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[Hallie]

Choose What Fits
Pocketed from Tumblr, but I think I've seen it somewhere here

1. Your boy side

[] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt. (ahem, when certain people get hurt)
[x] Shopping is torture
[] Sad movies suck (for reals. too many tears)
[] You own a car racing game
[] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[] You owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.
[] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[] You have watched sports on tv.
[] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You used to collect hockey cards.
[x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[] You talk with food in your mouth.
[x] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[] You have fished at least once.

2. Your girl side

[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] You go to your mom to talk.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like going to the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] You cried watching the notebook
[] Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie star wars.
[] You are/were in gymnastics.
[] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] You like putting make-up on others.
[] You like being the star of everything.

3. Appearance

[] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I’ve had/have braces.
[] I’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than two piercings.
[] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

4. Experiences

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I’ve been to a casino.
[] I’ve been skydiving.
[] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I’ve crashed a car.
[] I’ve been skiing.
[] I’ve been in a musical.
[] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[] I’ve seen the northern lights.
[] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.
[] I’ve eaten sushi.
[] I’ve been snowboarding.

5. Relationships

[x] I’m single.
[] I’m in a relationship.
[] I’m engaged.
[] I’m married.
[] I miss someone right now.
[] I’ve gotten divorced.
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

6. Honesty/Crime

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[] I’ve snuck out
[] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[] I’ve ran a red light.
[] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[] I’ve been arrested.

7. Death and suicide

[] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[x] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

8. Random

[] I can sing well
[] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don’t kill bugs.
[] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for a cell phone ring tone.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[] I’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day.
[] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I laugh at my own jokes 'cause they’re funny
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.
[x] I am ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails. (used to) #Iwas3yearsoldthen
[] I’m good at remembering faces.
[] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[Sort of] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All my answers were totally honest.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "Cyn, you're going through enough. The problems with the bullies and everything - I don't think it's fair for me to share my petty problems to you."

Im fine. Im more worried about my friends to be quite honest. I love helping others out and I cant do it if you wont let me help you

[Hallie]

C Y N O N I C wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Cyn, you're going through enough. The problems with the bullies and everything - I don't think it's fair for me to share my petty problems to you."

Im fine. Im more worried about my..."

I still don't think it's fine. It's not like I don't trust you; I don't want to make conversations with my friends only about me.

[Hallie]

A Nail For An Eye

Okay, I feel like crap today, and still all 'The world hates me. I should die this very minute'. I had bad breakfast, uh what's this lunch, and felt dizzy and sleepy all the time. I might just faint any moment now.

Anyway, a little while ago, I was trimming my nails (for the record, I do it every week since unclipped nails make me uneasy). I was almost done with just my little finger left when a piece of the nail I clipped flung into my right eye. I really freaked! I managed to get it out within a few minutes, but I'm so scared now. They experience was just frightening! Ugh and for some reason I can't explain, that only made me more depressed 😔

[Hallie]

To-Do List

• Watch Pretty Little Liars: Season 4
• Watch Alice and Zouroku: Episode 6
• Bullet Journal
• Write review on Thirteen Reasons Why
• Check out Webkinz
• Try not to consume expired ferrous sulphate pills (or rather throw them away when I get the chance so that I won't even get tempted)
• Okay, no Fluorometholone either. Can't throw that away, so uh, tell mum to hide it somewhere unless she wants to go to her parents' place with their granddaughter's dead body
• Check Billboard Music Awards results (Go Ariana Grande!!!!)

[Hallie]

Why do I feel so sleepy even though I woke up really late today? :/

[Haaley]

Sometimes over sleeping does that. I hate wen that happens

[Hallie]

Hααℓєу♡ wrote: "Sometimes over sleeping does that. I hate wen that happens"

I can't understand why I overslept on the first place :/ I did the same thing today.

[Hallie]

85 stalkers! Gosh my life is so boring!

[Hallie]

My life is 24% happy
Stolen from Kavy

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard

Total: 3

[x] You dress how you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[] There is a computer/laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up.
[] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[]Your room is big enough for you.
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[] You have been to a concert.

Total: 2

[] You have over 50 friends on Facebook.
Yourparentslet you have a Facebook
[] You get allowance.
[] You collect something normal.
[] You look forward to going to school/work.
[] You don't wish you were someone else.
[] You play a sport.
[] You do something after school/work.

Total: 0

[] You own a car.
[] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[] You are happy with your appearance.
[] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.

Total: 1

[] You know what is going on in the world.
[] You care about so many people.
[] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs or more.
[] You don't have any enemies
[] You are a generally nice person.

Total: 2

Grand Total: 8
Now count your total and multiply by three. Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy"

[Hallie]

Nightmares of A Monster

My sleep is really suffering these days. I can't sleep the whole night, but I can't wake up the next morning. It's really tiring.

Anyway, last night I had two nightmares. I woke up in the middle of the first, fell back asleep and then came the second one. I don't know why but it's really disturbing and I want to put it down somewhere.

The first one was a Pretty Little Liars themed one. I was in Aria's place, possible because she is my favourite. Some man I called Dad (he looked nothing, I repeat, nothing like my dad!) told some goodbyes and went to attend a teachers conference. I was sick, but all my friends had a party for me at my place. They all were at a swimming pool at my place (???), but after staying there for two hours, they went to the rooftop to have more fun. I was in bed, thinking about A, feeling lonely that no one was really caring about me. Not only my friend but the whole class was there. Then suddenly people started getting hurt. Some attack and they were bleeding. One girl got hurt and her boyfriend was trying to help her. Someone who fit the character of Paige got hurt, and her girlfriend - let's call her Emily was worried and came running down to tell me that people were bleeding upstairs. I was panicking and looking for something inside the house when everything became frightening and I knew I was going to be the next victim. And then I woke up.

This dream was scary because of its atmosphere and everything, but my point here is it captured my situation very well. I don't get any attention no matter what I do - even if I'm the host of the party. I'm not any fond of attention, but no one even asks me, "Hey, you look sick! Do you need help?" or anything for that matter. I could be right in front of them, listening to their conversation, knowing the answer to what they want, but I'm literally invisible. So that's dream nightmare number 1. Let's move to the second one.

I was on my parents bed, listening to music, doing something (writing I think), and there was another girl on the bed, too. I don't think I know her. I don't remember how but I came to know what she was planning through some prior event. She was going to ask me something and if I said yes, she would be the happiest person on the planet, but if I turned her down, then she would silently take her earphones and my gun (I wish I had this!), and kill herself. She had prepared a suicide note and left it somewhere. I knew exactly what she was going to do. Yet I didn't stop her. She asked me the question (I can't remember what it was, though I wish I did); I said no. She smiled weakly and I pretended to return to what I was doing. I was watching her actions, though. She took the earphones, the gun and got up. I saw it; I know she was going to go to my room and shoot herself. However, I didn't budge. I let her do it. No, actually, I wanted her to do it. So I watched her walk into my room, shut the door, waited for a few minutes, followed her and opened the door. Her cheek was bleeding and she said she was cold and told that I should be myself or something. And I feigned surprise and ran around for help, but I didn't actually want to help her. It was just an act. Then the person who was hurt just changed from that girl to a grandma. I wanted the grandma to die, too. Instead of the girl, the grandma was in the ambulance. The driver performed a stunt to cross a huge hole in the road (huh?), but when we finally got to the hospital, people began to laugh at the woman's wound. It was still a wound from a bullet exactly where the girl had shot herself. I physically attacked a person and told them to respect the lady and help her, but that was just an act, too. As she lay on the hospital bed, I knew she would die - I was hoping she would die. And I woke up again. I don't know whether she died or not, but I think she did.

Now here, the dream shows exactly who I am. I might pretend to like people in real life, but I secretly hate them and wish evil of them. They might be sweet to me, and even be interested in me, but I'd wave them off and wish for their death. I wouldn't stop them from doing something to hurt themselves even if I know they would it and how to stop them as well. Yes, that's me. That's why I say I'm a monster. I'm really a very terrible person, which is why I think I should end the same way as the girl in my dream. This isn't the only bad quality in me: There are more which will reflect in my dreams and thoughts one day. You might say that everyone has flaws, but this is not a flaw anyone should have. Besides, humans try to correct their flaws, and here I am nourishing it. So guys, let me go.

I'm really not worth living.

[[deleted user]]

Sounds like my death nightmares...

[Hallie]

Oh gosh, I mentioned all the details that I remember! It's the accuracy of my personalities in both my dreams and my real personality that scares me the most....

[[deleted user]]

I can only understand my fictional story dreams the most, because I love writing.

But nightmares scare me the most. Very little understanding on the death ones.

[Hallie]

The World Can't Not Have Violence

I'm so upset. I'm so upset over Manchester. And in Ariana Grande's performance, too. I love Ariana so much that I was so jumpy over her album. She was going to come to London next :(

I know the guy they suspect behind the attack is dead, but what he did was extremely terrible! He shattered the hearts of the world, with the singer included. The others can't see her at a live concert now, and who's to blame? And most importantly, lives were lost. 22 lives. One girl was as young as 8! I just fell into a deeper hole thanks to that :(

Sheesh I don't even know how to speak about this! My heart (it's shattered but still) is with those who were affected by the attack excluding the man behind it.

[Ahana~]

HALLIE!!!!

[Hallie]

"So how we gonna stop the violence, stop the hurting?
Stop the hatred, stop the murders
We're all human, that's for certain
Come together, we deserve it
What kind of life will our babies have if we don't change up and make it last?
It starts right here, starts right now
We'll love and hope for...

Better days, better days
Days where things are better
Hoping for better days, better days
Need some better days
Hoping for better days, better days
Days where things are better
Hoping for better days, better days
Good ol' better days"

~ Better Days, Victoria Monet ft. Ariana Grande

[Hallie]

♧Ahana♧ I am 365 so FRESH! wrote: "HALLIE!!!!"

I was pretty sure I told you that it's better to not look in here xD

But hey!!!!! :)

[Ahana~]

So what???!!! You are awesome and I need to check the journal of the awesome girl! :D

[Hallie]

Here we go again! *sighs*

Nope, I am not awesome!!!!

[Ahana~]

You are!!!!

[Hallie]

What is happening to the UK???!!! Just drop all the terrorist activities and violence already! Forever! What's happened has happened and all we can do it extend our love towards those who are affected; mourn for them, by what we can do is prevent future activities like these. Just drop it! The world has enough problems without having to deal with this!

[Hallie]

♧Ahana♧ I am 365 so FRESH! wrote: "You are!!!!"

NOOOOOO!!!!!!

[Ahana~]

YASSSS!!

[Hallie]

NOPE!!!!!!

Warning Ahana: Don't read anything in the previous pages!

[Ahana~]

HMM????


AND YEAH YOU ARE!!

[Hallie]

Don't tell me you already did!

NO I'M NOT!!!!! Who gave you that idea?

[Ahana~]

Umm...yeah..it's pretty depressing!!

You are awesome, trust me!!!

[Hallie]

Oh darn! :( I was hoping to keep you away from all of that...

Trust me, I'm not!

[Ahana~]

You are awesome and you know what? Maybe you should start watching Kpop! It might make you more positive! :D

[Hallie]

Pick Me A Number

I really need a distraction right now. Or I swear things are going to get worse. I don't know what to do, but I'll just play with this for a while.



Funny how every time I think of hurting myself, I try doing this very thing.

[Hallie]

♧Ahana♧ I am 365 so FRESH! wrote: "You are awesome and you know what? Maybe you should start watching Kpop! It might make you more positive! :D"

I'm not awesome, and after one certain song (which is not by EXO - oh, Wolf landed on my most heard playlist by the way xD), I begin to cringe every time I hear Korean stuff.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "Pick Me A Number

I really need a distraction right now. Or I swear things are going to get worse. I don't know what to do, but I'll just play with this for a while.

Funny how every time I think o..."

3, 4, and 5

[Hallie]

C Y N O N I C wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Pick Me A Number

I really need a distraction right now. Or I swear things are going to get worse. I don't know what to do, but I'll just play with this for a while.

Funny how every..."

3. Crush: None. Really! I'm not lying!

4. Kissed anyone?: lol no! xD Unless you want to count the kisses on cheeks of my family when I was 5.

Coke or Pepsi: Hmmmmm...... Pepsi!

[Hallie]

6. Someone you hate: Hm, my parents do qualify in this, but I do love them a bit, too. There is one other person, but since that person is on Goodreads, and might come across this, I'll not reveal the name here. If you think I'm not being honest enough or anything, I'll pm.

10. Dream Job: Writer! Being a writer is my top dream job! However, that is closely followed by singer!

13. Favourite colour: Purple! I used to love blue the most, but I don't know.... I just shifted from blue to purple one day and I have no idea why I like purple more than blue.

18. What do you love?: Tricky, because I'm a person who has a hate list with infinity number of things, but a list of things that I love is too short. I love books, English, writing, MUSIC, astronomy, photography, time travel, Rubik's cubes, Sudoku puzzles, murder/mystery stuff, psychology stuff, medicine stuff, technology, electronic gadgets, my pillow and darling stuffed giraffe, London (the UK in whole), Japan and anything Japanese, roses - this is what they meant, right? xD

[Hallie]

mia. wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Pick Me A Number

I really need a distraction right now. Or I swear things are going to get worse. I don't know what to do, but I'll just play with this for a while.

Funny how every..."

30. Special talents: This was on the list?!?!?! Oh crap! Hm, I actually think I'm talentless. I've never exhibited any inherent talents all these 16 years, and I've never managed to practice any skill either.

[Hallie]

Anyone on? I'm at the verge of tears...

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I am sneaking on(I have Finals review to do)

[[deleted user]]

I'm on. I'm not on much. Read my statues and my journal when you all have the time.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Pick Me A Number

I really need a distraction right now. Or I swear things are going to get worse. I don't know what to do, but I'll just play with this for a while.

Funny how every time I think o..."

19

[Hallie]

Haha I went offline right after I said that. My internet is behaving strangely :(

Good luck with your finals, Cyn!

Shine, sure will! I can only see selected things right now. I can't even view the group page of my bookclub :(

[Hallie]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Pick Me A Number

I really need a distraction right now. Or I swear things are going to get worse. I don't know what to do, but I'll just play with this for a while.

Funny how every..."

19. Obsession: Haha my favourite question in this! I'm obsessed with books, anime, music, Goodreads, Pretty Little Liars, Thirteen Reasons Why, Rubik's cubes, stalking my friends here :D

[Hallie]

"Your lies are bullets
Your mouth's a gun
And no war and anger
Was ever won
Put out the fire before igniting
Next time you’re fighting
Kill 'em with kindness"

~ Kill 'Em With Kindness, Selena Gomez

[Hallie]

I think I'm going to create a new roleplay group. The problem is no one will join and be active :(

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "I think I'm going to create a new roleplay group. The problem is no one will join and be active :("

I will...I think

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Problem is during the summer I wont be able to be on as much unless I get a new working phone

[Hallie]

C Y N O N I C wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I think I'm going to create a new roleplay group. The problem is no one will join and be active :("

I will...I think"

I was actually thinking of a royal kingdom rp. I don't know if a lot of people here like such groups.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "C Y N O N I C wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I think I'm going to create a new roleplay group. The problem is no one will join and be active :("

I will...I think"

I was actually thinking of a royal kingd..."

Sounds cool actually

[Hallie]

C Y N O N I C wrote: "Hallie wrote: "C Y N O N I C wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I think I'm going to create a new roleplay group. The problem is no one will join and be active :("

I will...I think"

I was actually thinking o..."

Really? I'm going to my grandparents this week, but I'll try to make it as soon as I come back.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Okay. I turn in my macbook on Tuesday