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[Hallie]

No, I'm the worst person on the planet whether or not I'm depressed.

[Hallie]

*hugs back*

[Hallie]

Toxic Friend

So my friends K and Iz look like they're silently fighting again. It's because Iz gets jealous when K talks to anyone else and starts this drama. This has been going on for months, and candidly it's exhausting!

None of my friends had come to school last Thursday. When I reached home, K called me to ask whether I had gone. She said she was about to come, but seeing that not many were attending, she didn't come either. She asked what happened and whether Iz had come. I saw Iz with her twin sister in the library, and all we did was wave before I bunked and came back home. She didn't come to class. I found it weird enough that K had called me instead of Iz first, because even though K and I became friends first, those two are more close.

Just now, K called me again and my pathetic conversation skills made me sound awkward. The beginning of the conversation went this way.

K: Hal!?
Me: Yeah.
K: Good morning!
Me: Oh uh.....

I legit didn't know how to respond to good morning! Was I supposed to say good morning back to her??? Or was I supposed to say thanks? Goodness, I'm so stupid!

She wanted to know some important questions in Physics and after I told her, she asked how the Math exam went. I said it was okay (uh I hope I pass!), and she said that she wrote rubbish. Then she told me that Iz was ignoring her. Those two are in the same examination hall while I'm in a different one with another "friend" (who is another big pain in the neck). She said that she didn't speak a word and just walked away, and that she still has K's Zoology notes. Those notes are important because K was absent when the teacher took one of those lessons and there are about 5 lessons in that. She even has my Botany notes, but I guess I'll let it slide since it's Botany. Not like that notes will help.

K also said that she only said 'Alright', and that's it. Every time K calls, Iz doesn't pick up or cuts the call. I seriously don't know what's up with her. I need to wait for another week to see her, so I can't do much. Poor K.

[Hallie]

Candidly, I feel the same too, and so do my best friends (they should have transferred to this school with me). I don't deserve it, but I'd be happy with other friends. K is the only one who I can safely say is a good friend. It's only when Iz comes that I get tired of her demeanor.

[Hallie]

Why do people find it hard to believe that I'm a teenager?

[jay, rip]

Hallie wrote: "Hmm let's see... Uh your crush xD"

considering giving up on crush, due to the fact that they seem very disinterested :((

[Hallie]

:( Maybe you'll find a better person?

[jay, rip]

mayyyybe. i'm very particular about how i like my people 😂

[Hallie]

Lol xD

[sara]

Hallie!! How come you've moved schools? You're in year 11, don't they do a different syllabus and stuff? I'm in year 10 and moving around in this year is difficult, even tho my school is shit.

[sara]

I feel you. There's a lot of fake people in my school 🙄. I can't even handle them.

[Hallie]

Yeah, my syllabus changed so much I don't understand anything. That's why I find some subjects really hard. My old school had such shitty standards and this one is of a higher level. I didn't really have a choice.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Hey Hals what do you think about Melissa and Ian's relatio..."

that is true.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Toxic Friend

So my friends K and Iz look like they're silently fighting again. It's because Iz gets jealous when K talks to anyone else and starts this drama. This has been going on for months, an..."

I'm so sorry :(

[sara]

I get you. Catching up with a years work must be super hard :(

[Hallie]

sara wrote: "I get you. Catching up with a years work must be super hard :("

Yeah, my percentage went from 95% to 65%.

[Hallie]

Question of the day: Why the hell am I still alive????

[Hallie]

And I've officially failed in Physics and my life.

[Hallie]

Excuse me while I sulk in the corner and think of ways to die after making sure everyone else did bad, too.

[Hallie]

-_-

I'm so annoyed right now!!!!

[Hallie]

A lot of stuff.

[Hallie]

I think I've got a cold again :/

[Hallie]

Thanks!

[Hallie]

Oh mum doesn't mind sending me to Canada!

[Ahana~]

Hallie wrote: "I think I've got a cold again :/"

Same. I have a cold, my voice is now hoarse, and I feel sick and sleepy.

[Hallie]

:( Ahana! I feel you! Hope you get better soon!

[Hallie]

Anyway, I'm not surprised that she's willing to send me away, but Canada or the US - now that's surprising. That should be expensive.

[Hallie]

But that would mean both children abroad soon. So it's less likely I'd get to go.

Although I want to go. I love it here, but I don't mind going away. I can always come back.

[Ahana~]

Thanks guys!! *hugs Hals* and *hugs Val back* I really need these warm hugs as unfortunately due to the exhibition I can't even have proper sleep and rest till Wednesday. :(

[Hallie]

*hugs Ahana* Me neither.

[Hallie]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ wrote: "Why she's sending you?"

Well, it's not confirmed or anything, so I don't know if that will ever happen. For studies.

[Ahana~]

Awww

[Hallie]

Well, I have mixed feelings. I love the UK, but I want a fresh start away from these people.

[Hallie]

I guess it's because I told them I don't want to do what they planned for me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Question of the day: Why the hell am I still alive????"

because we love you too much

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Anyway, I'm not surprised that she's willing to send me away, but Canada or the US - now that's surprising. That should be expensive."

You can come to Dallas

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Ooh Hallie! I would love if you could come here (sorry i'm fantasizing XD)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alia [permanent semi-hiatus] wrote: "Ooh Hallie! I would love if you could come here (sorry i'm fantasizing XD)"

I am too XD we can all meet sometime in the future XD it will be so fun XD

[princess maggie]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Alia [permanent semi-hiatus] wrote: "Ooh Hallie! I would love if you could come here (sorry i'm fantasizing XD)"

I am too XD we can all meet sometime in the future XD it will be so fun XD"

i would do this too

[kavi ~he-him~]

YESS!!

[Hallie]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ wrote: "How did they take that?"

Not very good.

[Hallie]

Lol everyone wants me to come to the US.

My dad's friend's daughter tried to do it, so mum is kind of interested to let me do it. I don't know about my dad, though.

[Hallie]

Ugh I have Geography and Irish today :/ Why am I in that stupid class?

[princess maggie]

Hallie wrote: "Ugh I have Geography and Irish today :/ Why am I in that stupid class?"

irish as in the language?

[Hallie]

Yes.

[princess maggie]

Tá a fhios agam roinnt freisin!

i worked for a while on it but i'm extremely rusty!

[Hallie]

Tá sé sin ar fheabhas!

I'm horrible at it xD

[princess maggie]

Bhí mé ag obair ó bhliain seo caite!

me too

i mean mise freisin

[princess maggie]

i'm so happy though! someone who knows it! i've been waiting for someone to talk to to help get better for so long

[Hallie]

I'm the wrong person to practice it. I'm always making grammatical errors in every sentence I speak, so it's pretty much hopeless xP

Like people who heard me speak don't believe that I study Irish.