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soulmates :(

you know what? the police are dumb af they could've save marx and immediately intervened inside because that's a hostage crisis WHERE'S THE URGENCY

i feel as if this is the universe telling me to do what marx realized when zoe visited him, but i'm not ready for that. i'll keep it in my mind tho

i feel as if this is the universe telling me to do what marx realized when zoe visited him, but i'm not ready for that. i'll keep it in my tho

the whole game third person pov monologue of marx's is making me cry he wouldn't d-word here right?

"zweisamkeit" :(

not "lose" by niki was playing while i was reading sam's go through his major makeover and it's sadie's pov so it seems like she's losing her sam, the one before this change LMAO

when i say i'm sam i meant it STOP VISUALIZING THE FUTURE THAT HADNT HAPPENED YET the way we torture ourselves is so similar i feel sick

these romantic implications between sadie and marx are making me anxious DONT DO IT GIRL

I KNEW IT

i feel this sense of brooding when anna and sam talked about secret highways because for sure that's where the accident would happen

i love zoe. she gets sam and sadie's relationship. she's also an anti-dov (FUCK YOU DOV)

not the nurse making a game out of visitors and patients, guessing their names, identities, and relationships with each other, and that seemed fun. i want to try that, but i also feel like i'm disrespecting people because i would unconsciously and unintentionally throw stereotypical beliefs at them that may seem offensive

i'm not much into games but i would really like to try sam & sadie's ichigo

the more i read, the more i see myself as sam—idealistic, escapes reality by games (in my case, books), expects (or overthinks) the worst intentions of people around me, and the only thing stopping me from reuniting relationships again in general is my own negative thoughts (like if they wanted to, they would, when i could've been the one reaching out first, but i suck at that so i don't) 

"Sam’s mazes were always for Sadie."
"The mazes were for Sadie."

WHY ARE THEY SO CUTE???????

"How could a person still be as young as he objectively knew himself to be and have had so much time pass?"

same thoughts

hsy and yjh really saved young!kdj :(

even if they hate the scenarios so much, they would do it all over again just to save kdj :(

idk if i'm emotional or the scenes are just that heartbreaking i couldn't stop crying

"If his life didn't exist, if his failures didn't exist... Then none of use would have survived until now.

[So, how did you all manage to survive?"]

And now, he was asking us.

[Why? Why is it not me, but you?]"

FUUUCK I WANNA HUG 1863RD YJH :(((( he went through the end he didn't want and now he's witnessing the turn he desired so much SOMEONE KMS

my heart aches. i feel like if i continue reading this and reach the epilogue, i would lose my mind

THE YJH KKOMAS ARE SO CUTE I WANT ONE

“I love you, Heewon-ssi.”

LETS FUCKING GOOOO AAAAAAA MY ENDGAME <33

kim dokja's company always suffer the worst fate istg. if it's not the case, it would either be that or kdj sacrifing himself 💀

GIMME A BREAK i find this difficult to read. i thought my mind would rest easy after devouring tons of pages of my assigned academic paper earlier; i was humbled. the writing style is such a mental gymnastics. i can't appreciate this when i'm too tired to even comprehend things anc my brain is too fried and used up LMAO

amado reminds me of my sister tho she wouldn't run away when things get hard

i need to finish this so i CAN MOVE ON TO MY NEXT READINGS [CRIES]

i'd be unstoppable while in a roadtrip if i can tolerate audiobooks but i can't so i feel nauseous while reading this