B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

Soren smiles lovingly at Audrey and leans over to cup her jaw tenderly and kiss her lips, suprisingly deeply for such a moment. It feels different kiss her now, like it means more in some way.

Something occurs to Soren once they at his car, he opens the door for Audrey and then closes it behind her. Soren gets into the driving side and starts the car, but before driving away he turns to look at Audrey and says "And just whern your parents were starting to not completely hate me" he says light heartedly. Audrey's parents had made no secret of the fact that they dissaprove after that one night almost a year ago.

Soren grabs his keys and his beaten up biker jacket since it looks cold out and his hole filled too tight thin white t-shirt probaby wouldn't be much good against it. Soren puts an arm around her waist, feeling the sudden over prtective urge rise inside of him. Soren had always wanted to keep Audrey close ad safe, but this feeling is different, more powerful.

Soren looks at Audrey and genlty touches her face, "Of course i'm coming, i wouldn't let you go without me. It's you and me from on, well you, me and our potential prodigy" he winks down at her, hoping humour may ease her worries slightly.

Soren shivers at the kiss she gives him, everything feeling more tender now for some reason. There is a person inside of the girl he loves, "I love every part of you Audrey, even the parts you don't like, this baby is a part of you, so that means i love it already" he says.

Soren's breath hitches at her question, she is looking openly at him, he knows part of Audrey must want him to say yes. Sore takes a moment to truly think, he doesn't want to lie. Eventually Soren moves his hand to her hip and pulls her closer against him chest, "For a while now i've thought about our future, i love you Audrey, and I knew that one day I wanted us to have a family together, maybe, if you wanted. I never thought i'd want those things...no thats a lie, i thought i would never be able to because of...all my problems, never meet anyone willing to put up with it all. But now i have you, and if there's one person i want to have a baby with then it's you." he says.

Soren breathes deeply and grips his fingers into her soft hair, "I'll never let anything bad happen muse, you are everything to me, and this baby, if you decide we...we keep it, then i'll keep the baby safe too, no matter what", his blue eyes hold sincerity.

After what feels like hours Soren pulls back only slightly so he can look into her face, the most beautiful face in the universe to him. He once told her that something he thinks is beautiful is something he could draw forever, that has never stopped being true. Sorn instictivley places his hand over her stomach, it is still quite flat, but he now knows there is a baby in there. HIS baby, THIER baby. The thought is strange, and it's hard to wrap his mind around the idea, his other hand strokes her cheek gently "I think we should go to the doctors, just to check everything is alright with you and....the ba- our baby. What...i'll support you no matter what you decide, please know that" he whispers.

Soren freezes, for a moment he is sure he must have misheard. They had been so careful, they'd been having sex for a while now and it makes Soren feel closer to her than ever. But they had never me such a stupid mistake, he racks his brin trying to think of WHEN. But with one look at Audrey's face and all that diapears from his mind, now all he can think about is her. How awful she must be feeling. Soren cups her face with his hands, he can see the upset in her eyes and he wants to take it all away. Pain bursts from inside him, guilt coiling around his heart, it's s fault she feels this way. Soren swore he would never hurt her, but now he has and it destroys him inside. Soren says "There are so many questions belle, Audrey, and i'm not sure what you want me to say but.....I love you, so much, so very much, we can work this out, i don't know how, but we can....please don't be sad, i can't stand it. I'm sorry, so sorry for this Audrey, for causing this....", he pulls her closer and buries his face in her neck, the feel of her skin against his lips comforting. Soren just wants to make it better.

Soren sitting in his flat, paintings and his coal artwork everywhere, the place had become one massive studio in the last 6 months just like his last place in the city. Soren had moved into Colbie a few months before his uncle died, his last relative. Soren had wantd to be closer to his uncle at the time and had also wanted to be more near Audrey. They had bee together now for almost a year and Soren already can't remember a time when he hasn't loved her. Soren fell in love, and he fell hard, not having her in his life is now unimaginable. He looks a bit of a mess right now after staying up to finish a project, dry paint flecks his arms and face, his jeans and t-shirt have so many holes that they are almost falling apart, and his hair is a wild mess of white blond curls, he needs it cut.

Soren goes to the bathroom and tries to clean himself up a bit. The last year had been the best of his life, he'd turned 20 about five months ago and his art was becoming more and more popular in the city. Many rich buyers had offered him a lot of money for some of his work at his last gallery show. Soren's mental heath is better than it had ever been, he finds it easier to talk to people, Soren will never be normal and still finds most things hard to handle, but he is working on it. Most importantly Soren has Audrey, the love of his life, his everything, the exception to evey rule. Soren loves Audrey with everything in him and he cannot imagine that ever changing. Soren looks forward to the rest of their lives together. When Soren hears the knock he goes to answer it quickly, knowing it must be Audrey, only she knocks softly like that. Soren swings open the door and pulls her inside fast, his embrace is tight and firm, but she feels stiff in his arms. Soren frowns and pulls back slightly to look into her troubled face, "Muse, belle, what is wrong?"

Damien stays outside, trying to cool off.

Xander walks angrily all the way to his aunts room and then goes inside to stand at the bottom of her bed. His aunt's eyes are closed so Xander has a moment to collect himself and to imagine, for just one moment that he will not see the look of hatred he always has before in her eyes. But a few seconds later and she starts and sits up slowly, Xander makes a move to help despite the the look he had been dreading all over her face. But she moves away from his touch and Xander moves back. Xander notices dimly Kylie at the doorway, but she does not come in.

Xander says nothing as his aunt looks him over with that curled lip of digust, the same way she always looks at him, especially when she thinks others are not looking, she has not noticed Kylie in the doorway. Her look may not be so openly hostile if she did. Xander's hands turn to fists again and he says "How are you feeling?" because despite everything he does truly care. His aunt makes a angry sound at the back of her throat and snaps "How am I? I think the better question is why i'm dying and YOU are still out and very much alive. Your brother has told me of his worries for you, he shouldn't. You and I both know you are not worth that, that you are nothing, will always be nothing. Nothing but an orphan who takes his anger out on the world, dangerous, troubled, always the troubled one. Your mother would hate how you turned out, just like your father", Xander cannot control his violent flinch at her words. His aunt had always treated him this way, since he was a child. Somehow she always saw the bad in him, always knew there was something wrong with him.

"I've made a few bad decisions in my life, i wanted to move out of my dad's because he....never mind" she says and then turns away from Ioan.

The boys eyes turn steely as he gestures to his two drunken friends who grab Bree harshly by the arms and haul her upright, "Shut it bitch, you have no idea who you're talking to" he snaps.

Xander's clenches his fists and says "Fucking hell, i'll do it, i'll fucking see her, but it won't end well i can promise that". Xander walks past Kylie and into the building follows gesturing for Kylie to come with them.

Cas sighs, her body language completely defensive, "He's always like that, thats what you get for having a job working for your crazy ex" she says.

One of the boys laughs loudly, his eyes wide and watery "hello sexy, feel like coming around with us for a bit" he slurs, although it is less of a quesion as two of the other boys make a move to grab hold of her.

Marie -- l'éssentiel est invisible pour les yeux wrote: "sounds good ^^"

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Ever walks along the beach her shoeless feet pushing into the sand and leaving prints that are soon washed away by the small lap of sea water. Ever kicks into the cold water and finds herself thinking about the last time she was on this beach, over two years ago when she met him, the father of her son. Of Kasper, the most important person and thing in her life, the one person she loves more than she thought she could ever love anyone. Ever grew up without parents and her prissy aunt had always hated her, so Ever didn't know what it was to love someone unconditionally, but now she very much does. Ever's long golden blond hair blows about in the wind and her baby blue eyes flash with memories, reminders of wishes made long ago. She'd finally finished Uni and gotten a job here, Ever never thought she would come back to this place. Ever feels free wearing only her old small denim shorts with holes in and her plain white cami top, she never wears shoes on this beach, HER beach.

Yeah Ever is the say what she feels type so after a while maybe shejust mentions it bluntly and your character can react however you want x and i'll go start x

Um Ever had Kasper when she was 18 and now she's twenty, sorry i'm just teling you this because i didn't put that on her profile because i did it ages ago and i updated it. Just so you don't get confused. Anyway i can start if you like, i don't think i'll have Kasper with her yet. Would you rather we develop and yur character eventually tells Ever about teh pregnancy or can Ever sense it a bit, becuase she knows what it's like? x