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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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May 04, 2018 11:14PM
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Which One?
Yesterday was annoying. Most of it.
I was still feeling sick, but who on earth gives a damn, right? Besides, something came up to my pile of things to stress over and now I can't lift it up at all. It's really frustrating and depression and I thought I would burst into tears.
Small parts of yesterday, however, include Dad calling me in the afternoon. Now that was weird..... He called me and began to scream, "Hal, you know where the blue book is, right? Find it and tell me the password." I suspected it was the blue file he writes all his passwords in, but when I asked him which password, he just kept repeating 'blue book' and 'password' without specifying which one. Um, Dad, there are at least 15 passwords on this page. If you tell me which one you need, I'll tell you. Finally he told me to call my brother, who somehow anticipated my call because apparently Dad called him before me, and my brother was more clear. All Dad had to say was three letters and we could have avoided the second call to my brother, but no such luck. I texted Dad the password, but dude, you need to be more specific. How on earth will I know which password you need out of 15 different ones?!
But the funniest one would be this. I actually learnt this on Thursday, but I informed my parents only yesterday. Apparently my brother has to go to work on a Saturday (that is today), because he has to interview 7 people who know a programming language called Python. He says he's most likely going to reject them all, and if someone lied about knowing Python on his résumé.... *laughs nervously* They won't get the job. For some reason, people at his office think that my brother is some intellectual genius (I know exactly what that thing is and trust me both words are ludicrous), and my parents think that because he sometimes gets to interview people, he can try to get people we know get jobs at his company like my cousin and some relative. Umm..... How do I explain that I don't think that's how it works? He just interviews people who know Python because he is known to be good at it, so I doubt he can actually recommend my cousin even if he wanted to. I mean they're nearly the same age, played together, grew up together and whatnot (ahem! Younger sibling here!)
Uhhh! Wait, why should I worry? It's my brother's job.
Oh, and I think I'll start my new Tumblr soon. I still do need to think of the right username, so whenever I think of it, I'll delete what I have now.
And Dad's friend came home for like half an hour. I was actually inside my room with the door locked, and Dad and he began to talk about something. I didn't know whether I should go out and show my face or awkwardly sit inside. Actually both were awkward. I finally went out and he was like, "Hello there! Oh you've grown taller!" Uh okay! Why do people keep saying that?!
I feel better with the old one gone. Ben contacted me there, and now that's gone :)
I wonder if I'd ever be able to sing well.
I wonder how my brother's interviewing is going.And what the hell is this song???
There is something going on outside, and it's noisy and annoying.
Maybe it’s construction or maybe they’re cutting down a tree. Whatever it is it better be important!
No, some guy screaming with a microphone and some drums (?)
Oh god, let me go smack him and tell him to stop! >:D
*Runs over from the US* Hello sir, might you please STOP THE DRUMMING! Thank you.*Slaps and runs back giggling like a toddler*
Lol xD He actually did stop!
Hallie wrote: "Lol xD He actually did stop!"*Harry Potter theme song starts playing in the background*
*Le gasp* A tattoo! Oo, what's it going to be and what might it mean?!
I actually want a lot, but since I'm not 18 yet, all might be impossible. I'm trying a temporary one for now - maybe a rose or something?
*slaps forehead* I just realized that I did indeed make a temporary tattoo for a contest the year before last xD That wasn't that awesome.....
Oh Hals, I bet that tattoo looked amazing! Hey, at least you're close to eighteen years old, me naw I'm getting there slowly. You just do you! :)
That looks amazing! If you were to get a tattoo, you know like the real ones, what do you think you'd want?
I don't know.... I didn't like it that much even though a lot of other people liked it. I guess I'd get some quote, rose again (I love roses!), this, and uh what's my Pinterest password again? xD
Dang Pinterest passwords. xDI think that'll look amazing, if you ever get that feather on you. (view spoiler)
I recently changed a lot of my passwords so that my family won't be able to guess them. I'm just not sure whether I've changed it or what I changed it to xPIt didn't sound weird to me :D Hehe I'm not sure how it will look, but I want it nevertheless :)
Dang, wish I could remember passwords as well. But then again that's why I save them on my chrome account. xD
I guess I deliberately did that. I remember all the passwords my brother let me figure out, but I can't remember which ones of mine I changed.
1. I'm reading about people who died by suicide. Again.2. And that way, I'm taken to methods of suicide. Again.
3. I'm really, really sleepy. I can't stop yawning, but my throat hurts when I'm yawning. I don't remember drugging myself, so I don't understand why I'm this sleepy.
4. I'm just really tired right now even though I did nothing that would make me tired.
5. Welcome to 'Hallie has the urge to break her clean streak'.
6. You know what? Screw it.
Don't do anything stupid Hallie! Don't you dare!
I always do stupid things, so that's kind of inevitable.
Well, I guess I could come along right with yeah there. Everything I do results in something stupid too.
Jellybean, you're not immature!
Hallie *hugs*
Hallie wrote: "Tattoo!"I want a tattoo too
This is how people like me wind up playing games like Blue Whale :/
*pats Jellybean on the head* Um, so basically, stay away from that game. I'm not sure whether I should tell you or not (and coming from my mouth too), but it's dangerous.
Hals, everything you do is dangerous one way or another! Why might you call it dangerous?
Well, except I'm not playing this one. Uh it's a game with a series of tasks that is to hurt themselves and at the end of the game, the players are supposed to commit suicide as the last task.
Good! That game doesn’t seem very friendly to the human body. >~<
It doesn't seem friendly at all - not to the human body, not to mental health.
I finally tried to confirm whether the horse memory I have is true, and seems like it's not.
One of my friends who has been inactive for quite a while (I miss her!), had previously deleted get account in the past, and saddened by that, her friends created a while group dedicated to her.I'm just reading those comments and wondering if that would ever happen to me.
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