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I want to go back. Just me and him.. Together in an abandoned place. LIKE HIS RICKETY OLD AMUSEMENT PARK.
•You’re right… I never really hated you, baby.•
BECAUSE I THINK I LOVE YOU.

„Don’t fucking touch him!.“ My body is working on total impulse, the need to destroy this fucking prick for kissing MY Avi taking over every fiver of my being. „He’s not yours, you HEAR ME?!“
I…DON’T…FUCKING…CARE.

AVI…
Avi is kissing Ash… Or Ash is kissing Avi.
NO…
I’m fucking BLEEDING inside. My body is splitting down the middle, like I’m being violently bisected with rusty tools.
I can’t move. I can’t breathe.
THOSE LIPS…I…I THOUGHT THEY WERE…FOR ME.
„No… No. No. No, no, no. FUCK that.“
CAN’T WATCH. CAN’T LET THIS HAPPEN.

And I just sit, numb. Empty and alone…
IN MY ABANDONED AMUSEMENT PARK.

The switching is craaazy…

But inside me, there’s an earthquake happening. Ground shaking, rocking my foundation with all this stuff I’m afraid to process.
This stuff I can’t ignore anymore.
FUCK THE MONEY… THIS ISN’T ABOUT THE FANS.
BACKWARDZ_CAP is officially smitten… and fucking TERRIFIED of what that means.

„Does it hurt? We can stop if it hurts…“
„Don’t ever fucking stop.“

Ahh-vee and Ky are my obsession

„I’m fucking obsessed with you. You were totally right.“
„Good. Because I think I’m kind of obsessed with you too…“

„I know…But I want to see your face.“
AWW…THAT’S SWEET. WHY IS THAT SO SWEET?