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Jun 08, 2016 07:19AM
Hey Clarice :) How are you?
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I'm alright. Ya know...could be better, could be worse.How 'bout you? I haven't seen you in forever!
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Same. And I know! Life is just super crazy!
I got out of school a couple weeks ago, so that helped cut down at least a little bit of life-craziness...but I'm just the same old me. :/
How's Shiv doing?
He's all right. We've both had a pretty stressful few weeks.
When you're wondering if he kept his promise and cleaned the scrape.
He probably didn't but I will tomorrow XD
By the way, sorry for my absence! I've been working at scout camp! It's super amazing and I love it, even though I miss you all!
When you can't even listen to the same music cuz it reminds you too much of him...
*quietly dies on the inside*
✗I just wanna know, when did you get so cold?✗
Well there goes the good of Starbucks...
Matthew 7:7
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
When the one person who always told you otherwise is now reminding you that you're a whore.
You aren't a whore?
You said you'd always be happy if I was. Well I was. Then I realised that lovely. In the past week I had not only screwed up my own life but the lives of three other people, especially you.
God I just need to get away.
I honesty just miss you. A lot. And I hate myself for it and all of these mixes of emotions turns into anger at the world and I'm Just a little kid that doesn't know how to deal.
Sorry.
I miss you too but I know this is for the best. It's okay to hurt now but I am begging God and especially you that you don't go back. Don't go back to that place. I miss you and it's not that I don't care because I do and I do love you and I told you so. I told you that when people really love each other when they break up they can't "Just be friends." I can't. Every time I talk to you it kills me becayuse I know I hurt you but I can't go back. All we did was hurt each other and I hope you'll see that and find the good in the world. I say church but I know you don't do that so whatever with that just make yourself happy. I get that I screwed up your life and apparently I remind you of the song "Dont" now but whatever. I am figuring myself out. Sometimes you need to not cling to other people to do that. And I'm crying while I type this and this was supposed to be a good weekend so I'm gonna stop. It will be a good weekend.
Sure. It's gonna be a good weekend. Just don't ever say you love me again cuz I can't even wake up without crying at the thought of that. I've tried. And I've tried. I think I'm done trying. That's the thing.
♱You point your finger at God and ask him to do his job cuz nothing else is working♱
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What happened to your soul?
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All these references XD
I have been deprived of good music for three weeks. Lots of references to use!!
I know. I know I know. I did too. I just... It's not what it's supposed to be,.
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Same
It's like, I'm gonna make my best friends and then we're all gonna leave each other o.o
Ring ring. Here comes the bicycle.
God I am so dead on the inside.
Hey...
What's up?
Sorry if that was my fault. Same
Wait am I supposed to sleep?
*watches Pitch Perfect 2 and drinks Butterbeer latte*
I think I might do my hair in cornrows..
it's personal
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