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Feb 23, 2015 11:09AM
Maybe I'm not but it feels like it.
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I feel like I could be a better person..but I don't know how.
But we all love you as you are....
Why are there so many beautiful girls?
I want red lips
and silky hair
and pink cheeks
and long lashes
and a skinny body
and I want to be tall
and I want tan skin
and fantastic looking eyeliner
and I want to have friends
and not be lonely
and not be needy
and not be so weak
and stupid
and lame
and a loser
and just so incredibly pathetic.
Yes for some reason I think that you like but you don't I know you don't because I have too many issues
You pity me I'm some project you can fix I know. just stop. It's over I'm lame.
Not you Clara.
I want red lips
and silky hair
and pink cheeks
and long lashes
and a skinny body
and I want to be tall
and I want tan skin
and fantastic looking eyeliner
and I want to have friends
and not be lonely
and not be needy
and not be so weak
and stupid
and lame
and a loser
and just so incredibly pathetic.
Yes for some reason I think that you like but you don't I know you don't because I have too many issues
You pity me I'm some project you can fix I know. just stop. It's over I'm lame.
Why. Why do you talk to me?
Of all the people in the world. Why. Me.
Of all the people in the world. Why. Me.
Because you're a lot better than you think you are.
Maybe you guys just don't see all the terrible things.
Or maybe we do and we can see past them.
Maybe.
Oh. Well.
I'll live with it. It's just annoying.
Oh. Well.
I'll live with it. It's just annoying.
I don't think there's a ton...
Everything!
Literally Everything. There's nothing 'good' about me.
Literally Everything. There's nothing 'good' about me.
But it's funny because it is.
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ITTTTTTTTSSSSSSSS NOTTTTTTTTTTTT! ASK ANYBODY!!
Nobody is "good"!
EVERYBODY IS DIFFERENT AND YOU'RE AMAZING!
EVERYBODY IS DIFFERENT AND YOU'RE AMAZING!
more like I'm a plain blank piece of paper.
Nope Nope NOPEEEEEEEEEE!!! YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND SWEET AND CARING
Okay.... .___.
Just...the person you described, the "perfect" one....nobody is that. You're better, and people know it.
Just...the person you described, the "perfect" one....nobody is that. You're better, and people know it.
I'm not. but okay. I'm glad you see that.
>>>>>>>>>>.<<<<<<<<<< okay...
Yeah....
Normally yeah is my word for you're welcome btw
My eyes are hot. They want to cry.
I want to cry and then taste my tears....
I'm such a weirdo
I'm such a weirdo
