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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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XD If only we knew each other in real life I would actually be able to give you a cookie
Am I going to get a heart attack or something tomorrow? Why isn't life trying to suffocate me right now? I have the feeling something bad is going to happen :/
☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them, Nevermind about the Hiatus, I'm staying☯ wrote: "XD If only we knew each other in real life I would actually be able to give you a cookie"And I'd be about to give you a real hug!
I hope I drop dead. My friends are saying it looks good, but I think they're lying.
I mean my brother was rolling on the floor laughing and Mum didn't have such a straight face either.
Uhhhhh so I just tripped and fell down while exiting the auditorium. I'm off to go home and die in shame.
Sounds like something I'd do, heck I trip most of the time I walk :D
I usually walk into someone or something, but this time it was a major trip xD My friend thought I broke a bone or something.
A Physics teacher who is like the carbon copy of my idiot brother was the highlight of the show. Some teachers were singing and this guy just runs to and fro with mic singing with them. It was so cute xD
This is why we should be together as friends or siblings :D
Wish you where born to my mom instead :D so then you could know me
We would be the perfect twins/siblings! :D I mean we do have similar interests, and looks like both of us are clumsy xD
I just got a stupid idea! Let me sketch out a family tree by giving roles to people here!
Yeah so I suddenly forgot how to breathe (literally. I seriously can't breathe right now, so I'm kind of struggling here), so ignore whatever posts that come after as they would be products of degenerated brain cells trying to work after being deprived of oxygen.
Holy crap the Irish university fair is in ten days!!
Hallie wrote: "Uhhhhh so I just tripped and fell down while exiting the auditorium. I'm off to go home and die in shame."I trip all the time
today I accidentally knocked over a bottle of water on my teacher's desk and water spilled everywhere, while leaving the class, I apologized and she said it was okay tho.
Goodreads is the only place I find people I can relate to do much!
I need to buy one more cup of tea to get through this day :/
So I have a month to figure out the perfect plan to die or land my sorry self in the hospital.
I bet my *friends* are bitching about me for saying that. You know what? I don't care.
So I bet you'll shudder when I remind you, but remember when that guy kept calling you?Well, I didn't have that, but in French this week we had to call a phone number that would store our oral projects that we were recording. And guess what?! I was so nervous I called the wrong number!! I left a WHOLE voicemail in French on some random phone. My teacher thought it was hilarious, but I wonder how good my project was considering I had to do it over and was embarrassed the whole time.
Later I went to Mr. Knox's to heat up my lunch (how I visit, haha!) and he said it made his day, so I guess that's the one good thing about that whole ordeal! I called the number back while there and left an English voicemail apologizing, and have gotten no response, so at least I don't have to suffer for it.
Also today some random guys just sat down next to my friend and I in the hallway at lunch and started asking our names. I ignored them and kept discussing chem with my friend, but I was honestly creeped out XD They kept shoving each other and therefore us *sighs* One of them emphasized the single status of his friend. Thankfully they left but I had a back up plan! I would have gone into a teacher's room and said "do you want me to ask you to leave me alone, or this teacher?"
Our English classes are being filmed for my teacher's purposes. We were told to act normal on camera but it was so hard XD I can't offer my usual deep analyses when I am thinking about appearance, Haha. Plus, guess who was filming?
Hope you're alright, just figured I'd come and give you a few stories to liven things up from my usual "I'm busy" posts.
That guy I will murder if he calls again? I've already started sharpening my knives for him xDLet's say I was almost about to get out those knives lest someone was bothering you, but lol this is hilarious! I'm sorry for laughing, but I was in a bad mood until I saw this xD Well, it was an accident after all, so I'm sure they will understand :)
Oh gosh! That has never and most likely will never happen to me, so I sympathize for you. Good thing they left before you had to do that :)
Haha we were being photographed in class recently as well, and the teacher couldn't stop laughing at how much futile effort we put to try to look natural xD Ooooooohhhhh Mr. Knox???
I must have wished to die some 1089754380000 times since I got up, but these posts make me feel less lonely :)
I was so damn close to losing my temper earlier.
Everything is pissing me off today -_-
RAWR HALLIE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED <3
Only by you, which is why I will always love you too! (Of course, as best friends.)
Explain to me why I'm doing favours for my so called friends even though I know they are bitching about me behind my back.
Lid for Temper
I'm going to start with yesterday because I forgot to write about some stuff.
When I reached school in the morning, my friend and I were lazy to climb up to our classes on the third floor, so we took the elevator. Taking the elevator is not allowed for students unless you broke your leg or something, and usually calls for a fine. But the two of us checked to see if any teacher was around and quickly got in. It was the first time either of us had used it, so it was kind of fun. The way we ran out before any teacher saw where we came from was simply epic xD
Everyone knows I love tea, right? Everyone except my family. Well, I've been buying and drinking it every morning at school because in spite of being British, Mum refuses to give me tea because she doesn't like it. So yesterday, during the break, I told Iz that I was going to the canteen (and she told me to steal a spoon from there?), and K, H2 and M were on their way to the washroom along with me. I happened to walk in front of them at one point, and K who noticed me asked, "Hallie, where are you going?" I replied, "Canteen." And then she said in a patronising tone, "Did Iz send you?" Ummmm so I wouldn't want to go to the canteen otherwise? I keep doing favours for Iz and since she and K are acting like best friends and worst enemies simultaneously, everyone including them is confused about their friendship, making them stab each other in the back whenever the other isn't around. It's annoying, and K now says that I'm Iz's friend. Yeah...... I nearly killed myself to stop K from hurting herself due to some drama, and this is what I get. Fucking 'isn't she your best friend now?' I legit brought back the cup of tea to class and to show them that I went for me, not as a slave for Iz - as K describes.
Skipping time to today because the rest is irrelevant, the first period I had today was Physics lab, and it drove me nuts. I bet my blood pressure was super high. So my actual partner from last year left the school, so I don't have one now. There's another without a partner, so last week, we paired up to do the experiment. We figured we would do it together again. Today's experiment was rather annoying. It has to do with finding the refractive index of water. The procedure involves placing a mirror (and a lens later) and making an object pin coincide with its image. Then do the same with water on the mirror and lens. The problem was we took forever to do the first part without the water. Every time I adjusted it and made it somewhat fine, my partner said that the tip wasn't coinciding and she tried to adjust it, but ended up making the distance between the object and image larger by adjusting legit everything. 50 fucking minutes and we had not even got one reading. I was so annoyed and angry I was clenching my fists and biting my tongue to prevent myself from breaking the apparatus and losing my head. That would have landed me in trouble because the teacher was right beside us.
I kept showing her my adjustments and suggested that we show the teacher, but she always tried to make adjustments and messed up my previous ones. So finally after half the class was over (50 minutes, 50 fucking minutes), I adjusted it, did not show her and directly called the teacher. When the teacher checked it, she said it was perfect and complimented us. We were so relieved because.... Finally! My partner took a look after the teacher went, and she was like, "Hey, if this was enough, we got it long back." I don't really blame my partner, though. I admit most of my anger was directed at her at that moment, but she usually doesn't hold anyone back and even during the previous experiment, we were the first to finish. This one was tricky and we were both frustrated with the apparatus, so we began to sweat even though it was chilly inside. The rest went pretty smooth and the teacher said all our adjustments were perfect, and our calculations were close to the actual value, so I guess it was fine. But I thought I would snap. I really thought I would snap, and I don't know how I controlled that anger because I'm a very, very hot tempered person who never puts a lid on my temper. And at the beginning of the class, H2 whispered to me, "Tell the teachers of the next two hours that I'm absent." Well, she left for the entire day and none of us know why.
Once again, I went to the canteen for the tea and one of my classmates came there to have something. She was with me yesterday as well, but it was crowded and we once talked briefly. However, our lab left us 20 minutes really early, so there was almost no one. I was there first and I had just lifted the cup even she came. My Math teacher had told us on Tuesday to drink a cup of tea before her class because most of us were dozing (Iz and I did, but we were still half asleep), so as soon as my classmate came, she laughed and said, "So you're doing what *insert name of Math teacher* said?" Then we were standing in awkward silence as I was drinking and she was eating something, so I asked where she stayed because she was always at the canteen during breaks and I was wondering if she lived so far that she couldn't have breakfast or something. A small conversation started but it ended as soon as we got to the classroom.
And then we had two continuous hours of Math -_- As if I wasn't pissed already. Two hours calculating the probability of events only intensified my urge to kill myself. Well, I wasn't the only one: the teacher herself was pissed because the entire class was pissed and no one answered as soon as she asked her questions. That was just horrible!!! By the way, my teacher did ask if had that tea because unlike last class, we weren't about to sleep. In the middle, the class rep came to each of us with a sheet of paper to sign in after checking our details. I got mine pretty fast, but even after Math, 90% of the class did not get to sign theirs. It was jumbled and the class reps of all classes were running around, so it was a mess. Apparently they had to hand it in today, and they just got it today. So the class rep told everyone to stay in class during lunch to finish it off, but K and M went to the canteen telling me to inform the rep. K was in pain because she was on her period and she didn't eat anything since the morning. Iz too had not eaten anything, but she couldn't go because she wasn't call to sign yet. So I volunteered to go and get her something from the canteen. Again. I don't know why I do this. At least she's grateful at the moment. Yeah, I got screwed because I was the one who had to inform that K wasn't there.....
In nutshell, I'm super annoyed and for some strange reason, every part of my body hurts, so after school gets over in 20 minutes, I'm off to go die.
Hey Aqsa! I'm super pissed and sore.... Uh how are you?
Sorry your day sucked. My did too! Today and yesterday were like hell!
Aw I'm sorry about that! :( Hope the days to come get better!
I am just annoyed with all rhe real people in my life rn. I am at home. Alone. Because I had a fight with my father last night for no reason at all! And today we all had to go to anotjer city for fun but guess who stubbornly stayed home? ? I cant bear being with any of them. I love GR. And all u guys!
Sorry about your day too!I hate it when the people closer to us know us the least!
Need a hug? *hugs anyway* Sorry about the fight and that you're alone. I can relate, though, because I can't bear my family when they are all at home, so I try to send them all out of the house..... Although I think a little time away from them will hopefully help you feel better!Exactly! Exactly! The people who really know me live across the world - you guys.
Yes I can relate too. It's just good to take a break from them too. Sounds odd but yeah!I love my space!
*hugs*
I think no matter how much we give them hints they never pick up on them. They just keep believing what they do.
*shakes head* I always thought families (or human beings in general) are complicated.Precisely!!! And yet they say that they know everything about us when they don't.
Yeah they do say that all the damn time too!We know u better than u! And they seem to always know what's best for us.
I believe some think they just can't be wrong.
I've always wanted to give them a pop quiz to see what they actually know about me. To be honest, I wonder which set of people would score the most: Goodreads, family or my friends.I agree. Some people just don't want to admit that there could be a teeny tiny chance that they can be wrong.
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*Virtually hands Hallie a cookie* Oatmeal, chocolate chips, M&M's, peanut butter, etc