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Just messaging this guy *dancing* This guy who virtually hugged me and then acted all awkward too!
Awww that's sweet!
I like awkward people! I'm awkward...
Yay!!! Let's go for it #awkward4life
Oh joy, heading back to that lovely counselor.
You'll get a great description when I'm back.
Meh. Nothing new or exciting. He's in bed, so hasn't messaged back.
If I died right now, no one would care. The funeral invitations already have been sent. I know who'll be there. I know my casket will be closed.
I will be there, as a spirit, I hope. To hear everyone talk about me. I'll just laugh as they tell stories about how well they knew me. About how we were best friends. They didn't know me, and half the time I figured they didn't like me.
Why do I think the casket will be closed? Well I guess because I'd tell them I wanted it like that. I don't want anyone to see me like that. Pale, limp, and lifeless. It's not fair for them.
I will be there, as a spirit, I hope. To hear everyone talk about me. I'll just laugh as they tell stories about how well they knew me. About how we were best friends. They didn't know me, and half the time I figured they didn't like me.
Why do I think the casket will be closed? Well I guess because I'd tell them I wanted it like that. I don't want anyone to see me like that. Pale, limp, and lifeless. It's not fair for them.
He's messaging back way fast! Taught!
I'm too cold. That's what. That is no excuse to want this, I know! Please just let me go now. I NEED TO GO NOW.
Sometimes I'm disappointed in myself for the mistakes I make in what I chose to deal with.
Please just let me go. I can't stay here any longer. I could leave up there, and we could stay in an apartment. All would be fine!
He makes me sad, but I'm so head over heels.
I wish he understood how concerned I am for him.
Do YOU hear this, J? Please, please, please don't!
I wish they didn't make me stay....
Oh good. Whew.
Okay...well you can move eventually right?
Okay...well you can move eventually right?
But I want to move now. I want to get away!
I'm sorry...just hold on to the fact that you will be soon.
And find ways to feel like youre away...like reading.
And find ways to feel like youre away...like reading.
Mum won't let me do anything! I am getting tired of this. It's like: sit on the couch. No you can't play on your kindle! Who are you messaging? It is my business!
>.< I'm sorry it might help if you pretend to be doing hw..idk
Haha. Nah. I have been messaging him so much!
Aww well I'm glad he's making you happy. :3
Has he said anything else over the top sweet?
Has he said anything else over the top sweet?
Hmmmm....What was the last sweet thing I posted? He messaged me and said...lemme find it...
" Hey just thought I check on you as see how you were doing and let you know that I'm thinking of you."
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That's so incredibly *sighs*
That's so incredibly *sighs*
XD He had to go to school now, though.
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