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whatever मेरी मदद करो wrote: "I'm really scared of 2017 cuz 2+0+1+7=10 which is the exact number of nipples Hitler would have had if he had 8 more nipples."
WTF past me
WTF past me
I'm really scared of March cuz ya know. Nazis marched.
Why didn't my emo phase line up with the self harm/drug phase?
Why can't I be norrmmaallll
I was unpacking my room,
When I found a box of notebooks
And loose leaf paper
And journals.
I flicked through the pages,
I took in the words.
Age 8 I wrote about church,
Age 9 I wrote about pandas,
Age 10 I wrote about friend problems,
Age 11 I wrote about school stress.
Age 12 I wrote about suicide.
Age 13 I wrote about self harm.
Age 14 I wrote about the things they called me.
Age 15 I wrote about rape.
Age 16 I wrote about change.
The intense transitions that caught me of guard,
I was expecting to laugh at my past.
Instead I’m terrified of it.
I was a child.
Children should not be put in that place.
No one should feel that way.
Truth is there were no journal entries,
From when I was 16,
I’m 16 now.
This is me writing about change.
Writing another depression poem,
Writing another rape poem,
Writing another bullying poem,
Writing another suicide poem,
Writing another stereotypical poem,
That uses repeat language,
Repeat problems,
Repeat emotions,
Repeat stories,
Repeat, repeat, repeat.
A broken record of change that isn’t coming,
Repeat: Snowflakes.
Repeat: Paradox.
Repeat: Pain.
Repeat: Touch.
Repeat: Fear.
Repeat.
You see this is a cycle.
Over and over and over.
We face the same problems.
We see statistics of rape,
Suicide,
Depression,
Eating Disorders,
Bullying,
On repeat.
And on repeat we don’t blink an eye.
Repeat the lack of change.
This is me.
I’m 16.
Writing about change.
Because no child,
Not one,
Should see this pain,
On repeat.
When I found a box of notebooks
And loose leaf paper
And journals.
I flicked through the pages,
I took in the words.
Age 8 I wrote about church,
Age 9 I wrote about pandas,
Age 10 I wrote about friend problems,
Age 11 I wrote about school stress.
Age 12 I wrote about suicide.
Age 13 I wrote about self harm.
Age 14 I wrote about the things they called me.
Age 15 I wrote about rape.
Age 16 I wrote about change.
The intense transitions that caught me of guard,
I was expecting to laugh at my past.
Instead I’m terrified of it.
I was a child.
Children should not be put in that place.
No one should feel that way.
Truth is there were no journal entries,
From when I was 16,
I’m 16 now.
This is me writing about change.
Writing another depression poem,
Writing another rape poem,
Writing another bullying poem,
Writing another suicide poem,
Writing another stereotypical poem,
That uses repeat language,
Repeat problems,
Repeat emotions,
Repeat stories,
Repeat, repeat, repeat.
A broken record of change that isn’t coming,
Repeat: Snowflakes.
Repeat: Paradox.
Repeat: Pain.
Repeat: Touch.
Repeat: Fear.
Repeat.
You see this is a cycle.
Over and over and over.
We face the same problems.
We see statistics of rape,
Suicide,
Depression,
Eating Disorders,
Bullying,
On repeat.
And on repeat we don’t blink an eye.
Repeat the lack of change.
This is me.
I’m 16.
Writing about change.
Because no child,
Not one,
Should see this pain,
On repeat.
Can we just appreciate how much better my poetry has gotten since then tho
When you read on old stuff and realise you were really cocky when you were depressed because that's how you covered up your feelers
So I was supposed to have stuff turned in by the 31st but my teacher told me if I got it in by Monday he'd take it cuz he loves me.
Tbh I think he just misses reading my writings.
THIS AIN'T A SCENE ITS A GOD DAMN ARMS RACE
K SO I KNOW JUNE IS LIKE FOREVER AWAY BUT WHAT IF I MEET THEM AND THEY HATE ME
Me: You've taken a bath and a shower today. Do some homework.
Me to me: Or you could take a bath and make memes.
Me to me: Or you could take a bath and make memes.
Me: I literally haven't done anything but watch half a season of Arrow today.
Me to me: #treatyoself
Me to me: #treatyoself
Someone was performing Vagina Monologues at my college but I didn't know till after kms.
Honestly so glad I've grown up.
When he talks about himself 😍 😍 😍 😍
Yeah so glad I'm better at writing XD
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Yeat yeat my Cait. I am alive again.
But I ate a bagel and feel like Imma die/
I was like an OG and now I barely exist XD
Is this website dead or just all the groups I was in? XD
Mod
Same
Like rp groups are dead and everyone grew up and stuff.
Mod
RIP. But same tbh. I just like appear and disappear.
Is the gas money worth getting the hat is the question.
imma be a rad fucking tide pod.
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meme day
jay wrote: "whatever ❤Better Than Before♡ wrote: "imma be a rad fucking tide pod."
meme day"
Yus. I'll send pics of my shirt when I get wifi.
meme day"
Yus. I'll send pics of my shirt when I get wifi.
Mod
meme day"
Yus. I'll send pics of my shirt when I get wifi."
yas
did you see the storlord and gamora on my fb
So that is a no?
I need a fictional writing topic DX
When bae keeps attacking your questionable decisions from years ago.
Je suis venu ici pour passer un bon moment et je me sens honnêtement tellement attaqué en ce moment
is that a no to seeing my profile.
When your dad walks in on you watching Keanu Reeves but every gunshot is Owen Wilson saying wow and now you think you've been disowned.
^¬^The Master^¬^ wrote: "is that a no to seeing my profile."
I mean, I've seen it, yes.
I mean, I've seen it, yes.
Oh, you have? What did you think about it?
it's personal
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Yesterday Daily Mail did one about his hair flying and showing a bald spot. Way to change the political problems.