B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

Soren lets a huge amount of breath into his lungs after the doctor says this. He didn't realise quite how worried he'd been before. Soren squeezes Audrey's hand, "Thats....amazing" he whispers looking at the screen.

(i think it's some kind of gel, it's cold, i know that much x)

Soren's eyes keep fliting between the screen and Audrey, his heart speeds up at the thought of seeing his, their, child for the first time, because then it would be real.

Merlin waits for December to say something, either say he could carry on or that she wanted to leave. By this point he has no idea what he actually WANTS her to do. The man who had just came in was looking at Merlin in a weird protective way, which Merin understood as he'd be the same way if December looked THIS uncomfortable with someone else. Merlin had always been protective of December, his princess, when they were younger. He still feels it now even though he has no right to. Merlin returns the man's gaze seriously, his walls are up, but they are all the time, he can't seem to break them down, doesn't want to. To anyone else the man's gaze may have made them unconfortable, but not Merlin. When you've been thrown around a cage by men twice your size and almost killed more times than you can count you learn to tell the difference between someone who is actually threatening and who isn't. Merlin plays with the bar through his tongue as he remembers when he first saw her at his school. Merlin had hated his private school, hated anything that his father used his dirty blood money for. Merlin had always been different and people could sense it. People at that school had stayed away from Merlin, maybe they could tell he was dangerous, they defintely feared him for some reason. But Merlin didn't mind that so much, it's not as if he wanted to talk to boys like Blake St. Delphi who were so rich and up themselves that you could feel it from miles away. Merlin remembers the hurt look on her face, but to this day he doesn't know why. He'd planned on ignoring her, letting her move on and forgetting him. He couldn't let her become immersed in his dark life, he just wouldn't allow it. He'd had one friend, Striker Erhart, she was a bitch, but she understood. Striker's family were indebted to Merlin's so they both knew of the dark world they were forced into. Striker was mean to just about everyone, but it was mainly because she felt unloved and was suspicious of everyone. He'd told her of December many times, and she hadn't liked it.

Merlin's heart beats faster, almost painfully, as he realises she really does remember. But why? Why does she remember him. Merlin knows why he remembers her, she was the only good person in his life,the only person he truly cared for, the light to his darkness; always. But it had been so long, and they were both different, he's suprised she even recognises him at all. Merlin takes another look at the picture and then says "Alright, and you're sure you want it here", he moves to touch her exposed shoulder gently, a whisper of a touch. Merlin watches her carefully, the way she looks at him, as if she hates him. It's like something cold has gripped his heart and won't let go, but he knows it's probably for the best if she does hate him. Even with the barest of touches he feels a spark between them. Merlin reaches for the special liquid the parlour uses to numb the skin.

Soren follows after her and stands by her side as the doctor gets ready to examine her, he takes her hand again, not wanting to be parted from Audrey even a little bit.

Merlin's breath hitches when she shows him her thin shoulder. She was always skinny, and that always worried Merlin. She looks so breakable. He would break her. He knows that much. Her skin looks smooth and Merlin wonders what it would be like to kiss that silky skin with his lips, to touch ever part of her. Merlin thinks about how the rest of her skin must be perfect, or at least it would be to him no matter what.....Merlin snaps himself out of this radiculous train of thought because it will NOT end well at all. Everything hurt enough the first time. She was too good for him then and is definitely still too good for him now. Merlin used to call her princess all the time, he used to tease her for it, she would snap at him, but she never told him to stop. Merlin comes around the counter and is careful to keep a safe distance, the blue in his eyes merges more with the silver now as he says "Come into the back with me and we'll do it", he picks up the picture and studies it. He smiles remembering an old memory of them playing games, pretending to be off in another world, a world where it was just them and adventure. Merlin shakes his head, dark hair falling into his eyes, he starts to walk into one of the available rooms and motions for her to follow.

Soren doesn't let go of her hand, he lets his other arm reach around her waist to steady her just in case. Soren and Audrey follow the doctor into a room that's almost all white and smells of anticeptic strongly. The doctor says "Could you lay down on the table please love", she's adressing Audrey. Soren is still silently panicking. What if something is wrong with either of them?, his heart hurts just thinking about it.

Soren nods and goes to sit next to Audrey, he takes her hand in his and intertwines their fingers like they do sometimes when they have silent moments together. It's never awkward and thats one thing that makes Soren sure that him and Audrey are meant to be together, they can be comletely silent with each other and still feel very close to one another.

Merlin looks away from Jack who went off to hit on/touch up Bell whilst she's working. Claire and Merlin have had many arguments with Jack about it. Claire says he just needs to find the right girl, Merlin argues that Jack is an arogant tosser. But they are mates because Jack's a good bloke really, just not with women. Merlin had never had a serious relationship with anyone, never really had a chance to with all the illegal shit, and then escaping to his new life here. Merlin has never been able to be open with anyone, for their safety above anything else. Although everyone thinks Merlin is simply the mysterious keeping himself to himself type of person. Which would probably be true anyway. Merlin looks and meets the gaze of HER. Even after all these years he still recognises those eyes, and that voice. A voice that was beautiful when he was 13 and is umbelievably sexy now he's 22. Merlin takes her all in, his eyes turn liquid silver as they spark with...he has no fucking idea what with anymore. Merlin arches a pierced eyebrow and pushes a hand through his black hair, "My name's Trick, i'm giving you the tattoo, if you still want it?", which is all levels of wrong, but what else can he say. The reason he asks is because she looks just as innocent as she did all those years go, like the princess with the purest heart, he's never thought if her in any other way.

Soren panics despite her words and takes her quickly over to a chair, he sits her down and then pushes some hair back from her face, he bites his lip, a nervous habit he can't seem to shake. Soren kisses herlips gently and says "Everything will be alright muse, belle, i promise, i'll make it ok", his words are confident despite the fact that he has no idea if things will be alright or not. Soren walks over to the counter and asks for an appointment.

Orions grins and tightens his hold on her, still feeling a bit over prtective from what almost happened, it makes him burn with rage just to think about it.

Soren knows she isn't telling him the truth fully but they are right outside a clinic. So the best thing to do would be to et her inside. Soren rubs a thumb over her forehead gently and then gets out of the car to open her car door. Soren helps Audrey out of the car and doesn't lwt go of her as he locks the car.

(Yeah alright)

"Do you want that to be it?" asks Cas.

Cas smirks and jumps over the bar to sit on a stool next to him, she tilts her head to the side.

Cas pretends to think about it, "You guessed right so yes, you get a prize" she says.

Orion's suprisingly warm hand grips hers protectively as they begin to walk "If you like we could put whiskey INTO hot chocolate, i've done that before" he says with a wink.

"Ah yes, but what's your prize" jokes Cas.

"I was thinking hot chocolate, but if you want to be all adult about it" jokes Orion. He holds out his arm for her to take.

(Yeah ok x)