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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
I just made those SoundCloud tracks public. XD Just be warned that they're not very good or advanced either. XD
I'm still slightly confused, so please excuse me for a moment while I try to process when she is acting this way. Good luck with the project! :) Loliepop wasn't in the old group; I met her somewhere else and she is really awesome! :) Harriet has Hermione's picture as her profile like me, so I can never forget.
A lot of my friends have gone offline and never come back. Especially the ones who helped me the last time I was in a bad position.
I don't know.... I want to send an email, but I'm afraid if something will go wrong.
Yay!!!! *grabs earphones*
So the next time mum gets ticked off with my coughing and orders me to drink some medicine, I'm dying.Although doesn't it strike anyone odd that I've had this cough since October?
Oh no :( Not you, too!The problem is that my family just mocks me every single time I cough and it ticks me off. Hello?! I'm sick! Instead of trying to impersonate my coughing or saying asinine comments, could you take me to the hospital?
I've been unusually sick recently. They don't know and they don't care.
She really wants me dead, doesn't she? Well, good for her that wish will be fulfilled.
A. I'll fail in my exam.B. I'll go poison myself and hopefully die.
C. Everyone will be glad to get rid of me.
Hallie wrote: "I'm still slightly confused, so please excuse me for a moment while I try to process when she is acting this way. Good luck with the project! :) Loliepop wasn't in the old group; I met her somewh..."
I wouldn't expect you to be able to process it; there's more behind it than you know. ;)
Oh nice! They sound fun, but I'm sorry that they lacked the common courtesy to inform you that their departure was permanent. That would make me mad.
I am so sorry, Hallie! I promise I won't be like the rest of them, and hopefully Kavy and Shine and Ahana and Jingle and Maya won't either. I doubt it though. Mark my words, I'll always be here to annoy you with my tangents, sorry about that XD
Maybe you could send one and just not get too deep into it at all. And let her know that it's fine if she doesn't want you to contact her and ask her to let you know of that.
Uh no wait don't! I rushed too much, i just realized, and it sounds horrible!
Hallie wrote: "What if I cyber-bullied someone, Kavy? Would you still love me? What if I lied to you? What if I'm just some old man from Tokyo pretending to be a 16 year old for attention?Shine, vampire stuff!!..."
but you haven't. You're so sweet and you are an amazing person *hugs*
Hallie wrote: "Ahana~ wrote: "Well, she has been away for very long! But why are you worried, may I ask?Oh XD"
Well, she was depressed and still trying to recover from the habit of cutting."
oh no, I hope she's okay :( she was a friend of mine and I'm worried about her.
Hallie wrote: "A. I'll fail in my exam.B. I'll go poison myself and hopefully die.
C. Everyone will be glad to get rid of me."
no dying :(
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ wrote: "Joins Kavy *hugs*"*group hugs*
*joins new group hug*
*pulls Ahana into the group hug*
Alia, well some of them bothered, but others just disappeared. And you don't annoy me! Kavy, who said I didn't?
Presenting Hallie, the Queen of mistakes and screwing up life.
Hallie wrote: "Presenting Hallie, the Queen of mistakes and screwing up life."queen of my life more like
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "*pulls Ahana into the group hug*"YAY!!! *group hugs*
I'm sorry guys, but I can't assure whether I'll disappear like those friends I was talking about. I doubt I can come online after I'm dead.
Personal Quiz Time!
Stolen from Kavy
1. What is you middle name?
Aurora
2. How old are you?
16
3. What is your birthday?
August 9th
4. What is your zodiac sign?
Leo
5. What is your favorite color?
Purple
6. What's your lucky number?
I don't believe in luck anymore.
7. Do you have any pets?
No, fortunately!
8. Where are you from?
London
9. How tall are you?
5'5 or (6 I'm not sure)
10. What shoe size are you?
I don't remember.
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
2
12. What was your last dream about?
Uh I don't remember but it was disturbing.
13. What talents do you have?
I don't have any talents.
14. Are you psychic in any way?
I doubt it.
15. Favourite song?
Too many to list!
16. Favourite movie?
The Shawshank Redemption
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
I guess someone who likes the same music as me and understands me and likes me for who I am. But that will never happen because who could possibly like me.
18. Do you want children?
No!!!
19. Do you want a church wedding?
Nope!
20. Are you religious?
Nope.
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
Yeah, I was born in one. Just kidding - yes, to get my tetanus shots when I was 10.
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
Not yet.
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
Nope.
24. Baths or showers?
Bath.
25. What colour socks are you wearing?
I'm not wearing socks.
26. Have you ever been famous?
No....
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
Yeah, sure!
28. What type of music do you like?
Pop mostly, but rock isn't bad either.
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
No.
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
On my sides.
32. How big is your house?
Not very big.
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
It varies. I don't like eating the same thing everyday so it's different every day.
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
No, but give me one, and I'd love to!
35. Have you ever tried archery?
Nope.
36. Favorite clean word?
Uh insouciant?
37. Favorite swear word?
I don't like swear words.
38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?
I don't know. A week I suppose.
39. Do you have any scars?
Yeah.
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No.
41. Are you a good liar?
Yes.
42. Are you a good judge of character?
I don't know.
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
Nope.
44. Do you have a strong accent?
Yes according to everyone I've talked to.
45. What is your favourite accent?
British, of course! xD
46. What is your personality type?
INFJ-T
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
I don't know. I try to avoid buying expensive ones unless mum sees a discount on it.
48. Can you curl your tongue?
No.
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
Innie (what the hell is with this word?!?!?)
50. Left or right handed?
Right-handed.
51. Are you scared of spiders?
Yeah.
52. Favorite food?
Ice cream?
53. Favorite foreign food?
French fries. Hey it didn't originate here!
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
Somewhere in between.
55. Most used phrased?
Who knows? I don't know perhaps?
56. Most used word?
'But'
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
Depends on my mood.
58. Do you have much of an ego?
Uh....
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
Suck.
60. Do you talk to yourself?
Yes.
61. Do you sing to yourself?
Yes.
62. Are you a good singer?
No. Quite the contrary.
63. Biggest Fear?
Failure? Heights? I have too many great fears.
64. Are you a gossip?
No.
65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?
Hmmmm.... I don't think I've seen one good enough.
66. Do you like long or short hair?
Short.
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
I can't even name five!
68. Favorite school subject?
English
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
Introvert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
No.
71. What makes you nervous?
A huge list of things.
72. Are you scared of the dark?
Sort of.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
Very rarely.
74. Are you ticklish?
This is tricky to answer - I am ticklish, but I don't react when someone tickles me, so people tend to believe that I'm not.
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
No.
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
Kind of.
77. Have you ever drank underage?
No.
78. Have you ever done drugs?
Uhhhh..... About this.... Yes-ish. It depends on whether you consider it or not, but technically I did
79. Who was your first real crush?
None.
80. How many piercings do you have?
1
81. Can you roll your Rs?
Nah.
82. How fast can you type?
Fast enough to make other people wonder whether I'm human.
83. How fast can you run?
100m in 10.5 seconds or something? I don't remember.
84. What color is your hair?
Black.
85. What color is your eyes?
Brown.
86. What are you allergic to?
A lot of things.
87. Do you keep a journal?
If this one counts, yes, but if it doesn't, nope.
88. What do your parents do?
Dad's an engineer; Mum stays at home.
89. Do you like your age?
I wish I was two years older, tough.
90. What makes you angry?
Oh this! Literally anything and everything in this world.
91. Do you like your own name?
Yes!
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
No.
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
I don't want kids;
94. What are you strengths?
None.
95. What are your weaknesses?
List too long.
96. How did you get your name?
It was the first name everyone in my family liked so they named me that.
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
I don't think so.
98. Do you have any scars?
Yes (how many times do I have to answer this?)
99. Colour of your bedspread?
Blue
100. Colour of your room?
Yellow.
Hehe I'm the kid who got the tall genes xD Height doesn't matter, though. Unless you're my sibling xP
Lol Hallie's kind of tall, but if the gr family met up irl, I'm quite sure I'd be the tallest... XDBut you all would beat me at sports even if you're not athletic. I'm the worst at them!
One of my classmates made the mistake of picking me first for their volleyball team and quickly discovered that I can't serve! XD
Yep Alia, you're too tall! xDI suck at most sports, too, so I doubt I'm any better.
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I am. XD Hey but at least you can do them, I can't really.
Also I saw your wish for a book recommendation... that book I recommended to you last night would fit into that category somewhat! And it is so good. Not fun at all but really well done. Although the first few chapters may seem nonsensical and you wouldn't like that I'm sure but it gets better.
It's about mental illness more than suicide, but there are some parts that touch that topic.
Sorry I'm becoming the salesman here, I got Erin on board and I told Mays but... whoa, this thing just got me out of a bad reading slump so it's really well done!
Lol if there are any stalkers here who are taller than 6'1 please speak now! XD
Jay, what's your height? You like Shawshank Redemption too?!?! You're the first person I've met who has heard of it!
Alia, I could play if I practiced.Oh right thanks for the recommendation! I was supposed to search for it online, so thanks for the reminder too. It sounds like a book I'd love to read!
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five feet even :P i'm a short dude.
and yesssss i do! i love morgan freeman and prison movies. it's so clever how everything connects at the end!
jay wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Jay, what's your height? You like Shawshank Redemption too?!?! You're the first person I've met who has heard of it!"five feet even :P i'm a short dude.
and yesssss i do! i love m..."
Oh lol! But I believe height doesn't matter a lot.
Yay I finally found someone! Yes, indeed!
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I've never dated anyone, so I'm trying to imagine how that would seem.
Oh wow! XD Well I think exceptions can always be made. My grandparents are always saying "find a guy that's taller than you when you're ready."And I'm polite about it, like "okay".
But inwardly I'm thinking "first of all, who cares if I like someone that's shorter, and secondly, I'm not at that point yet, I'm self and school absorbed." XD
Hallie- I'm sure you could! Uh maybe I could but idk. I'm not a fan of competition in that sense. However, get me into an academic competition... XD
Although no I don't do Science Olympiad, science is my weakest subject XD
No problem! And yay! I can't wait to talk about it!
True, but sadly some people don't think the same way. One of relatives was short and hence his parents were always trying to search for shorter girls to set him up with. I read some stuff about preference related to heights, so I can see how that could affect relationships. But that's a strange thing to say xDMy P. E teacher tried to get me into sports and failed, so I guess I'm not very interested either. You definitely do better than me in academics!
And I can't wait to read it!
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seriously?!
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jay wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I've never dated anyone, so I'm trying to imagine how that would seem."seriously?!"
Yep.
Well, basically no one will ever want to date me and I guess I'm not much of a romantic.
Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, basically no one will ever want to date me and I guess I'm not much of a romantic."Haha same."
Hehe but you look really pretty!
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Sadly, I won't be able to be on as much today- stressed about a school project despite the days off.
Oh yeah I saw her in the old group, although she wasn't online! That's sad, I really hope she's okay... never have seen Harriet or Loliepop anywhere though.
I understand, Hallie, and I agree. There would be unwanted consequences on her end if someone else saw it...
Maybe you could say that you're missing her on Goodreads and really hope everything is going okay for her right now? You don't have to be more detailed than that...
At the same time, I see how that might seem a little creepy. I've never understood people who go offline one day and never come back... if I ever leave, I'm telling everyone I can and finding other methods of contact.