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I'm so certain that this book wouldn't be so long if it wasn't so fucking redundant

So, their first encounter/gunplay scene was more intense than what I was expecting. Like I got what I wanted but with an added uncomfortable factor in it; this triggered a mild side of my passive suicidality in a way that I wasn't upset about what I read but I definitely needed to take a break afterwards. Growing up while actively healing is seeing how I'm able to stabilize my emotions better than I used to.

Some shit written in here takes me out like what do I do with "they (naked mole rats) scuttle about the colony like unisex smoothies doing the queen's bidding." fnvirnufinrvi

I think it's because I don't take this book seriously that I don't hate Adeline but of all things to be consistently worried about in two separate chapters, it's your nudes???? Disbelief

Birthday read

what the fuck am I reading LOL I told myself I'd read this if I finished Dreadful and just.. ahaha I really hope this isn't a boring read. It's already awful but pLEASE BE ENTERTAINING IF I CONTINUE IN THESE TRENCHES

I want to keep reading. Even if it's another book or whatever, I want to keep reading. BUT it is 2am and I do work tomorrow soooo.... Mm

Who knew reading about some female animal genitalia evolved to deny pregnancy from forced copulation would ease my anxiety better than any affirmation ever spoken to me

It's finally picking up momentum; Valevna should have more time on the pages zz

I've returned home after the hurricane. Thankfully everything at my apartment is well, so the night was peaceful for reading.

Have I mentioned the skulls on the edges? I'm now in the middle of the book, therefore in the middle of the skulls. It's fun, I'm splitting the little skulls in half every time I read.

I think 13+ pages is manageable today since I'm mostly stuck inside with the rain going on. I'm not too invested with the story still, but it's not a bad read. I just kind of want to move on to the next book.

I want to mention that I love petting the side of the book. It's my first book with patterned sprayed edges. Is that what it's called? It's so pretty watching the skull fade in and out. The book itself is just.. fine. :) It's got its charm, but maybe not the most suitable book for me. Maybe it'll get better.

Eventually I'll return back to reading Bitch... I had originally planned to pick up Haunting Adeline after finishing my last book, but I figured I wasn't in the mood to be lugging around such a big book. So, for now, I'll indulge on something more silly and cozy before retreating to a problematic read. So far, this is a 'he's just a silly, little guy' type of book.

I'm honestly so proud of myself for reading this much. Just a little something I've always wanted to do for myself.

Can males (since one is a dog so maybe not "men") with little social skills & scorned by female love interests (I refuse to say 'bitches' here even though the opportunity presents itself) stop being a reason they do important historical events??? Why is that the final straw for these bitches (men) ((I am not funny but it's 12am so I will pretend that I am ))