect biosphere because we couldn’t be bothered not to.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“All the hair dye diluted itself into the sea a long time ago and I hope the jellyfish enjoyed their time as platinum blondes, I really and honestly do.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“It's my own little joke, even though the punchline is sadness. I think a joke like that is a present you make to yourself, so every time you say it, even if it hurts, you get a very cohesive feeling out of it, because the past you and the present you are talking to each other, and it's nice to have friends.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Who liked it hot and hated snow?
The Fuckwits did! the Fuckwits did!
Who ate up everything that grows?
The Fuckwits did! the Fuckwits did!
Who drowned the world in oceans blue?
The Fuckwits did! the Fuckwits did!
Who took the land from me and you?
The Fuckwits did, we know it's true!
Are you Fuckwits, children dear?
We're GARBAGETOWNERS, free and clear!
But who made the garbage, rich and rank?
the Fuckwits did, and we give thanks.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“But it is my experience that you learn everything in this world out of order. You only know what you needed to know after it's already done getting ruined all over you.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Being alive is like being a very bad time traveler. One second per second, and yet somehow you still get where you’re going too late, or too early, and the planet isn’t where it should be because you forgot to calculate for that even though it was extremely important and you left notes by the door to remind yourself, and the butterfly you stepped on when you were eight became a hurricane of everything you ever lost in your forties, and whatever wisdom you tried to pack with you has always gotten lost in transit, arriving, covered in festive stickers, a hundred years after you died.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Mornings are not for company. They are for feeling cross and checking crab cages.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Lives have apocalypses too. You just can't know when you're in it until the water is already closing over your head and all you can hear are volcanoes, one after the other, detonating the possibility of the future you imagined.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“They don’t know I’m beloved. But I know and that’s plenty.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Actors are liars. Writers, too. The whole lot of them, even the horn players and the fortune-tellers and the freaks and the strongmen. Even the ladies with rings in their noses and high heels on their feet playing violins all along the Pier and the lie they are all singing and dancing and saying is We can get the old world back again.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Humans are remarkably adaptable, and in some ways we adapt better to the worst-case scenario than to the idea that anything can be better. There is a full cup of fatalism in the recipe for Homo sapiens sapiens, and some of us are very much more comfortable with the world ending than it going on.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“The day I met her I knew I was never gonna be the girl from before I heard her voice ever again.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Can you imagine there being so many people that you could just murder one and nobody would know who did it right away?”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“And in my dream, if the fathers and mothers loved their sons and daughters and sang to them in their cradles, they made a good country, and if they didn’t, they made a tyranny, so whether existence is a bloodbath or a bubble bath could hinge on whether a little child got kissed good night with a story and a glass of water or sent to bed without snuggles or a snack or a cohesive philosophy of justice.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“But you can’t ever imagine what you’re going to care about when you turn into the version of you that’s waiting on the other side of five years from now. That’s a stranger waiting to ambush you, and all you can do is plant your feet and try not to get thrown.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“It’s my own little joke, even though the punchline is sadness. I think a joke like that is a present you make to yourself, so every time you say it, even if it hurts, you get a very cohesive feeling out of it, because the past you and the present you are talking to each other, and it’s nice to have friends.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Lives have apocalypses, too. You just can’t know when you’re in it until the water is already closing over your head and all you can hear are volcanoes, one after the other, detonating the possibility of the future you imagined.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“She listens, and I wish I could give her a little gold trophy for it, but I can’t, because of all the things Fuckwits gave trophies for, they never thought listening like nothing exists but time and words was half as important as losing a volleyball tournament.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Everyone says they only hate me because I annihilated hope and butchered our future, but I know better, and anyway, it's a lie. Some people are just born to be despised. The Loathing of Tetley began small and grew bigger and bigger, like the Thames, until it swallowed me whole.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Then we'd go to sleep and dream the same dreams. We always dreamed the same dreams, which was like living twice.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red

“Very juicy. Basted with vitamin C. I’ve got a feline mignon with your name on it, sweetheart.”
― Catherynne M. Valente, The Past Is Red