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Feb 23, 2015 09:14AM
Not great... You?
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Are you just feeling sick still?
Okay ...so why are you not great?
I guess you don't have to tell me...
...I'm falling back into being sad.
I don't know.
It stinks...I miss being..better.
It stinks...I miss being..better.
I apologize....
You can be happy..
You can be happy..
I know I can and I am sometimes but then it's like something rips it away...
I'm just feeling....stupid and ugly and worthless.
I had a cookie earlier but it's going to make me sick so I have to get something healthy but I'm not hungry and I don't want to eat and I hate food. It's bland and sometimes I feel like I'm going to just throw it back up.
Actually it was like 5 cookies >.<
Allie, please...you're amazing...
I'm not going to do anything.
I know that, I mean try to stop thinking that about yourself, because its not true!
It feels like it though. I know that you think I'm some perfect amazing person but really I'm such a loser.
You aren't a loser. You really aren't.
Really just...
Really just...
