B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

(Just asking really, and posted on star gaze x)

Damien lays down on the rock, he listens to the water and tries to get inspiration, for some reason the girls face, the one from the book shop, comes into his head. He shakes it away to watch the stars, Damien love the stars, they are so far away, he wonders if the like it, being able to observe the planet like that.

Tabi (BFF With Jack Frost & Puck Is My Boyfriend) wrote: "Drane sat against a sand dune, watching the ebb and tide of the beach. He'd been up since last night, walking the beach, listening to the waves...well, except for that one encounter with the blonde..."

(Did you want to RP or are you just sort of there? x)

(Ok x)

"Don't say that too loudly around here, reading anything longer than 60 pages will definitely get you given the get the fuck out of our town look...and some gentle almost getting run over on purpose rubbish" says Orion.

(Yeah you can x)

"I was there for you Rory, all the bloody time, i was the one who convinced you to go for what you wanted, with the photography, never once did i ask you not to follow your dreams. And my point still stands...you didn't come to me, you DID risk our sons Rory, i've had enough, you want me to hug you, tell you it's ok, no, find someone who doesn't have a mind of their own. And narrow minded, after all i went through after EVERYTHING you know about, you still feel like...it's like a fucking contest with you sometimes, who went through more shit. I would do ANYTHING to make this right, to take it back, to keep you safe, but you don't want that. You never did. We keep going in circles. And a way out, that wasn't an option, i loved you and our sons,i never blamed you for any of it. And loving you didn't feel like a job, thats not what i said, just listen to me for once, i said trying to convince you that i love you was like a job. Being in love with you wasn't a choice, it just is, nothing i can do about it" says Kol, practically shouting at some parts. Kol realises it's all the same, nothing has changed, he loves her more than anything but she still only hears what she wants to hear. Kol leans forward and kisses Rory, it feels so familiar, so amazingly wonderfully freaking brilliant, his heart speeds up ten fold, she still sets him on fire from the inside. Kol moves back completely from Rory and drops his hands from her body, she looks beat up and he wants to make it better, but he can't.

(Who is Drane going to rp with x)

Orion laughs, "A girl who knows Nietzsche, thats from "Thus Spoke Zarathustra", where have you been all my life" he says.

(Uh yeah, and we can do the star gaze x)

"So we'd burn together then, now wouldn't that be bonding experience" he smirks with light humour, "'You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame: how could you become new, if you had not first become ashes?'” quotes Orion absent mindedly.

(Dont mind you pick)

Damien stands at the edge of the sea, the small waves lap at his biker boots steel toe, he doesn't move back. The smell of the sea breeze is overwhelming this close but Damien was drawn to this beach, he'd only been here a couple of days but it was already igniting his inspiration for his second book, since the first had sold so well his publishers expected great things. Damien is distracted by his aunts sudden illness, thats why he'd come to see her in the new town she'd moved to. Damien's hands are shoved into his leather jacket pockets and his messy black hair blows in the wind, his crystal coloured eyes flash with a yearning need to write.

Kol says nothing for a moment, "No Rory. We didn't work because we faught, a lot. You know it's not true, i NEVER blamed you for anything, i always tried to make you feel better, safe, loved, all the time, it was like having a fourth job. You doubted me at every turn, you didn't trust me even though i gave you no reason not to. I loved you, no matter what you did, and even now, with all of this shit, i still love you, i love you with everything in me" he says strongly. Kol sighs heavily, he's tired and angry and so very frustrated, it's always like this, "But nothing i did was ever good enough. I put every one of my dreams on hold, put you and our sons first always. Always. Even now, even though i told you i love you, even though i told you how beautiful and strong i think you are, you still have a go at me for it. Do you WANT me to think less of you? Or to hate you?, i don't understand anymore", Kol shakes his head, his dark blue eyes flash with silver.

"You put them at worst risk by NOT telling me Ror and you know it" says Kol, he knows it's harsh but he can't believe the strong women he loves could behanve so weakly, "You need to stop telling me this right now, or i will kill him. Just the though of him touching you..raping you...your mine, you were meant to just mine. I'm so sorry i didnt see it Ror" he says and presses his forehead to hers in despertation trying not to think about killing Chris.

Julianna (A.K.A Kadydid) wrote: "@Bridie & Chloe

- Shall I post first?"

Yeah please x

Ever forces a smile, but it feels more like a grimace on her face, "Thanks" she barely chokes out. Ever wonders desperately if it will always be this hard with Brayden. Kasper frowns and says "I still don't like it". Ever almost laughs at her sons indignant tone, her long golden hair falls over her face as she puts a hand on her motuh.

Kol feels the anger again but pushes it back because thats not what she needs, "No Rory" says Kol he take her face firmly in his hands. "Ror, if he'd ever touched our sons I swear he would actually be dead right now. It's not your fault, i wish you would have told me. I know were not together but i still love you, and you love me, we trust each other, i wish that meant you could have told me. I should have seen it..." says Kol wracked with guilt over not seeing the obvious. Kol looks into her eyes intently "Your so beautiful to me, always, so strong, you don't even realise it, even after all this time you still can;t see what i have always seen. This isn't you, but you will always be MY Rory, i know a talk on possesson isn't exactly what you need right now...but you have to know how i felt finding out about this, thinking about him touching you had alwys been hard, but this...this is a whole new level Ror..." he says.

At that Kol finally snaps out off it. Kol gets off if Chris and moves to gently touch Rory. He can feels her flinch and it breaks his heart that she would ever be even a bt afraid of her. Even though Kol still wants to hurt Chirs, he wants Rory more. Kol helps Rory, he picks her up gently and seats her on the counter. Kol pushes the hair from her face and makes sure she doesn't fall over, her wounds seem to hurt Kol as he watches them hurt Rory. Kol runs out to the car and picks up the spare insulin that he always has he brings it back into the house and helps Rory use the insulin because she is very weak. Afterwards when feels a little stronger Kol cleans up some of her wounds, making sure they are clean, Rory lets him and he does it in silence, all they can both hear is breathing. Once he has finished Kol moves closer to her, he is standing inbetween Rory's legs so they are at eye level, he places one hand on her waist and the other on Rory's face, careful of her wounds. Kol looks into the eyes of the love of is life, his everything, her eyes may be brown, and beautiful, but the have always reminded Kol of stars, like the necklace he had given her so many years ago, "Oh Ror..." breathes Kol.

Somewhere inside of Kol knew to stop, to calm down, but that part of him is hidden by the rage, the white hot rush of fury. Kol cannot stop beating the crap out of Chris, Chris tries to fight back but Kol knows what he's doing and pins Chris to the floor. At Rory's words he pauses for only a moment, he says it calmly, but the words hold a undeniable dangerous and violent edge "I'm going to fecking kill him". Kol hits Chris again and he doesn't even stop when Chris goes unconcious. Kol blackes out again, he asn't done that since Ireland, he got into a lot of fights back then, one of them was why he got sent to prison in the first place, but this is different, more powerful. Everytime Kol almost stops he can't help but look at Rory, in so much pain, HIS Rory, and the rage comes back again.