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Erin
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May 31, 2018 12:24PM
I saw a bee and I took a photo of it.
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I might be allergic though so after I took a photo I left
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Going outside in the heat without sunscreen, always a smart idea"How 'bout with a black shirt on. Even better! XD"
Lol but that was literally me on field day. I wore all black and no sunscreen and I think it was the smartest decision I've ever made XD
Today I wore a yellow shirt. Just a bit better, I think XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "My tree had a lot of glass and trash around it today :(":("
I picked up as much of it as I could but there's some pieces that are stuck in the dirt
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Going outside in the heat without sunscreen, always a smart idea"How 'bout with a black shirt on. Even better! XD"
Lol but that was literally me on fiel..."
:D
Imma go take photos with my sister's because apparently today's a nice day XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "My tree had a lot of glass and trash around it today :(":("
I picked up as much of it as I could but there's some pieces that are stuck in the dirt"
Th..."
Yeah true true
Erin wrote: "I saw a bee and I took a photo of it."I run from bees and wasps XD
Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I saw a bee and I took a photo of it."I run from bees and wasps XD"
I'm just worried that the bees will go extinct, not that taking a photo will help them at all XD
So we're going to look at another apartment tomorrow
I don't know if I'm excited about moving or not
Like I want to but I'm also just tired of it
And I'd like us to stay at the same school district because I know it's what Madi wants
ERIN HELP!!!! SHADOW OF WHALES WAS LIVE AND THEY JUST MADE MY DAY!!!! JEREMY MENTIONED MY NAME MORE THAN ONCE AND JD IS NAMING HIS KEY AFTER ME, A FREAKING KEY
AHHHH I READ XD CONGRATULATIONS!!! AHHHH I'M HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! :D
I don't know why I suddenly felt like like melting but no
I went to go give my sister a few things at her apartment and she said she missed me then sung a line from a song and then we hugged like the dramatic dorks we are
It's always the seemingly small things that get me
Geez Erin, be on the verge of a breakdown and let someone telling you to do something and then you doing it and getting a hug out of it make everything better
It doesn't matter how many great days I have, I'm still sick.
That shouldn't hurt as much as it does.
My mom's crying about how she misses my sisters and how she wishes we'd never left Grandpa's house and about how we're moving and about how she misses when we were younger and not taking off
It's not that I don't think she should be allowed to have feelings or some stupid shit like that
It's that why does she only ever really show that she loves us when we are leaving, why does she make me feel so bad for wanting to leave, how does she manage to make her love for us feel so strong in these moments and yet make me feel so small
I don't blame her. I don't hate her. I don't feel anger right now. I just... I don't know.
it's personal
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