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~ǀ Hєαя Ƭнє Rєνєявєяαтιηg Ƒσσтѕтєρѕ Sуηcнιηg Uρ Ƭσ Ƭнє Ɓєαтιηg Of Mу Hєαят....~{Lori's Journal}
I can't tell you who you are...it'll only worsen your predicament.
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ƑєєƖ Lιкє Ɯє'яє Mєѕѕєɗ Uρ, Ɓυт Ƭнє Ƭяυтн ǀѕ Ƭнαт Ɯє'яє AƖƖ Ɗιαмσηɗѕ ǀη Ƭнє Rσυgн~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "OH MY FREAKING GOSH I HAVE PROBLEMS. Every time you rant i think its about me! *laughs sheepishly*"
Lucie, you know I tell you straight up if I g..."
*continues to laugh sheepishly* I forget hehe^.^
Lucie, you know I tell you straight up if I g..."
*continues to laugh sheepishly* I forget hehe^.^
I won't tell you until the right time, when you realize what you're doing. Maybe even before then. But if I tell you, your predicaments will get worse, because you constantly misinterpret good intentions.
Blind. Blind. Blind. Wait, almost sight....BLIND.
Ikr? Its like we're sitting around a campfire and shes chanting/talking to an unknown person while we sit and watch her.
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM...~ wrote: "Stop it...that's creepy..."
Let her, it is her journal.
Let her, it is her journal.
☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Ikr? Its like we're sitting around a campfire and shes chanting/talking to an unknown person while we sit and watch her."
To be honest, that made me smile.
To be honest, that made me smile.
HAHAHAHA pick a side, Creampuff.
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM...~ wrote: "No...I meant you, Luci..."
OHHHH. ^.^ Nvm then
OHHHH. ^.^ Nvm then
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ƑєєƖ Lιкє Ɯє'яє Mєѕѕєɗ Uρ, Ɓυт Ƭнє Ƭяυтн ǀѕ Ƭнαт Ɯє'яє AƖƖ Ɗιαмσηɗѕ ǀη Ƭнє Rσυgн~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Ikr? Its like we're sitting around a campfire and shes chanting/talking to an unknown person while we sit and watch her."
To be honest, that made..."
Yay ;D
To be honest, that made..."
Yay ;D
Let it be known, if you realize.
REALIZE ALREADY, REALIZE!!!!! You know pain, but so do I. Don't be like I was, blind to the truth. Realize, my friend, please, realize...
*sighs* Emotions, emotions, emotions...
I don't know where you lay your head
Or where you call your home
I don't know where you eat your meals
Or where you talk on the phone
I don't know if you got a cook
A butler or a maid
I don't know if you got a yard
With a hammock in the shade
I don't know if you got some shelter
Say a place to hide
I don't know if you live with friends
In whom you can confide
I don't know if you got a family
Say a mom or dad
I don't know if you feel love at all
But I bet you wish you had
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Father's house
All I know is a big ol' house
With rooms for everyone
All I know is lots a land
Where we can play and run
All I know is you need love
And I've got a family
All I know is your all alone
So why not come with me?
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my fathers house
My Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Fathers house
Or where you call your home
I don't know where you eat your meals
Or where you talk on the phone
I don't know if you got a cook
A butler or a maid
I don't know if you got a yard
With a hammock in the shade
I don't know if you got some shelter
Say a place to hide
I don't know if you live with friends
In whom you can confide
I don't know if you got a family
Say a mom or dad
I don't know if you feel love at all
But I bet you wish you had
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Father's house
All I know is a big ol' house
With rooms for everyone
All I know is lots a land
Where we can play and run
All I know is you need love
And I've got a family
All I know is your all alone
So why not come with me?
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my fathers house
My Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
Come and go with me
To my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Father's house
It's a big, big house with lots and lots a room
A big, big table with lots and lots of food
A big, big yard where we can play football
A big, big house it's my Fathers house
This song is talking about being in the presence of God & fellow happy believers....also talks about church in general, like how it should be pictured as positively & fellowship, & also portray the bands', Audio Adrenaline's, version of what Heaven will be like. :D
More quotes made up by me:
"Where's the warmth in this cold?"
"I'm not weak---I'm kind."
"Don't push me away. Don't you dare. Please. We both know we need each other more than we'd like to admit."
"I'm the kind of girl who knows everybody's name, but they don't bother to know mine. I guess I'm okay with that. Everyone has their own level of caring."
"The sun is out every day. It's just covered by clouds sometimes."
"I'm gonna give you 5 seconds to realize that I'm not perfect."
"We're all a little broken. & that's just the amount we let show."
"Music is powerful. Music can create new life, new love, new friendships. A good amount of the strong friendships I have probably would not have blossomed because of the contrasts between us. But because we connected through music, all the rest just clicked."
"Don't get near me, it's too painful.
Step forward toward me. I'm missing you. It's too painful."
"Where's the warmth in this cold?"
"I'm not weak---I'm kind."
"Don't push me away. Don't you dare. Please. We both know we need each other more than we'd like to admit."
"I'm the kind of girl who knows everybody's name, but they don't bother to know mine. I guess I'm okay with that. Everyone has their own level of caring."
"The sun is out every day. It's just covered by clouds sometimes."
"I'm gonna give you 5 seconds to realize that I'm not perfect."
"We're all a little broken. & that's just the amount we let show."
"Music is powerful. Music can create new life, new love, new friendships. A good amount of the strong friendships I have probably would not have blossomed because of the contrasts between us. But because we connected through music, all the rest just clicked."
"Don't get near me, it's too painful.
Step forward toward me. I'm missing you. It's too painful."
Blind, blind, oh so freaking blind...
I can't tell you who you are...your depression will get worse if you knew the truth...
I tried to cover my shine
I've tried staying in the lines
I, I, I don't wanna hide
No, not tonight
You, you, you want me to take my light, light
Fit it in your box, right?
I want you to look me in the eye, eye, eye, eye
Ready or not
Here, here, here, here I come
I'm about to show you where the light comes from
Oh, oh, oh ready or not
Here, here I come
This is who I am
I won't hide it
I'mma take it all over the world
To the young, to the old, every boy and girl
Ready or not
Here, here I come
I'mma show the world where the love is
I'm not ever selling out love
A love out loud is what it's all about
Giving everything to see the lost get found
Yeah, it's going down
You, you, you want me to take my light, light
Fit it in your box, right?
I want you to look me in the eye, eye, eye, eye
Ready or not
Here, here, here, here I come
I'm about to show you where the light comes from
Oh, oh, ready or not
Here, here I come
This is who I am
I won't hide it
I'mma take it all over the world
To the young, to the old, every boy and girl
Ready or not
Here, here I come
I'mma show the world where the love is
[LECRAE]
I refuse to keep this buried deep inside of me
Yeah this little light of mine, it's time to let it shine a bit
'Cause there's no point in hiding it
It's everything I am
The source of all my hope
And it's the reason why I stand
And I pledge allegiance to be somebody real
There's no more holding it back
I'm showing them how I feel 'cause love is more than a word
It's a noun, and a verb, and hiding it is absurd
Ya heard
Ready or not
Here, here, here, here I come
I'm about to show you where the light comes from
Oh, oh, ready or not
Here, here I come
This is who I am
I won't hide it
I'mma take it all over the world
To the young, to the old, every boy and girl
Ready or not
Here, here I come
I'mma show the world where the love is
I've tried staying in the lines
I, I, I don't wanna hide
No, not tonight
You, you, you want me to take my light, light
Fit it in your box, right?
I want you to look me in the eye, eye, eye, eye
Ready or not
Here, here, here, here I come
I'm about to show you where the light comes from
Oh, oh, oh ready or not
Here, here I come
This is who I am
I won't hide it
I'mma take it all over the world
To the young, to the old, every boy and girl
Ready or not
Here, here I come
I'mma show the world where the love is
I'm not ever selling out love
A love out loud is what it's all about
Giving everything to see the lost get found
Yeah, it's going down
You, you, you want me to take my light, light
Fit it in your box, right?
I want you to look me in the eye, eye, eye, eye
Ready or not
Here, here, here, here I come
I'm about to show you where the light comes from
Oh, oh, ready or not
Here, here I come
This is who I am
I won't hide it
I'mma take it all over the world
To the young, to the old, every boy and girl
Ready or not
Here, here I come
I'mma show the world where the love is
[LECRAE]
I refuse to keep this buried deep inside of me
Yeah this little light of mine, it's time to let it shine a bit
'Cause there's no point in hiding it
It's everything I am
The source of all my hope
And it's the reason why I stand
And I pledge allegiance to be somebody real
There's no more holding it back
I'm showing them how I feel 'cause love is more than a word
It's a noun, and a verb, and hiding it is absurd
Ya heard
Ready or not
Here, here, here, here I come
I'm about to show you where the light comes from
Oh, oh, ready or not
Here, here I come
This is who I am
I won't hide it
I'mma take it all over the world
To the young, to the old, every boy and girl
Ready or not
Here, here I come
I'mma show the world where the love is
If I was a raindrop
Would you be my thunder storm?
It's cold so surround me
With rain clouds to keep me warm
I feel like I'm falling
So darling, don't let me go
The thought is appalling
But should I slip away
Into the stormy sea will you remember me?
Asleep in our warm cocoons
We dream of lovely things
We're both gonna wake up soon
So we hope that tomorrow brings
Us our butterfly wings
If I was a grain of sand
Would you be Miami Beach?
So dusty with starlight
Close your eyes and cuddle close to me
I'll try not to wake you
Or make a sound while you're dozing off
But in the night should the high tide
Sweep me away from you
Tell me again, my dear, will you be waiting here?
Whenever we leave the ground
And take to the sky
I'll smile as I'm gazing down
'Cause I've always wondered why
We won't need feathers to fly
Would you be my thunder storm?
It's cold so surround me
With rain clouds to keep me warm
I feel like I'm falling
So darling, don't let me go
The thought is appalling
But should I slip away
Into the stormy sea will you remember me?
Asleep in our warm cocoons
We dream of lovely things
We're both gonna wake up soon
So we hope that tomorrow brings
Us our butterfly wings
If I was a grain of sand
Would you be Miami Beach?
So dusty with starlight
Close your eyes and cuddle close to me
I'll try not to wake you
Or make a sound while you're dozing off
But in the night should the high tide
Sweep me away from you
Tell me again, my dear, will you be waiting here?
Whenever we leave the ground
And take to the sky
I'll smile as I'm gazing down
'Cause I've always wondered why
We won't need feathers to fly
Cαiтℓуn: Catnip, Clam, Cait-linen, Cat, Cait, Cake, Grumpy Cat wrote: "LORI! I demand you hear an amazing song!"
Si?!
Si?!
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "*waves weakly* Hey Lori... *tears*"
Clare! *hugs* What's wrong?
Clare! *hugs* What's wrong?
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "@Lori
I...I... *cant finish sentence* *cries*"
*hugs tighter*
I...I... *cant finish sentence* *cries*"
*hugs tighter*

I...I... *cant finish sentence* *cries*"
*hugs tighter*"
*accepts hug* I spilled. &...*cries harder*
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ƑєєƖ Lιкє Ɯє'яє Mєѕѕєɗ Uρ, Ɓυт Ƭнє Ƭяυтн ǀѕ Ƭнαт Ɯє'яє AƖƖ Ɗιαмσηɗѕ ǀη Ƭнє Rσυgн~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "@Lori
I...I... *cant finish sentence*..."
*hands tissue* Take your time.
I...I... *cant finish sentence*..."
*hands tissue* Take your time.

*takes tissue* IT'S TOO MUCH!!! *cries more* I PUT MYSELF INTO SITUATION I HAVE NO REASON BEING IN!!! *walks to a corner & slides back against wall slowly*
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ƑєєƖ Lιкє Ɯє'яє Mєѕѕєɗ Uρ, Ɓυт Ƭнє Ƭяυтн ǀѕ Ƭнαт Ɯє'яє AƖƖ Ɗιαмσηɗѕ ǀη Ƭнє Rσυgн~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ..."
You got involved when you shouldn't, & it hurt...
You got involved when you shouldn't, & it hurt...

Are you trying to figure it out or is that how you feel? I'm confused.
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ƑєєƖ Lιкє Ɯє'яє Mєѕѕєɗ Uρ, Ɓυт Ƭнє Ƭяυтн ǀѕ Ƭнαт Ɯє'яє AƖƖ Ɗιαмσηɗѕ ǀη Ƭнє Rσυgн~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ..."
Figuring it out.
Figuring it out.

Oh.
Yea, pretty much. I was pressured though...
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Sσαяιηg Oη Tнєѕє Bυттєяƒℓу Wιηgѕ ~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Ƭнєяє Aяє Ɗαуѕ Ɯнєяє Ɯє AƖƖ ƑєєƖ Lιкє Ɯє'яє Mєѕѕєɗ Uρ, Ɓυт Ƭнє Ƭяυтн ǀѕ Ƭнαт Ɯє'яє AƖƖ Ɗιαмσηɗѕ ǀη Ƭнє ..."
PM me.
PM me.
Um...Mama, the words "I'm a temporary month-long vergetarian" does NOT mean I can still eat chicken!

Your mother doesn't get it, does she?
€lāRi€£™~€Å₦T K££P €ÅLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Sσαяιηg Oη Tнєѕє Bυттєяƒℓу Wιηgѕ ~ wrote: "Um...Mama, the words "I'm a temporary month-long vergetarian" does NOT mean I can still eat chicken!"
Your mother doesn't get it, does she?"
It's basically her way of saying, "I still want you to eat meat, you need it."
Your mother doesn't get it, does she?"
It's basically her way of saying, "I still want you to eat meat, you need it."
[Harvey Keitel:] Ms. Third ward, your first question - what is your aspiration in life?
[Beyoncé:] Oh... My aspiration in life... would be... to be happy.
(Uh huh huh)
(Uh huh huh)
(Uh huh huh)
Mama said, "You're a pretty girl.
What's in your head, it doesn't matter
Brush your hair, fix your teeth.
What you wear is all that matters."
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
(Uh huh huh)
Blonder hair, flat chest
TV says, "Bigger is better."
South Beach, sugar free
Vogue says, "Thinner is better."
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts (pretty hurts)
Pretty hurts (pretty hurts), we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
Ain't got no doctor or pill that can take the pain away
The pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body
It's the soul, it's the soul that needs surgery
It's my soul that needs surgery
Plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far
Then you break when the fake facade leaves you in the dark
You left with shattered mirrors and the shards of a beautiful past
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst (pretty hurts)
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
When you're alone all by yourself (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
And you're lying in your bed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Reflection stares right into you (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
You stripped away the masquerade (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
The illusion has been shed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Yes
Uh huh huh
[Beyoncé:] Oh... My aspiration in life... would be... to be happy.
(Uh huh huh)
(Uh huh huh)
(Uh huh huh)
Mama said, "You're a pretty girl.
What's in your head, it doesn't matter
Brush your hair, fix your teeth.
What you wear is all that matters."
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
(Uh huh huh)
Blonder hair, flat chest
TV says, "Bigger is better."
South Beach, sugar free
Vogue says, "Thinner is better."
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts (pretty hurts)
Pretty hurts (pretty hurts), we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
Ain't got no doctor or pill that can take the pain away
The pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body
It's the soul, it's the soul that needs surgery
It's my soul that needs surgery
Plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far
Then you break when the fake facade leaves you in the dark
You left with shattered mirrors and the shards of a beautiful past
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst (pretty hurts)
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
When you're alone all by yourself (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
And you're lying in your bed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Reflection stares right into you (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
You stripped away the masquerade (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
The illusion has been shed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Yes
Uh huh huh
CLaRiCe™~CaNT KeeP CaLM~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Sσαяιηg Oη Tнєѕє Bυттєяƒℓу Wιηgѕ ~ wrote: ""
Spinnie thingies are bad..."
I know xD
Spinnie thingies are bad..."
I know xD
Lucie, you know I tell you straight up if I got issues with you ;)