Mrunal is having an existential crisis Showing 5,901-5,950 of 6,384

[Ash (inkwordsandash)]

(also, SLEEEP if you're feeling sick 🥺 hope you feel better soon!)

[Nimrat]

Mrunal wrote: "Nimrat wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "I do feel better today, but it still feels like someone is playing drums in my head"

interesting description mrunal"

i am in fact, a very inch-resting person, yk"

I agree

[Nimrat]

Booklover (Ash) wrote: "(also, SLEEEP if you're feeling sick 🥺 hope you feel better soon!)"

yes!

[StardustReader]

Mrunal wrote: "Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "my class in over and I'm going to sleep"

Wait what? you guys still aren't done with weekend classes?"

YEAHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭"

Sucks. What grade a..."

Ah, that's why you folks have weekend classes.

[Mrunal]

I'M FINALLY WATCHING HAWKEYEEEEE

[Mrunal]

Kate Bishop: Are we going to your safe house? is it in the Avengers Tower?
Clint Barton: No, actually Tony sold it a few years ago.
Kate Bishop: That's actually disappointing on so many levels.
Me: I KNOWWWW RIGHTTTTTT

[a potato]

Mrunal wrote: "I'M FINALLY WATCHING HAWKEYEEEEE"

LMK WHAT YOU THINK

[StardustReader]

Mrunal wrote: "I'M FINALLY WATCHING HAWKEYEEEEE"

IDK when I'll watch that. But I kinda want to.

[StardustReader]

Mrunal wrote: "Kate Bishop: Are we going to your safe house? is it in the Avengers Tower?
Clint Barton: No, actually Tony sold it a few years ago.
Kate Bishop: That's actually disappointing on so many levels.
Me:..."

YEAHHHH!

[Mrunal]

A Potato wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "I'M FINALLY WATCHING HAWKEYEEEEE"

LMK WHAT YOU THINK"

I FINISHED IT
IT WAS AMAZINGGGGGGGG

[Mrunal]

So christamassy and HAWKEYE

[Mrunal]

I also may or may not have a small crush on Hailee Steinfeld

[Mrunal]

I WANNA LEARN ARCHERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[nis_boooks]

Mrunal wrote: "I WANNA LEARN ARCHERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

SAMEEE
But my parents won't let me :(

[Queen V™]

Mrunal wrote: "I also may or may not have a small crush on Hailee Steinfeld"

valid.

[g.vee]

HELLOOO

[g.vee]

Mrunal wrote: "I WANNA LEARN ARCHERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

SAMEEEEEEEEEE
ALSOOO SWORDFIGHTINGGGGGGG

[ananya ྀི]

Mrunal wrote: "I also may or may not have a small crush on Hailee Steinfeld"

Same.

[Mrunal]

DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Mrunal]

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

[Mrunal]

MY HEAD IS HURTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

[Mrunal]

WHY AM I LISTENING TO SPOTIFY???????????????????????????????????????

[Mrunal]

I DON'T KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

[Mrunal]

I WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Mrunal]

Everything sucks

[Mrunal]

All I wanna do is read but I'm in a reading slump 😭😭😭

[Ash (inkwordsandash)]

Mrunal wrote: "I WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

NOO DON'T DIE I'LL MISS YOU 🥺❤️

[Ash (inkwordsandash)]

Mrunal wrote: "All I wanna do is read but I'm in a reading slump 😭😭😭"

Oh nooo🥺 😭

[Ash (inkwordsandash)]

Don't force reading, do something else

[ananya ྀི]

Mrunal wrote: "All I wanna do is read but I'm in a reading slump 😭😭😭"

the way I relate to this-
You'll get through it mom do not die

[Mrunal]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


I AM SO CONFLICTEDDDDDDDDDDD

[Mrunal]

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo


I want to get into NIFT after I finish my 12th grade. NIFT the the most premier and prestigious fashion institute in the entire country. Well, my country. And I've been dreaming of going there for as long as I can remember. And used to work so hard to get into it...... before covid.

Covid has just f*cked me up. Not just my mental health, but my physical health, my habits thinking process and to no one's surprise, my social life.

Before covid, when I had 9 hours of school and 2 hours of extra classes, I some how also, managed to play and read too. Well, on the down side, I didn't get enough sleep and wasn't physically "fit enough for my age" or "too thin" or "so underweight".

Covid changed things. School became 5 hours, playing and reading became 0 hours, and All I did was study, sleep and cry. and eat sometimes. I lost a lot of weight in 2020. BUT that's besides the point. The point is, I just became lazy and procrastinated all the time.


AND THAT is the issue. Now, when I am supposed to be actually preparing for the 2 phases of NIFT's entrance examinations, all I am doing is lazing around. AND I HAVE LOTS OF WORK TO DO.

A ton of assignments to do, a few tons of books to read, Preparations for the tests, shows to watch, and what not. but I do absolutely nothing. Just sit around and do nothing. Procrastinate.

And then I realize that I'm not doing anything and watch some inspirational videos on yt and decide that I will do something and I look at the things that I need to do and I get scared and end up doing nothing again. I hate it here.

I'm conflicted because I donno, what to do. Study, paint, read or idk.

AND I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT HERRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Mrunal]

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN''''''''''''''''TTTTTTTTTTTTT KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOO DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[Mrunal]

aLSO


It doesn't help that I feel like shit all the time

[Mrunal]

So err
I asked my parents to let me go counselling.

[Mrunal]

and they agreed to let me go

[Mrunal]

wOw
that was easy

[Mrunal]

Now I can talk to an irl person about my insecurities and fears and yk, basically everything that I used to talk about in my nookies on gr.

[Mrunal]

hope that goes well

[Mrunal]

last time that happened, I ended up crying

[Nimrat]

Mrunal wrote: "and they agreed to let me go"

aww that's great!!

[StardustReader]

Mrunal wrote: "IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN''''''''''''''''TTTTTTTTTTTTT KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT..."

Oh my. You should here my screen reader say that. I don't know how to describe it, but it's cracking me up🤣

[StardustReader]

Mrunal wrote: "and they agreed to let me go"

That's awesome!

[Mrunal]

Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "and they agreed to let me go"

That's awesome!"

Nimrat wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "and they agreed to let me go"

aww that's great!!"

Thankyou 🥺💖

[Mrunal]

Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN''''''''''''''''TTTTTTTTTTTTT KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAA..."

😂😂
I want to hear it too now!

[StardustReader]

Mrunal wrote: "Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN''''''''''''''''TTTTTTTTTTTTT KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHH..."

Well you can.
https://we.tl/t-HGqvK98f4C
Sorry, the speech rate is a bit too fast.

[Mrunal]

Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN''''''''''''''''TTTTTTTTTTTTT KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW WWWW..."

Lmao
I didn't understand a thing 🤪🤪

[StardustReader]

Mrunal wrote: "Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "Suhas wrote: "Mrunal wrote: "IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN''''''''''''''''TTTTTTTTTTTTT KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOW..."

😂 too fast?
Many people don't understand how I can understand what the screen reader says at that rate LOL.
Also, that speech rate is nothing. It's the speech rate I keep when I read. But when I'm browsing the web and stuff, it's much higher.

[StardustReader]

Try this LOL.
I've decreased the speech rate to almost half compared to the previous one.
https://we.tl/t-yLsg7zLb0W

[g.vee]

Mrunal wrote: "Now I can talk to an irl person about my insecurities and fears and yk, basically everything that I used to talk about in my nookies on gr."

that's amazing <3
yes, covid has messed everything so much.
I hope you get into NIFT!
I have heard about it and good luck for preparing!