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message 1851: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "Listening to it now I'm just sad she sounds so angry :("

You're right about that part, but I suppose it provides an outlet for all her frustrations. While I don't ..."


that is true.


message 1852: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "I was around 13 when she started to really get popular. XD I have heard her on the radio for years now. I was only really a fan from 13-15 then I moved more towards rock and dance music (plus her m..."

I love Rock music!! I love it because it helped me get through some dark times and it inspired me not to give up.


message 1853: by [deleted user] (new)

Try listening to Newsboys (any song from them) and Red (their song "Not Alone" isn't a screaming song like "Breathe Into Me" is).

I know. I'm recommending Christian music. I'm just helping out.


Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten | 5901 comments @GFS: I only like screaming done in music if done to amplify the emotion. Screaming just to scream does nothing. Screaming is an effective way to let out emotion and drive a message home to the listener, but that effect is lost if all they do is scream. I can give you an example, if youd like. There's an art to it, but I can see how some don't like it. :)

I like early Beyonce and Taylor Swift. I'm all for club music (as in songs you can't help but dance to), but otherwise modern pop starts to lose me. Honestly I like the 2000s pop the most.


@Kavy: Same!!! That's why I love it. The band Starset has helped me through the emotions following my school shooting, for example. Or when I'm depressed rock and metal help me let out the emotions or power through. We should totally compare fav bands and nerd out on rock music sometime :D


Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten | 5901 comments Red is amazing. Their song "Pieces" is also very good


message 1856: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments I like screaming, but I don't like TOO much screaming. Black veil brides had helped me a lot. like whenever I'm sad or upset or depressed or when I'm in the mood, whenever I listen to bvb it calms me down and soothes me, and I feel safe. not just bvb but all my fav bands but mostly bvb. And they gave me some hope. Pop never really helped me much.


Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten | 5901 comments Exactly :) That's why I love rock and metal. I never got into bvb very much, though. I'm more Starset, Beartooth, Gemini Syndrome, and groups like that.


message 1858: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments I'm into more of the alternative/punk rock bands


Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten | 5901 comments I'm hit and miss with those. I enjoy it, just very selectively. I think the closest I get is Chunk! No, Captain Chunk!, Fallout Boy, and Carousel Kings. I haven't heard a ton by the first and last ones I listed, but they're enjoyable. :) dunno if you'd categorize those as alt/punk rock though
Anyway, I feel a little bad filling up her topic..


message 1860: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments At least I got something to read on a bad day when it has barely started....


message 1861: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments ❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Rough Draft

This is a song I'm writing, and yep, I know it's terrible and way, way worse than Taylor Swift's, but don't you worry, I'm never going to get a chance to sing even the f..."


GeekyFreakyScientist wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Rough Draft

This is a song I'm writing, and yep, I know it's terrible and way, way worse than Taylor Swift's, but don't you worry, I'm ne..."


Well, this is most likely going to be pop :P


message 1862: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I'm going to kill someone. Now.


message 1863: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I feel sick and suicidal..


message 1864: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Before I forget, one app says my vocal range is G#3 - B4 😶😶😶😶😶 I have no idea whether that's good or bad.


message 1865: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I want this. I want to be depressed. I want to feel like crap. I want to push everyone away. And I want to ultimately just end it all.


message 1866: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright, because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie"

~ Love The Way You Lie, Eminem



message 1867: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Never speak again; never smile or laugh again; never enjoyed anyone's company again; never wish for happiness ever.

Because you don't deserve it, Hallie. You don't.


Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments Hallie wrote: "Never speak again; never smile or laugh again; never enjoyed anyone's company again; never wish for happiness ever.

Because you don't deserve it, Hallie. You don't."


Yes you do!!!


message 1869: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments


message 1870: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Rough Draft

This is a song I'm writing, and yep, I know it's terrible and way, way worse than Taylor Swift's, but don't you worry, I'm ne..."


It's okay, I like some pop.


message 1871: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Hallie wrote: "Before I forget, one app says my vocal range is G#3 - B4 😶😶😶😶😶 I have no idea whether that's good or bad."

What app is it


message 1872: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Hallie wrote: "Never speak again; never smile or laugh again; never enjoyed anyone's company again; never wish for happiness ever.

Because you don't deserve it, Hallie. You don't."


YES YOU DO


message 1873: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments ❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Before I forget, one app says my vocal range is G#3 - B4 😶😶😶😶😶 I have no idea whether that's good or bad."

What app is it"


Vocalist Lite.


message 1874: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Oh crap! I took Masi's poll and I chose the option that was not true for me.


message 1875: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments That's right, people, chastise me for being addicted to my phone. Patronise me for not being intelligent enough. Disgrace me for reasons you won't tell me, and laugh at me for making a fool out of myself. Keep the comments flowing.

Who knows...... Perhaps that could be the last thing you ever tell me.


message 1876: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments
Guitar

Justin guitar is helpful!

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message 1877: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I regret saying something in one of my groups :/ I wish I could take it back, but..... I'm such an idiot!


Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments Hallie wrote: "I regret saying something in one of my groups :/ I wish I could take it back, but..... I'm such an idiot!"

Story of my life… I feel like I've ruined my reputation here already but I'm just glad everyone understands or at least just wants to be nice… you're not an idiot though, Hallie!


message 1879: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Alia [semi-hiatus until 9/1] wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I regret saying something in one of my groups :/ I wish I could take it back, but..... I'm such an idiot!"

Story of my life… I feel like I've ruined my reputation here already but I..."


Except this is in my favourite group. I didn't intend any harm, but now that I think of it, I might have inadvertently caused it. I feel really, really horrible.


Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments Drop Everything and Read? I know you founded that one. Btw congrats on getting so many members! I'm amazed! If you feel like you did cause it and need to apologize, do it. Once. Stacking on apologies just makes you feel worse (I know this) but doing it once works wonders at times. People will be thankful, even if they don't understand. And I doubt you were all of it either, whatever it was.

(P. S. I post things I feel bad about in my favorite group a lot as well.)


message 1881: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Nope, the Harry Potter group *ducks* I don't care a lot about D.E.A.R anymore. Thanks! It got on the featured list last year, so I ended up with so many members. I do admit I'm trying to harass one of the members there, but I'm too full of myself to apologize to that person. I'm just worried whether what I said came off right - it could be nothing, too!


Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments Aww! Kim should take a lot of credit, but I'm partially flattered! Ah, makes sense. Well, congrats anyway! Okay, even with these activity levels, I would have noticed actual harassment by now if it existed. I don't think you're harrassing anyone! I get wanting to roleplay with people and potentially annoying them because of it, but that's perfectly normal. You're right, it could be! Maybe I'll respond to your PM (sorry bout that!) so you don't have to put stuff here :)


message 1883: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Well, all of you deserve the credit! :) I am harassing someone in D.E.A.R (or at least trying to). Oh, it's fine! I don't mind putting it out here, but I like to protect the identity of people I'm talking about online.


Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments Haha you're too nice :) And oh! Sorry! I was like "since when has Hallie harrassed anyone in the HP group?" Of course, sorry! I thought this was a member issue in our group so I just wanted to make it clear that you could always PM me about it :)


message 1885: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I'm just being honest :D It was my fault. I shifted between the two groups, and hence caused the misconstruction. Hopefully, I haven't done that in the Harry Potter group! 😰


message 1886: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments This is so strange..... I'm trying to be nice and friendly in most places. I think I'm sick!


message 1887: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Alright, so there goes act weird and humiliate yourself in front of someone cool. What's next on my list of things to do before I die? Oh, right! The note.


message 1888: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Hallie just kill yourself already!


message 1889: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I dropped my phone again -_-


message 1890: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Did I just threaten someone? Oh I'm a freaking mess!


message 1891: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments *jumps off a cliff*


message 1892: by May͛a (new)

May͛a (rhapsodyinblue) | 1451 comments *flies helicopter to the rescue*


message 1893: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments *dies*


message 1894: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I wish I could stop these thoughts. Stop crying when I'm reading a newspaper. Stop thinking that I'd be missed if I die when I know I won't.


message 1895: by May͛a (new)

May͛a (rhapsodyinblue) | 1451 comments Hey, you'll be missed. And don't die on me yet.


message 1896: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Hallie you will be missed. Pls don't die


message 1897: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments That's what all the "friends" I had before you said. Right before they totally forgot that I had once upon a time been a part of them.


message 1898: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments When I was little, one of my biggest wishes was to live past my hundredth birthday. I didn't want to die until after August 9th, 2101. Ironically, now I don't even want to make it to August 9th, 2018. It was hard enough for this year, but by next year, nope.


message 1899: by Hallie (last edited Aug 29, 2017 05:33AM) (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments
To-do List

• Create a new email and shift all social media emails there
• Create fake Goodreads account (Booklover@09 a good username?)
• Change all passwords
• Change email id of all social media - especially Goodreads
• Add a password to unlock phone
• Clear history
• Finish it off



message 1900: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments If one person.... If one person in real life came over and told me that they love me, I'd click the link to the suicide prevention hotline.


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