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Dec 16, 2012 10:13AM
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Benjamin sooted closer to her and placed an arm on her shoulder . He watched as the fire moved in mysterious ways , and slowly the statue that James had given Madeline was slowly melting .(( don't worry about it :D goodnight if you do sleep ))
((ok))
Madeline rested her head on his shoulder. She closed her eyes and felt the heat of the fire on the back of her eye lids.
Madeline rested her head on his shoulder. She closed her eyes and felt the heat of the fire on the back of her eye lids.
Benjamin looked down as she placed her head on his shoulder , he let her rest there and made sure he was as comfy as could be . He kissed her forehead slowly and closed his eyes as he did .
She eventually fell asleep. As she did so her head fell into his lap.
Benjamin dudnt expect her to fall asleep so quickly , so he smiled down at her and then slowly lifted her hand off his lap . He carried her to her bed and lay her softly on it , he then lay down softly next to her .
She was exhausted by how fast everything was moving lately. She curled up close to Jason and mumbled, "Je t'aime...pour toujours." She was fast asleep.
Benjamin smiled even more as she snuggled up closer to him , she looked so adorable when she was asleep . He brushed his thumb on her cheek .
Benjamin eventually fell asleep with her , he smiled when he fell asleep .
Madeine dreamed that she was with Ben. They were sitting by a lake smiling and talking. She laughed at something. He grinned and playfully pushed her into the lake. When she came back up it was James. Kissing the other girl.
Benjamin could hear and feel Madeline shuffling about , she was probably having a nightmare . Benjamin woke up and decided to shake her slightly ."Madeline , Madeline ".
She woke up and stared at James blankly. Like she wasn't sure whether to cry and scream now or hug him for comfort.
Benjamin looked at Madeline , she looked like she was in shock . He took her shoulders and shook her slightly ," Madeline, what's wrong ?".She definitely looked like she was in a maze .
"I don't know. I'm not sure if you being a 'dream come true' would make you a good or bad thing now," she said quietly.
Benjamin looked at her softly and shrugged , saying ," You'll just have to see wont you ? Who knows what the future predicts ". He wasn't going to make assumptions or accusations, it just wasn't worth it .
she looked down and hugged herself. Who was more important? Him or her? He was a player that seemed to care about her but wasn't that how he seemed to every girl? She was a girl he already knew was broken but was stupidly falling for him. Who should she focus on? Him? Or her?
Benjamin didn't want to press her any further .He hugged her tightly and whispered , as if he was speaking to himself , " I know what your feeling and thinking . I bet your thinking that I will hurt you and that I'm just a player . I know that you must be feeling really confused . So I'm not asking you to make any decision that you don't want to . Do as you please Madeline".
She buried her face in his neck.
Benjamin sighed softly and kissed her head . He placed one of his hands on the back of her neck and the other around her waist . All he could do was support her and that's what he wanted to do .
((kk))
She smiled, "Thank you, Ben."
She smiled, "Thank you, Ben."
Benjamin gave a little laugh and said ,"No problem Madeline ". He kissed her head again and snuggled closer to her .
She yawned and mumbled, "Remember, you promised you would always come back if I ever told to leave."
Benjamin smiled and nodded as he recalled that he did promise ."Yeah ", he said softly ," I remember ".
He was glad he made that promise , and he was glad Madeline had suggested it .
((i will in dubai for a week so ya))
Madeline slowly fell back asleep.
Madeline slowly fell back asleep.
(( oh nice! Have fun !))Benjamin watched Madeline fall asleep and when she was he thought it was safe enough for him now too . So he drifted peacefully to sleep .
((im leaving in less than an hr))
The next morning Madeline woke up to the sound of Ben's friend (John, right?) banging on the door. She didn't want to pull away from Ben to answer it.
The next morning Madeline woke up to the sound of Ben's friend (John, right?) banging on the door. She didn't want to pull away from Ben to answer it.
Benjamin slowly mumbled about and woke up , wiping his eyes slowly . He could hear banging and John speaking. He sighed and shook his head . He looked down at Madeline and smiled then kissed her head .(( have fun !))
Benjamin mumbled ,"Just ignore him , he's being annoying ". He closed his eyes but then John knocked louder and was saying ," Dude I know your in there ! You better get out ".
Madeline rolled her eyes, "You better answer it."
Benjamin groaned loudly and lay in the bed a moment before he got up . He got up slowly and rubbed his eyes while walking to the door . He opened it sharply to see John standing there with a grin on his face . Benjamin rolled his eyes and pushed him out . Then John said ," Urm , dude , why is your ex girlfriend waiting on you in our dorm ?".Benjamin groaned even more and he said angrily ," No ! Why is she here for ? Can't you just chuck her out ?".
John gave him a dull look and shook his head .
Madeline sighed. She heard three words. Girlfriend. And our dorm. Sje knew it! The *bleep*! She shoved past him and swore at him angrily in French. She finished in English, "You dirty rotten player! I can't believe I was such a bloody idiot!!!!"
Benjamin sighed and turned to Madeline ," Madeline ! John said ex girlfriend ! EX !". He turned back to John and said ," Do me a favour and say that I'm out ? That I'm spending the weekend at home ". John nodded and said ," Sure thing ".
She took a deep breath, "I heard girlfriend. I didn't hear any 'ex' in there."
Benjamin looked at her and then looked at John . John said ," I said ex ". Benjamin nodded at him and mumbled a thanks . He closed the door slowly and lay on the bed .
Madeline sighed, "Sorry. I...I...I just don't want to get hurt. I don't want to have to deal with another James." Her voice cracked and she thought she might cry.
Benjamin moved toward her to wrap his arms around her . He held her tight and kissed her forehead because even though he didnt understand her , he still wanted to comfort her .
She leaned her head on his chest and took deep shaky breaths, "I'm so stupid."
Benjamin laughed , making his chest shake a bit . He said ," Generally your not stupid . Everyone can be stupid ". He looked down at her and smiled warmly to her , trying to reassure her .
She looked up at him, eyebrows cocked, "I fell for James. I'm falling for you. I'm paranoid enough to think that after last night you had a girlfriend. If I'm not stupid, I'm at least psycho."
Benjamin looked into her eyes and shook his head slowly in disagreement . "No", he said ," Your not stupid or crazy or a psycho ". He breathed in and out gently and whispered softly :
"Your broken , your hurt ".
She buried her face in his chest, "I know. I hurt so. Dang. Much. I WANT to just move on but I CAN'T move on."
Benjamin chuckled slightly and placed his hand on the back of her head . "Don't worry ", he said ," I'll help you move on ".
Then he lifted her face with his finger and looked deep into her eyes , without actually waiting he kissed her softly .
Kissed back not as passionately as last night but a little less cautious at the same time. She wanted to believe she could just collapse into his arms and he'd catch her. But her friends would warn her incessantly that he'd betray her.
He pulled back gently and kissed her cheek quickly , he smiled at her and said ," You wanna know how I became such a so called player ? Why I don't give a crap about anything ?". Because he too had a story to tell .
She sighed. se didn't really want to hear about how he broke the heart of every other girl but nodded anyways.
Benjamin sat on her bed and looked up to her . He rubbed his hand across his hair and joined his fingers together . He shrugged nonchalantly and said ," I was heartbroken too . I was the nice guy that kept getting crap from girls . I was really in love with this girl . I found out she was cheating on me in the two years we had been together ". Benjamin laughed humourlessly and said ," That's not the worst part , she cheated on me with one of my best friends and three other guys ".
Madeline winced, "That must have hurt. It was bad enough when I found out James was cheating me for one girl I already hated, much less four others, one being my best friend."
