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Cici and Once Upon A Time
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Feb 16, 2014 10:19AM
"You and your kind speak like that so common. 'Bad people.' Ever here fox callbother fox and bad fox? No. Because fox don't hurt other fox. Fox help self without hurting other fox. Fox help fox. People like snakes. A snake eat other snake if it mean the first snake has more room more food more muscle. Snake abandon eggs if it mean snake live. People like snake."
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"Not everyone is bad. There is good and evil in this world. People make mistakes that's because we aren't perfect." He shook his head. "I'm not perfect and neither are you."
She shook her head, "I am as perfect as nature. You learn much but very little. You smart but not wise. I am wise. I was taught by woods. I was taught by animal."
"Nature isn't perfect either. No one is. You made me learn how to survive by this the woods and animals. This isn't the Hunger Games." He must realized he made a reference to something she probably never heard of.
"This is hunger game. You make friend with what surround you so you can eat. Never waste whst gave life to live. The woods are perfect. They let life circle and a life grow."
"The Hunger Games are books." He looked up at her. "The woods aren't perfect. They have life and death just like any other place in this world."
"Life and death is not bad. It's when you take it. It a death means you live, it ok, if you do not waste life. But people take life for land and take life to stop taking of life. You don't make sense. Much less right."
He sighed. He couldn't understand her sense of reasoning."Like I said there is good and evil in the world. People make bad choices. There is no use to explaining to you." He shook his head.
"I do not understand, because I see what you could be if youvlearned from woods. You would be peaceful, like Earth. Would you not be perfect then?"
"No, nobody is perfect. Just because you learn how to do something that doesn't mean your perfect." He shook his head. "I feel like I'm talking to a little kid." He didn't mean that.
She stoodbup angrily, "Then walk. Go out and walk. Because I watch you fall without hurting bug when you run into big tree! I don't learn to 'do something', I watch people hurt people and I watch animals exist. If cougar is not hunger, you can touch. If not hungry it not harm deer. I see people violent, but I see in woods peace. You no see? You think I am child? Go walk. See if yoh live to see out of forest."
"Your right about something there isn't peace in the world. Your wrong to. You think your right about everything in that happens. You think your life is bad. My dad died when I was young. When I was 10 came home to find the house I fire. I had a little sister and a mom in there. They both died. Your not the only one who has problems. The war killed my dad. Chew wires in the attic burnt the house down. By a squirrel. So if in your world you can have peace with nature." He raised his voice.
She growled, "Even snake has problems. But you worse than snake. You a blind snake. Bite hadn that feed you. Cry because nature took your family. You think losing family terrible terrible thing. It happen to every animal. But you think you bigger, better than rabbit don't you? But rabbit fight hard too. Baby rabbits lose parents too, but you've never seen rabbit cry. I have problems. But I fix problems too. You just give your problem to someone else so they hurt too because you coward!"
"I'm the coward. You think you have the right to be call people names. You don't. You don't even listen to what other people say. You think your higher then most people because you live off the environment. Just because I cry over my family doesn't mean I'm a coward. Throughout my whole life people like you who enjoy making fun of people because others have feelings picked on me and called me orphan. I'm not like the creatures in the forest. I'm a human being who wanted his parents at night. I wanted to come home to a big happy family. You wouldn't understand that now would you."
"Yet, here I am, no family. My home isn't like yours. I don't cry and I am just like the forest animal. So, if I'm the arrogant one, why does it anger you to be like rabbit?" He smirk was one of victory, "I watch you and your people. They teased you, so you join group that fight and kill other people. What about there family, hm? How many little boys go home and find you killed there mommy. Or their daddy? Do you care? No."
"You no what I joined. I joined something that protects other people with in the country. Like you would know that. I help save peoples lives from storms and other natural disasters. The other day I saved a little boy and his family. From a fire. They would of ended up like my mom and my sister. You have no right to judge people because they are different than you. I'm not judging no one. You think your above everyone else. Well news flash while you live here thinking you have a hard life. You never had a childhood to understand what I'm talking about. You grew up faster then most people. That doesn't mean you have to treat other people below you."
"I have seen what your group does. I watch. You protect people from storms, yes, but you also sacrifice each other for speed. You protect who is easiest when you must choose. Not who needs it. I am an equal to you. But your are blind to your own ways, refusing to see the harm you do. If not to your own kind, to other's. Do you know how many animals rely on fire and storms to make their homes? Many, many, many!"
"I tell you this you need to get a reality check and soon. Your little perfect world of nature isn't happening. You should really talk about sympathy because you can't even show that to a person. You don't go up to someone a say they are a coward because they miss their parents. Animals aren't humans. They can't speak words and say things to you. They have reactions. If I'm a coward because I'm miss my parents then what is everyone else is who lost something or someone they care about. If you haven't lost your parents you wouldn't be here and neither would I assuming you ever had a parents."
She growled, "People never showed sympathy to me. Animals did. They showed me where food was, how to hunt, how to survive. Animals are the reason I am alive. My parents are the reason I nearly died."
He paused. He was going to say something mean and rude."Well animals may help you,but they can't teach about love and compassion or empathy. "
"And you can? Why should I have these thing toward you when your kind abandoned me, their own child to die."
"My kind your human too and you mean our kind." He paused and looked up at her.
"By blood yes, by life, by company, by living, no."
"Fine your right ok about that you choose to live the life of a hermit. Others choose to face their problems. They don't hide from the rest society because they are afraid of getting abandoned. "
She rose up and screamed at him, "You tell me I choose this life?! I WAS abandon here and i try and go into your territory and people don't want me there. I don't have, what is it? Money? No one give me money. No one want girl in different clothes work for them. You abandon own kind when different or hurt and then tell them they wrong when they don't try to be same any more. I'm not afraid I get abandoned. I already abandoned and I survive. If it was any thing but leg hurt i would make you leave and hope you get eaten be wolf!"
"You did choose to live here no matter how much you say you didn't. You could stayed and gave more people chances. In the real world you get tell no. If anything your the coward. You left because you were different. You gave those people the satisfaction of seeing you that way."
Tears caught in her eyes, "I was a young child. My family left me. Say the love me then leave me in dark forest in fall. I cold. I hungry. I dying wondering when mommy and daddy come back to get me. They never come. Animals help me in spring. Animals feed me. Save me when I dying. I make myself home place to stay. Feed myself until family come back and get me. I wait four years and when they no come I figure they looking for me so I go into territory. No one like me there. No one let me in. No one help me. I go. I go back to friends. To animals. To kindness. I see you hurt, you left like me. So I take you in and help you and what do you say? I stupid. I heartless. I nothing. Say I chose to live like this. Say I should just go back like you." She spat at him, "You know no things of me and my ways. You should be quiet. I watch your kind, your ways, give you chance to see like me so maybe I not only person here even though I see what they do. And you call me these things! You like others! You like snake!"
"Call what you like. See you had a hard life. In the real world you have to work hard to get to where you were. Your not the only person who lost a family. Try having nightmares every night about when your mom and sister died. You had to watch because the firefighters said it was too late for them. You heard them scream. The take you to live with your cousins. They leave for a vacation and never come back. So don't tell me I don't know what abandonment is. People that's all we are. We aren't perfect."
She growled at him, "You got help. You had cousins. Your 'firefighters' try help. I work hard. You think this easy? I see you do it. To you have nothing and it my fault, too me i have everything I need. I am happy. What do you have? Work? I have life. I have happiness. I don't need you to tell me what wrong with me. I don't need you tell me what I have to do. If I have to be treated like trash to be one of you, I don't want to. I like my home. I like my life. I help hurt things and I happy. I lost my family, but I no coward. I no child. That happen long ago. I am bigger, stronger, better now. You say you aren't perfect because you person. I say I'm perfect because I'm happy. People never happy."
"The dentition of perfect is one who doesn't make mistakes. You made tell me you don't ,but everyone does. I had no help. I should been in that fire to. I had a baseball game. I was pitching. My mom was sick and she wanted me to go. I wanted to stay. Now see what my life brought me because of it. I wish I did stay. I would died with my family. As soon as I figure out how to go. I will leave and start a new life. One without people like you who think they can run from problems and live a perfect life."
She shook her head, "Why would make mean you make no mistakes? If you never make mistakes you aren't happy and what is perfect about that. If you think having died with family is better than living something wrong. Family nice, yes, but happiness nicer." She went to a make shift closet and rifled through clothes looking almost normal except her messy hair and animal skin clothes. Like all girls she was instinctively embarrassed about changing with a boy in the room, "Look away. These clothes need bath."
He looked away. "Happiness is better shared with the people who care about. Instead of the by yourself. Perfect is a stare where people don't make mistakes. They do everything right. Life would be boring if anyone would Perfect. "
"It better, maybe, but if you don't have others to share, then you not still need sad. And everything can be right and still make mistake. Mistake not wrong. Mistake make thing interesting. Make you grow. Mistake sometime perfect."
"Have you ever thought your parents did try look for you. They probably thought you died or something and stopped searching. There probably is a missing child's report with your name on it." He sighed.
Tears welled in her eyes as she finished changing,"I didn't move from that spot a whole season and went back to it every day for years. I never saw track that not animal once." He voice cracked. She wasn't used to expressing emotion. She typically kept it silent and distance because there was no one to listen. She hadn't a care in the world until he came along.
"They probably thought you died. Like I said things happen like that all the time. Most of the time they find the bodies. They wouldn't think twice about finding you. They probably had a funeral for you." He shook his head. "I'm sorry for yelling."
She said, "No other creature just assumes their young is dead. Why should it be okay when it person? Why should I be okay with that if you not okay with your family? I stopped hurting fro it until you come. I not sorry. I NEVER sorry." She was in a beautiful, exotic dress she had made herself. She looked like a child almost but the wisdom in her eyes was far beyond her years.
"Sometimes they have to. It is ok to be mad. I was mad at my family. It's ok to hurt and cry." He said turning around."I cried myself to sleep every night. I have nightmares. The hurt and the pain doesn't go away."
"I did. I did for many year. Now you make it hard again. If they were able to leave me, why can they not find me in same place?"
"Sometimes parents never stop looking. Sometimes they get stressed and get really sick. Some don't care. Others breakdown and never are the same people." He shook his head at the thought of that."I'm sorry that they never came back for you. They could of died."
"I don't care. I'm alone now. I'm happy now. I'm alive now. Then does not matter."
"See this is where you have it wrong. Being alone is awful. You wonder things. Sometimes it is good to be alone. Humans are interactive creatures like wolves. One can't survived without another."
"So are fox. Fox interact and rely on other creature, but not own kind. It has wisdom. I am alone from own kind but not from all. I have animals. Animals are friend."
"Yeah well an animals are out friends. So are humans. What I'm trying to say everyone is different." He looked up at her and let a smile come on his face."How long will my leg be like this?"
"It was minor maybe one week?"
"One week. That's better than I thought it would be." He sighed. He didn't like staying still.
"But you cry like baby so maybe two," she said reffering to when she had brought him incompletely unconscious.
"Two weeks. Why two weeks?" He asked he had no clue what she was talking about.
"You may take longer because body isn't used to forest breaks. And you cry like baby when I carry you."
"Ok. When did I cry?" He was very confused he remember tripping and falling. Then the people leaving him. Now he was here. What happened in between that?
