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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
I agree with Alia. Mykayla, please leave Hallie alone. And don't drag Edge and Pringle. It is not Edge's fault.If you are against the banning, let the mods decide. The mods are in the group for something, right? It's their work to see if people are behaving well or if someone should be banned. Ask them to look at the case, instead of picking on people, just like Hals said before.
I totally know how to take a joke but I don't think you were joking before.
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Hi, the heck's going on?
Hey Hallie you know that feeling when all of a sudden you feel depressed for no reason. I get that feeling lately
Mykayla wrote: "1) I am totally against the banning. not just slightly.2) I have "consulted the high warlocks" and will do almost anything to get it reversed.
3) They need to get better at their job.
4) I do not ..."
I don't know the entire situation here but from what i can tell
When more than two people agree then there is something going on.
not being rude but "Joke cyber bullying" i just read on this thread did not seem like a joke at all nor did it look like it could be taken as one.
Hallie don't blame yourself its rarely the persons fault alone that thinks it is.
Anyone again i dont know the entire situation i just read this entire page though and am putting in my 2 cents
all these dramas i stirred that eventually upset Mykayla, im really sorry
Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Mykayla wrote: "1) I am totally against the banning. not just slightly.2) I have "consulted the high warlocks" and will do almost anything to get it reversed.
3) They need to get better at their j..."
okay so "the entire situation" actually started with this dude, Harley, who claims to be this POC rapper Scarlxrd. He has been posing as the rapper for days now and somehow, Hallie and I (and 2 other people who would very much rather remain anonymous) found out that he's lying about the whole thing. Yesterday, I've had enough of Harley's lies so Hallie and I confronted him in this journal. He denies the whole thing and now one of the mods (Jay) banned him. So this is what upset Mykayla.
no really please, I know you're nice and I appreciate it, really, but if you look real closely, I am the one to blame. Mykayla's right. This whole issue is pretty much my fault.
That doesn't excuse me from starting the argument.
It takes two people edgeI dont know you or very many people here but from reading up on the situation, even if everyone did blame you, there was another side involved
Yes, there was. What is your point, exactly?
Tyler's right edge, it's not your fault. Stop blaming yourself for something you didn't do.
okay okay XD nearly everyone's agreeing to the same thing so yes, I will stop blaming myself.
That's more like it! I can't even fell the tears on my face anymore. :) Hell yeah!
I hope you realize that you are fine, Edge. You did the right thing by helping keep Hallie's journal a safe and comfortable place.
I'm still unsure what exactly is happening here, but I feel like crap from yesterday and the day before; and I have 4 PMs, 30 notifications and some stuff to deal with. So um quickly skimming through, thanks guys, but I still believe it's my fault. I have stuff to say to Mykayla, but I doubt she's still here, so never mind. Basically, I don't think Harley is an atrocious monster or anything (everyone knows that's the term I use on myself). However, I wouldn't have been this hard on him and would most likely have even forgiven him instantly if he had just dropped the act and stuck to the truth: That he is Harley Quinn Moormann. I'd say more, but I'm not sure if he'd want all of that here, so I won't. Basically, he isn't actually a bad person, but that Scarlxrd issue could have been long over and forgotten if he had just said, 'Yeah, I lied.' Done in a flash.
But right now, edge is here and it's totally not your fault, edge! If you look back, it was me that started it. So in no way is it your fault :)
Hallie wrote: "I'm still unsure what exactly is happening here, but I feel like crap from yesterday and the day before; and I have 4 PMs, 30 notifications and some stuff to deal with. So um quickly skimming throu..."Mykayla's still here and i apologized for being mean (that's an understatement but im trying to keep this rated pg) to her and now were good. She was a good sport about the whole thing (no not really haha). I dont think Harley was that bad either and i agree that it wouldve ended quickly if he admitted. But im not starting another argument now. And, Hallie its not entirely your fault and we shouldnt even be talking about it anymore.
Ummmm...can I post a new Kpop song to cheer everyone up?
Woah did not expect us to patch up that easily, but glad I did. I just had to clear that up because um, I didn't come all day and I saw so many posts here.Mykayla, I'm sorry too. And you're actually in the right path :) Defending a friend. It's impressive.
Ahana~ wrote: "https://youtu.be/9mQk7Evt6VsHere it goes :)"
Ohhhh earphones!!! Where are they? I'll let you know when I finish listening!
Yesss! They are a new group and they debuted yesterday!!!
Mykayla wrote: "edge wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I'm still unsure what exactly is happening here, but I feel like crap from yesterday and the day before; and I have 4 PMs, 30 notifications and some stuff to deal with. ..."It's fine, Mykayla! :) Sorry for being rude too. And well, defending a friend is good. I would have done the same if it had been one of my friends. :)
Ahana~ wrote: "Yesss! They are a new group and they debuted yesterday!!!"I initially thought it was by a single person named Latata xD I'm such a fool! Anyway, it's really catchy! :D I'll still never understand what Korean MVs are trying to say, but hehe that was really nice!
Omg hahaha XD yeah it is and I love the members! Their voices are quite distinctive :D
I like the one who says 'Everyday everyday Latata' :) (Or at least I think that's what she said xP) What's her name? I'm too lazy to Google.
Maybe I should have had that pancake. I feel hungry, but I don't feel like eating.
Mykayla wrote: "Its older than me, and has a mind of its own! half the keys only work if I hit them really hard, and its still running on Windows 5! XD"My computer was the same too!!! Legit most of the stuff in this house were bought before I was born, so I can feel you. Windows 5?????? xD
Excuse me for a few minutes. I think I'm going to throw up again.
Hallie wrote: "Yep!"She is Jeon Soyeon! You should see her rap! If you want I can give you links :)
I have been supporting her since pre-debut!
Goodnight Mykayla! xDAhana, oooh thanks! I've got a new celebrity to stalk xD
She is not mean though. She is actually really nice but it was a diss battle XD
I guess my lunch will be in the bin today xD I've got to watch these!
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