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DON’T SHUT ME OUT, KYRAN. LET ME LOVE YOU THE WAY I’M SUPPOSED TO.

„I didn’t even bring my weed… I gave up smoking for him.“
„Really? Wow…“
„I mean, he didn’t ASK me to… I just don’t wanna be so blazed I miss out on the high of being with him.“

And no matter how much I tried to convince him that it changed nothing, I could feel him pulling away. Resisting, because he thinks he’s broken.
He’s fucking NOT. And even if he is, so WHAT?? I’d still do everything in my power to fix him, to make him mine. Because I just want him, broken or not.
I want all his uneven pieces.
- Avi the fucking man you are

I’ve finally stopped running from it… from him, and his love.
IT MIGHT BE TIME THAT I ALSO STOPPED RUNNING FROM MYSELF.

He doesn’t deserve to be handed the same broken pieces over and over again.
He deserves a WHOLE person to love.

„Kyran, please… Please don’t think this changes anything. It doesn’t. You’re MINE, baby. I’m not giving you up, ever. No matter what.“

„I’m telling you, I LOVE YOU, Kyran Harbor. ANYTHING in the world that you want, I will give it to you. But not just right now… ALWAYS.“
- Avi the man that you are <3

Avi looks like an Avi I don’t know. Sad, angry, uncomfortable… So many things that aren’t the Avi I fell in love with, and it’s destroying me. I did this to him.
I ruined him with my truth.

„Tell me what you want right now… Anything in the fucking world, and I’ll do it for you, gorgeous.“
CAN YOU TURN BACK TIME, AVIEL??

I should’ve known. I DON’T DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WITH HIM.
„Kyran. Talk to me. Just tell me you’re okay…“
„Stop treating me different. Stop… looking at me. I don’t want you to see how broken I am…“
„You are NOT broken. You are the most badass person I’ve ever met. Are you kidding me??“