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Mar 02, 2015 08:33AM
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Is..it okay if I sort of talk to myself for a moment?
...I'll take that as a yes...
I feel like such a horrible person...I feel like I try and let people know I really care about them but when people care about me I start to push them away...or I get quiet...>.< I don't mean for it to be rude...Sometimes I don't even know why I do it...I'm sorry...
I do it with everyone..there's not one person I don't do it to. Even my family >.<
It's not your fault at all. It's mine.
I'll probably never get married because I don't know how to say yes.
It is though. I only say yes to relationships that I know will end..well with guys anyway. >.<
I guess...every one leaves though..
And I believe in love for everyone but myself..
Maybe you could take a leap...?
I'm sure...I'll find him but I'll just end up pushing him away.
If only I was brave enough.
I feel really messed up in a terrible way..
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I apologize that I can't fix that.
I apologize that I can't fix that.
xD told you I wasn't perfect.
My heart is messed up.
My heart is messed up.
I kind of wish I knew why...like where is this written deep in my childhood?
Something had to make me this way right?
Ugh. Never mind. I'll just go be mad at myself.
No. You growing up and there will be many obstacles in your path
It's okay. You didn't do anything.
It never looks nice well sometimes it does but then two seconds later it looks horrible again.
No, I'm not sad. I'm fine. Seriously.
Even after losing 6 pounds. (98) I still feel fat.
.-. *sighs*
Lonely in a room full of people...
Lonely in a room full of people...
Yayyyyyy
I'm an idiot wahoooooo
and I'm selfish......yayyyyyyyy
I'm an idiot wahoooooo
and I'm selfish......yayyyyyyyy
Dear Allie,
Shut the heck up!
Person
Dear Person,
But..this is my journal...
Allie
Dear Allie,
I don't care! No one wants to hear you whine. Jeez. Now shut up!
Person
Shut the heck up!
Person
Dear Person,
But..this is my journal...
Allie
Dear Allie,
I don't care! No one wants to hear you whine. Jeez. Now shut up!
Person
You can do whatever you want... and you're not fat
And you're not an idiot ._.
Nah, I can't. Yeah...I kind of am :P
I only ate cookies the other day. Seriously that was all I ate all day...
You're not. Everyones clever in their own way
Hm...I'm good at being an idiot. xD
:3 gahhh these people are killing me!
With their nervous flirting awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww it's so freaking adorable. x3
With their nervous flirting awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww it's so freaking adorable. x3
