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message 51: by [deleted user] (new)

Azalea wrote: ":D stupid racists..."

Who's being racist?


message 52: by [deleted user] (new)

Ii dont wanna explain. If u really wanna know, read my last entry. To A Place Far Away in the Depths of My Mind...


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To my "friend" at school who have hurt me constantly...



message 54: by [deleted user] (last edited Feb 18, 2015 10:41AM) (new)

To everyone on here & IRL who has been a good friend to me:




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Sometimes I feel isolated...& I don't know why.


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I'm sorry...I'm here if you'd like to talk.


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ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "I'm sorry...I'm here if you'd like to talk."

It's not all the time. Though most people would disagree with my statement cuz I'm so actively social. It's just IRL, I'll feel that way for no apparent reason, even if I'm hanging with a groups of friends/family.


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It's okay to feel that way sometimes...


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I will now say a "random" statement that every teenage girl in the world will understand:

Periods. Are. The. Worst.
But dark chocolate makes it better! :) (at least for a little while)


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Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "I'm sorry...I'm here if you'd like to talk."

It's not all the time. Though most people would disagree with my statement cu..."


it's okay I feel that way sometimes as well.


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Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "It's okay to feel that way sometimes..."

I've been getting it alot lately, & I don't know why. Do you get that way too?


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Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "I will now say a "random" statement that every teenage girl in the world will understand:

Periods. Are. The. Worst.
But dark chocolate makes it better! :) (at least for a little while)"


yes but no dark chocolate :P
Milk chocolate <3


message 63: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: " Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "I will now say a "random" statement that every teenage girl in the world will understand:

Periods. Are. The. Worst.
But dark chocolate makes it better! :..."


YES, sometimes <33 Dark chocolate will give me less of a chance of a breakout though xD


message 64: by [deleted user] (new)

Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "It's okay to feel that way sometimes..."

You still here girl?


message 65: by [deleted user] (new)

oh got it :)
I don't really have that issue though.


message 66: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: " Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "I'm sorry...I'm here if you'd like to talk."

It's not all the time. Though most..."


Alot?


message 67: by [deleted user] (new)

Uh...yeah. But right now I have only one friend and I'm losing her so I've felt lonely a lot lately.


message 68: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "oh got it :)
I don't really have that issue though."


So you can eat whatever you want & not get acne?


message 69: by [deleted user] (new)

Yep


message 70: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "Uh...yeah. But right now I have only one friend and I'm losing her so I've felt lonely a lot lately."

Awww...*hugs* I'm here if you need a friend to talk to.


message 71: by [deleted user] (new)

Thanks
Do you feel that way in large crowds?


message 72: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "Yep"

Consider yourself lucky. I'm only 13 & I get really bad break-outs if I don't use acne wash or eat too much chocolate.


message 73: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "Thanks
Do you feel that way in large crowds?"


Sometimes.


message 74: by [deleted user] (new)

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave tear drops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread
(Thread, thread...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
(Ha-ha)

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
(Said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
(Jar, jar, jar...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams


message 75: by [deleted user] (new)

Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "Yep"

Consider yourself lucky. I'm only 13 & I get really bad break-outs if I don't use acne wash or eat too much chocolate."


Yikes I'm sorry.


message 76: by [deleted user] (new)

Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "Thanks
Do you feel that way in large crowds?"

Sometimes."


When do you feel that way the most?


message 77: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: " Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "Yep"

Consider yourself lucky. I'm only 13 & I get really bad break-outs if I do..."


Don't feel sorry! xD


message 78: by [deleted user] (last edited Feb 18, 2015 02:01PM) (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: " Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ωσя∂ѕ нσω ℓιттℓє тнєу мєαη ωнєη уσυ'яє α ℓιттℓє тσσ ℓαтє↯ wrote: "Thanks
Do you feel that way in large crowds?"

Sometimes."

When do you feel tha..."


I can't pinpoint an EXACT time. It'll just happen randomly, like sometimes I'll be invisible & forgotten; other times the spotlight will be on me. *shrugs*


message 79: by [deleted user] (new)

Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "It's okay to feel that way sometimes..."

You still here girl?"


Sorry I had to do something. Yeah I get like this but it gives me time to think. Sometimes being alone is nice but other times not so much.


message 80: by [deleted user] (new)

Wαη∂єяєя wrote: " Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "It's okay to feel that way sometimes..."

You still here girl?"

Sorry I had to do something. Yeah I get like this but it gives me tim..."


Exactly. Usually I don't like being by myself, but other times it's like "Give me space!".
But when people isolate you? Not fun.


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Not then :/


message 82: by [deleted user] (new)

Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "Not then :/"

*nods*


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I love this so much :)


message 84: by [deleted user] (new)

That's sweet...


message 85: by [deleted user] (new)

:)


message 86: by [deleted user] (new)

Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you've got now
Yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes

This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be?
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over

This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be?
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes

This is your life are you who you want to be?
This is your life are you who you want to be?

This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

And you had everything to lose


message 87: by [deleted user] (new)

I think I won't really post cover songs on here too much. I'm thinking of publishing my own song-writing in this journal.


message 88: by [deleted user] (new)

{I wrote this song back in October 2013, when I was in 7th grade...}

~Miss Nobody~

Girl, do you remember that girl who was your bestie?
Two inseparables?
Do you remember how you ditched her for the Popular Crowd?
Now I'm nothing, in no crowd...

Yeah, I'm Miss Nobody
I may have flesh & bone
But it's if I'm a ghost
Miss Nobody
Ignorance is not bliss
Yeah, yeah
Miss Nobody

Boy, do you remember that girl who liked you?
Y'all were close till you found out
You fell for her enemy in a fit of anger & fear
It certainly made her drown in tears
Now I'm in the background
But I'm dying to come out....

Yeah, I'm Miss Nobody
I may have flesh & bone
But it's if I'm a ghost
Miss Nobody
Ignorance is not bliss
Yeah, yeah
Miss Nobody

Breathe in, breathe out
If I'm a ghost, I guess I'll freak you out
Breathe in, breathe out
If I'm a ghost, I guess I'll freak you out
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathe in, breathe out,
If I'm a ghost, I'll guess I'll freak you out


Yeah, I'm Miss Nobody
I may have flesh & bone
But it's if I'm a ghost
Miss Nobody
Ignorance is not bliss
Yeah, yeah
Miss Nobody

Oh whoa whoa...


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message 90: by [deleted user] (new)

*nods*


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message 94: by [deleted user] (new)

OK, I've come up with a system. Italicized songs are not my original songs. Bold songs are my original songs.


Under the surface
We're all the same
Searching for purpose
Running from shame

I'm sorry I'm not all the things that you want
All the things that you thought
I should be
I guess I'm not like you
Not something you're used to
Maybe something brand new
You've never seen

Wish I could read your mind
Come on, let me inside
I'll never waste your time
Misunderstood
Wish you could somehow see
That I would always be
Not what you want from me
Misunderstood

I got your letter
Tell me who's to blame
Do you feel better
Causing me pain
So much pain

I'm sorry I'm not all the things that you want
All the things that you thought
I should be
I guess I'm not like you
Not something you're used to
Maybe something brand new
You've never seen

Wish I could read your mind
Come on, let me inside
I'll never waste your time
Misunderstood
Wish you could somehow see
That I would always be
Not what you want from me
Misunderstood

It's my time
It's my turn
And I'm ready
But I need to make this on my own
You're not right
I'm not wrong
So just let me go

I'm sorry I'm not all the things that you want
All the things that you thought
I should be

Wish I could read your mind
Come on, let me inside
I'll never waste your time
Misunderstood
Wish you could somehow see
That I would always be
Not what you want from me
Misunderstood

You gotta let it
You, you gotta let it go
You gotta let it
You, you gotta let it go
You, you gotta let it go
You gotta let it go



message 95: by [deleted user] (new)

A message to every single person in my life:

If you care, please start acting like it.
I don't need your fake & broken promises. Or everything you ever said to flatter.
Just straight up tell me you don't care about me, cuz those are the vibes you're starting to send me.
Do you really care?
Or are you just pretending?
Stop pretending.


message 96: by [deleted user] (new)

I'm not depressed. If that's what you're all thinking. Not even close.
I'm a truly happy girl.
I just have a dark side. & an even brighter side.
& I've had the feelings for some time now that there are people in my life who fake-care. & I wanna know who the fakes are.


message 97: by [deleted user] (new)

Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "I'm not depressed. If that's what you're all thinking. Not even close.
I'm a truly happy girl.
I just have a dark side. & an even brighter side.
& I've had the feelings for some time now that there..."

*nods* uhuh me too


message 98: by [deleted user] (new)

ἀℓℓἱℯ ↯ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶳᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵐᶤᶳᶳ↯ wrote: " Loretta ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aмσηg Uѕ :) ~ wrote: "I'm not depressed. If that's what you're all thinking. Not even close.
I'm a truly happy girl.
I just have a dark side. & an even brighter side.
& I've ha..."


Good to not be alone :)


message 99: by [deleted user] (new)

:)


message 100: by [deleted user] (new)

Some legends are told
Some turn to dust or to gold
But you will remember me
Remember me for centuries
And just one mistake
Is all it will take
We'll go down in history
Remember me for centuries
(Hey yeah, oh hey, hey yeah)
Remember me for centuries

Mummified my teenage dreams
No, it's nothing wrong with me
The kids are all wrong
The stories are off
Heavy metal broke my heart

Come on, come on and let me in
The bruises on your thighs like my fingerprints
And this is for tonight
I thought that you would feel
I never meant for you to fix yourself

Some legends are told
Some turn to dust or to gold
But you will remember me
Remember me for centuries
And just one mistake
Is all it will take
We'll go down in history
Remember me for centuries
(Hey yeah, oh hey, hey yeah)
Remember me for centuries

And I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name
'Cause I was only born inside my dreams
Until you die for me, as long as there is a light
My shadow's over you 'cause I am the opposite of amnesia
And you're a cherry blossom
You're about to bloom
You look so pretty, but you're gone so soon

Some legends are told
Some turn to dust or to gold
But you will remember me
Remember me for centuries
And just one mistake
Is all it will take
We'll go down in history
Remember me for centuries
(Hey yeah, oh hey, hey yeah)
Remember me for centuries

We've been here forever
And here's the frozen proof
I could scream forever
We are the poisoned youth

Some legends are told
Some turn to dust or to gold
But you will remember me
Remember me for centuries
And just one mistake
Is all it will take
We'll go down in history
Remember me for centuries
(Hey yeah, oh hey, hey yeah)
We'll go down in history (hey yeah)
Remember me for centuries



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