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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]
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Nov 11, 2018 07:20AM
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So I could at least be there for you
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Think? I know that's what they will think.
Raven!!!!!!!!!!! *tackle hugs* Ah well, I'm not half as nice as I am here in real life, so even though that would be amazing for me, knowing me in real life wouldn't do that good to you. But I wish I could be there for you too!
☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them, Nevermind about the Hiatus, I'm staying☯ wrote: "So I could at least be there for you"☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them, Nevermind about the Hiatus, I'm staying☯ wrote: "I wish I knew you IRL Hallie"
:)
Because you've done so much for me, you're a great friend who puts her friends before herself. I like you because you look at who the person is, even if no one else sees it.
Nooooooooo, you helped me a lot though
Hey, I'm talking to you, right? It's because of you. I'm alive because you were there for me when I hit rock bottom.
Lol xD School might be cancelled (not a 100% sure yet), and I'm already halfway there.
Which means I get extra time to write that assignment and study without even having to face the wrath of two teachers.
And my class gets to meet a new Math teacher today, and hopefully we can sleep in her class because we didn't understand a thing that our old one taught and we need that stuff for what we are going to do next.
Don't worry, people! I'm not a hardcore Kpop fan. I just like Blackpink and Gidle, but everything else isn't for me.
Hallie wrote: "So I can watch Jennie's solo MV as soon as it's released!"I still don't like it :/
I just realized that I have only one grandparent left.
Once upon a time, I proudly said that all my grandparents are alive.
That little kid grew up to become this fucked up person you see today.
But somehow, in everyone's eyes, she is still the kid.
Perks of being the youngest. I can be 80 years old and still be the baby.
So if my family was a Korean band, guess which idiot is the maknae (or whatever you call the youngest).
But Hallie, why are you boasting about being the youngest?
1. I'm bored. 2. I'm not entirely happy with being the youngest.
3. I'm just bored, and that's what my mind is thinking of right now.
Yeah, I'll just reread Dork Diaries again
I forgot to mention that my brother decided to work from home today. So Mum has two annoying kids in the house who are supposed to be gone for hours xP
The closest I got to a haircut was Mum saying 'So let's cut this much off." That didn't even measure the size of my pinky finger :/
I want a tattoo, but I can't get one yet :( So I tried to search for some DIY temporary tattoos, but they usually involve printers or stuff I don't have. The last time I drew a tattoo, people liked it but I thought it sucked.
I'm still coughing right crazy, so if I kill myself with cough syrup, they might rule it out as accidental overdose, right?
And I did something stupidly self-destructive. Again. *sighs* This is why I want to die.
All my friends are just having fun with others, and I can one watch. Inside jokes, laughing, talking, whatnot.
I'm cold and tired, so bye! I'm off to die by drowning in failure!
Me: *cough cough*Brother: Do you have a cough?
Me: No, I'm coughing for fun. I also blow my nose for no reason.
Brother: I knew it! You're the weirdo that coughs for fun. Mum was right about you blowing your nose for no reason.
Me: Sarcasm, idiot, sarcasm.
Brother: Sargassum!!!!
Me: -_-
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Amazing Alex
SCHOOL CONFESSIONS
[] Talked back to a teacher.
[] Been kicked out of a class.
[] Worn your pajamas to school.
[] Had your tooth fall out during school.
[x] Gotten yourself lost in your school.
[] Broken the dress code in your school.
[x] Completely and utterly failed a test.
[] Left your class without asking anybody.
[] Missed a whole week of school for something stupid.
[] Thrown up your lunch in school.
HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Argue with your parent[s] a lot.
[] Argue with your brother[s] a lot.
[] Argue with your sister[s] a lot.
[] Do your own laundry.
[] Cook dinner once in awhile.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[] Wear pajamas when you are not going to go anywhere.
[] You sleep in very long.
[x] All you do is watch television/go on the internet.
[] Your parents are divorced.
[x] Your family makes you cry a lot.
[] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[] You can't stand being with your parents.
FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[x] You have known a friend your whole life.
[] Your friends are all taller than you.
[x] You have been ditched by a friend.
[] You have memorised a friends phone number.
[] You have lost/forgotten a friend's phone number.
[] You have been to most of your friend's houses.
[] You love most of your friends.
HABIT CONFESSIONS
[] You bite your nails.
[x] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[x] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers.
[x] You are good at telling lies.
LOVE CONFESSIONS
[] You currently like/love someone.
[] You want to kill one of your exs.
[] You can't stay committed for an unusually long time.
[] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
[] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-centred before.
[] Your ex has dumped you for another person.
[] You don't want a bf/gf at the moment.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[] You hate George Bush.
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you.
[] Boys make better friends than girls do.
[] Pink is an ugly colour.
[] Needles aren't so horrible.
[] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal.
[x] You have plenty of secrets.
"HAVE YOU EVER" CONFESSIONS
[] Fallen up the stairs.
[] Had your shoelaces tied together.
[] Had a nail fall off.
[x] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul.
[] Slapped someone across the face.
[] Killed someone.
[] Worn something inside out for a whole day
Hallie wrote: "Me: *cough cough*Brother: Do you have a cough?
Me: No, I'm coughing for fun. I also blow my nose for no reason.
Brother: I knew it! You're the weirdo that coughs for fun. Mum was right about you b..."
That is an odd conversation. Lol. I once had that problem.
Rumell Khan wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Me: *cough cough*Brother: Do you have a cough?
Me: No, I'm coughing for fun. I also blow my nose for no reason.
Brother: I knew it! You're the weirdo that coughs for fun. Mum was ri..."
Well, you can always expect odd conversations and actions between my brother and me xD
Everyone: RIP Stan Lee :( *rivers of tears*Me: Isn't Stan Lee Melissa's cat?
Sorry if I'm being insensitive. This is just proof that I'm an ignorant bitch.
So I'm wearing a dress to school tomorrow 😵😵😵😵
Translation: I'm going to look like an even bigger disaster at school tomorrow.
That Extra Hour
Today was surprisingly cool. Not extremely cool, though, but at least I didn't bash myself with self-deprecating comments like usual. Candidly, it's weird. The whole day felt so weird I think I was hallucinating most of it.
The day started with me waiting for another girl at my stop when the bus arrived. The driver was making jokes with a friend's mother, who came in the bus for some reason, and the friend we were waiting for had called me again to ask if we were still there. In about two minutes, she came and we left the place, but as soon as we did, my music was interrupted my a call. The only person who would call was already here, and my mum doesn't have a reason to call (she was literally on the other side of the road), so I was shocked to see that K was calling! How strange is that?! And even more strange - she called to inform me that we would be having an extra hour of Botany after regular hours today. Apparently the class rep had posted the announcement in the group at 12 in the night, so a lot of us didn't know. I thanked her and stuff, and told the driver that I might be late, to which he said that he would pick me up at whatever time I came.
Then the usual switching vehicles happened and I reached school work two of my other friends. We were talking about the Math teacher who left because she took Math for their class as well. The replacement teacher is actually a teacher who worked in our school, but went on a maternity leave and is finally back. For some reason, I've been making them laugh by teasing our teachers lately - yesterday it was their Chemistry teacher and our other eye rolling Math teacher, and today it was about the new one. We also caught up with a friend who used to come in the bus last year, but left to come by public buses this year.
When I reached class, K was alone talking to a girl who doesn't usually hang out with us. Then suddenly she asked about yesterday, and I was actually in the conversation! What's going on? But happiness cut short when the Botany teacher walked in during English hour. We need to see her in the first hour, third hour, last hour, and extra hour? You're kidding me, right?! She brought that old projector that I and a couple of others hate, and used that to teach. Well, the topic was dry, but she is a good teacher, so I learnt something. Yeah, the projector stopped working after a while xD
Then we had Physics, which, as usual, was boring. The teacher is nice, but the subject is annoying. Speaking of Physics, I still haven't written that assignment; some even submitted it, but Iz and I don't feel like doing it. I bet she will get mad tomorrow, so I might have to prepare myself to say that I don't want to do it whilst looking at her face. Towards the end of the hour, Iz turned to me and said, "Hey, let's go down to the canteen in the break. I need coffee or I'll fall asleep!" I really needed tea, so was I happy to go! We legit rushed even before the teacher left the classroom and I got my tea and something looks like cheese balls, but isn't (I'm eating it right now, and it tastes good!), while Iz had her coffee and crackers.
We got back to class, and few minutes later, the Botany teacher was back! That project was acting up again, but she managed. I guess you don't really need it when you're talking about how rocks made of bird poop make an important component of the phosphorus cycle. I was all alone at my table, and a girl who already sitting with two others noticed me called me over to join them. I said it was fine, but then the other two girls also saw me, made place for me, and said I should come over. It was nice of them to offer, but they seemed comfortable thereI didn't want to ruin that. They let me off the hook because the class rep joined my table. In the very next hour, around five teachers came to class whilst the Chemistry teacher was writing some boring equation and invited us to tomorrow's event. And then they announced that the theme was floral. Everyone was like why?!?!?!?!
So I got this dress a couple of months ago. I almost never wear dresses, but this one looked so good - of course, not on me. I said I would wear it for this very event. I even wore it in Wales once and my cousins loved it: one said that it was the best out of all the clothes I've appeared in, and everyone there is always jealous of the clothes I have. Aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces, nephews. The first thing they do is look at my clothes and asking whether it was costly - even if it's a night dress. Like come on people! I tried to dress like them for grandpa's funeral, and they still kept making a big deal out of it even though it was similar to what they were wearing. Yeah, the dress! So this dress has two roses on it (I think), and K says it would fit the theme even though she has never seen or heard about it before (who thinks I described the dress wrong? *raises hand*) I guess I'll wear it, but I'm pretty sure I'll look like a clown and with that messy high ponytail of mine, I'll be a tripping disaster, so if I'm not saying my usual 'I wanna kill myself yada yada', I'm either high, or already dead. Although the former makes me go down way too early than most people.....
The Math teacher (not the new one) was complaining that we were all dozing off, and for her next class, we all ought to drink a cup of tea or coffee in the break. Well, Iz and I did, but it's Math :/ H2 was sitting with me during that hour because she didn't have a textbook (we didn't need one, though), and randomly asked, "Which school were you from?" While I answered, all I could think was it's been one fucking year.
In the few minutes between Math and the jest Botany hour, K surprised me by talking to me and joking that I had already worn a floral themed top today. It had two roses on it, which is pretty similar to the ones on the dress. That's when I told her about it. Aaaand then the last hour of Botany which was supposed to be extended to two hours..... We didn't want that extra hour at all! The teacher brought that projector and said, "No one is going to pray that this stops working or else your class is suspended. I know your prayers come true." The funniest and saddest highlight of this hour was when a girl accidentally sat on a pen, and...... Let's say we all feel so sorry for her but can't stop laughing even though we know we are not supposed to. I mean even the teacher couldn't control herself. And good news - she finished the chapter in time, so the extra hour was not even necessary. Thus, we were let off :D And that's why I'm in a rare good mood as a write this even though my classes ended one and a half hour ago, and I won't reach home for another 20 minutes.
Oof Hallie, does you need a hug? And maybe a Monster Cookie(I made Monster Cookies and they're filling)
*hugs Raven* I haven't eaten cookies in soooo long, so I'd love to have one! Especially if you me them.
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