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Naomi manage to curl into the side of Dean falling asleep for the final time with no interruptions.

Sam nodded his head. "Okay."

Naomi nodded her head some. "Was I crazy? I felt weak and everything then a fog went over me." She whispered slowly falling back to sleep.

"Hunting." He whispered even though he knew he couldn't do that.

Naomi wrapped her arms around his neck. Quickly pulling away though as she coughed. "I don't feel good."


"Nothing." Sam said. "I'm just wishing time will go quicker." He said.

Naomi looked at Dean. Getting up slowly she went to kiss him softly.

Sam looked at his feet.

Naomi sneezed and then smiled.


"It does answer your question. Go to college you will need it one day." Sam said.

Naomi looked down at the floor. "Dean I shouldn't have tried to push you away I thought it was for the best."


"I like to think one day there won't be monsters to be hunted." Sam said. "Then we will all have to be normal"

Naomi looked at him and nodded her head slowly. "I never got over you. I pushed myself into this depression because I needed someone and I gave up. Then I invited you back in and I really missed you. I need to work through things, but pretending everything is okay isn't the way to do it. I will always take a chance on you." Naomi said softly she never admited this to anyone.


"No because you can't get out of hunting." Sam said.

Naomi didn't speak. Tears came down her face quickly. "I love ypu too,but I'm afraid."

Sam sighed softly.

"Because isn't that for the best? That way you won't get hurt." She turned around and looked at him.

"Kind of." Sam said.

"It's for the best." Naomi whispered softly looking down this part she believed that he wouldn't get hurt if there was no room for him to want her.

"Yeah its not for everyone though." He said.

Naomi looked at the wall feeling him get up. She knew he would react this. She thought it was best to push him away then he wouldn't be disappointed in her.

"Political science." Sam said.

Naomi looked at him some. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything." She turned to look at the wall. She didn't know why she felt so bad.

Sam looked down some bored again.

Naomi looked at him. "She is right." Her eyes were filled with sadness. "I'm a mistake and there is nothing anyone can do." She thought she was doing well, but maybe she was wrong.


"It's fine" Sam said softly.

"She is right though everything I do is a mistake and that's because I am one. See right here me saying this is a mistake. Me thinking this way a mistake. Me not trying hard enough mistake there." Naomi said. "I'm pushing you away without meaning too."

"I don't know I'm not your sister." Sam said.

Naomi didn't say anything. "She's probably right I mess up everything." She started to think about the past knowing that wasn't going to help.

Sam sighed again. "You both need to help each other."

"Because I think she's right and it terrfies me that I'm going to hurt you and push you away. I messed up with my sister and she won't move pass that." Naomi whispered coughinng softly.

"How do you know if she doesn't want to know? You don't let her tell you that. You make that choice for you. Your sister and you both have a rough life, but in order for things to get better both of you have to make an effort"

"Because Wyatt and Sam. My sister thinks I'm going to hurt and I don't know what to think." Naomi whispered she believed that her sister was right.

"How can she know if you don't tell her?" Sam asked.

Naomi opened her eyes slowly shaking a bit. "Dean am I not good enough for you?" She asked.

Sam ran a hand through his hair.

Naomi was terrified by the thought that her sister was right tears came down her face as she struggled in her sleep. A soft whimper came from her.


"Look the only reason I'm not answering is the fact that your sister needs you and vice versa. Both of you are doing a very crapy job of being there for each. Dean is her support system and he can only take so much."

Naomi moved around not being able to sleep well. Maybe she wasn't good enough for Dean?

Sam sighed he didn't want to get into with Wyatt.