Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)’s Comments (group member since Dec 01, 2021)

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Oh. Damian's face had yet again turned to a bright red. He looked down at the ground in a failed attempt to hide his burning chedcks ans fidgeted with his tail. "I-I must admit you do have a special place in my heart, and feelings I can't quite find a label for..." His own name plagued his mind. It could only be fair to tell the truth about himself when Valerius opened up, too, right? "I don't deserve your love..." He grasped Valerius' hands tightly and looked into those pretty dark blue eyes. "I have not been honest about myself, but I don't want to lose you. It's only fair to be honest with you, but I'm scared that you'll abandon me... You're the only person I've ever let in to my life." The thoughts of the very people who hunt for him shook him to the very core.He could hardly remember the face of his father, but the hasty goodbye was stained on his mind. "I'm scared that if you knowing the truth, I will be putting you in danger... I could never bare to lose another loved one because of my existence..."

Damian's heart fluttered and felt his brain short-circuit for a moment before responding with a hug. "Of course I'm safe. No sane person would dare stand against my blade." He rested his head on Valerius' shoulder. Take me away from him? What does that mean? Is it a phrase amongst merfolk? The question stuck in his mind like a tick. Perhaps he means my death by someone's hand? It sounds plausible, but feels...off, somehow... The poor dense fox couldn't think if any other meaning. All he had ever know was survival and secrecy. He couldn't possibly have discovered Novak is just an alias, could he? The idea made him worry for a number of reasons, but he pushed it aside. He could worry about it later. "I'll always be safe as long as my blade is by my side. You have nothing to fear." He spoke reassuringly as he patted the sheathed sword that rested just behind him by the base of his tail.

((THIS POST MAKES ME PROUD OF MYSELF AND MAKES ME HAVE LESS DOUBTS ABOUT MY ABILITIES.))

Damian was mostly reassured, though he still couldn't shrug off his worry. He couldn't quite place why, but he assumed it was because Valerius was quite literally his only friend. However, the word 'friend' didn't seem to his feelings, but he couldn't quite decide on a word that could define his feelings. Not with his current vocabulary, at least. When his features were listed, he couldn't help but giggle softly and gratefully leaned into the man's touch. It was comforting, almost putting all his worries to rest. He closed his eyes to bask in the comfort just a moment before responding. "I am grateful of your safety, too," A smile crept onto his lips as a soft, happy purr sounded from his throat. "So, how have you been as of late?" He asked curiously.

((Ahh, okie dokie! Np! I just wanted to make sure I wasn't forgotten. ♡ ))

((*pokes* I'm hyped about this one so Imma be giving weekly pokes. I don't wanna be ghosted by people anymore. ;u; ))

I decided to do the Chasm
It worked very well
Omg the new archon quest
MY HEART HAS BEEN RIPPED TO SHREDS AND THROWN BACK INTO MY FACE.
The cryin, man, THE CRYING

And speaking of Valian
I'm so friggin hyped about the fact that I can mAKE DECENT REPLIES!!!!!! FRICK YES.
I WANT TO DO MORE
But only specific ones involving characters I'm very connected to as of late
- Damian
- Sorcerer Lucien
- Christian (angry aussie is always on my mind in one way or another)
- That one rp I'm doing on discord. ASURA N TAYAH CURSED BUDDIES YES.

Yoyoyo, anyone got any ideas to stop thinking about trauma? Because the only solution I can think of is s-lf h-rm and I specifically promised myself I'd never do that again. I ain't about to go back on my promises to myself again. I'm not sure if gaming can cut it enough, since I can multi-task... however if the tinnitus can get loud enough, it'll definitely give keep my multitasking mind from thinking about anything else....hmmm...

I don't think they'd actually put them into a mental hospital unless they're a physical danger to themselves or others around them. If they aren't, the person is probably misinformed about the problem and should try to seek out help for information from professionals.
However, I'm probably only understanding from how things work in Canada, and that's actually setting the bar really low...Canada only started improving mental health a few years ago. (One of the only good things that has come out of Trudeau...) And I'm looking from the privileges of an adult...
Well, either way, I really hope things will turn in a positive direction for everyone's sake. Sending much love and well wishes. ♡

Oh dang... I hope things can calm down for you soon. Sending my best wishes. ♡

Damian let out a small squeak of surprise when he heard a sudden voice, and his etea flew open wide. The was dazed drom confusion by the call of his name, since he didn't hear it often, but one person called him by that one foreign word. "M-Mister Labelle!" The poor fox turned a bright red borne from embarrassment of being caught off guard, and, well, he was really pretty. Anyone could see that much. To grasp what little dignity he had left, he smoothed down his fluffed tail. "Wh-what are you doing here? Isn't this a bit far from the shore?" A tinge of concern laced his voice as he turned to search for any sign of dehydration.

Posted in Main Square! ùwú

Damian perched himself on a bench as he watched the hustle and bustle of the fowl folks of the Bird Kingdom. Somewhere would be his mother. However, he wasn't here to meet up with her, not this time, at least. They had agreed that minimal contact would be best for Damian's sake as the last of his clan. But for now, it appeared that today was a safe one, and so he let the his guard relax and listened to the soft breeze that blew against his ears. Yes, today felt nice. Peaceful. He thought to himself as he brought his tail over his lap. There will be no dangers today.

Okie!

YEEE

So where and who goes first?? owo

Winning Damian's trust and affections ♡

Sure!! owo

He just stays in hotels, tbh. He doesn't have a permanent residence, since he worries about being caught and forced into breeding purposes (hence the alias of Novak).

y e s
but I still don't know where-

I believe I am finally ready, but please don't expect my responses to be massive paragraphs like in the past. Brain hasn't let up the self-loathing that much just yet.

Damian J. Montgomery Novak
Male ; fox ; harpist ; wanders between the bat kingdom and the bird kingdom, usually found smack dab in the middle on the thin strip of land between the two (very much enjoys the calming effect water has on his tired soul)

Andre Corbin
Male ; feline ; first-class citizen ; he wanders around, hardly ever actually deciding where he's going

Lucien Morningstar
Male ; snake ; warlock (dark magic) ; rarely ever leaves his home far off from the main city

Located in a secluded wooded area, away from the main city.

Before Lucien Morningstar had become the new resident, very few ever made mention to the discovery of this old, broken-down building, not even rumours. This changed when the outcast serpent was found "fixing" various areas. You see, this place wasn't as off-putting as it is now. He purposely tailored it to ward off any unwanted wanderers, specifically those of the younger, more curious generation. He has altered even the very trees themselves to create an unwelcoming and dangerous atmosphere. But the few who brave the darkness Lucien has created bear witness to the unusually comfortable interior. Despite the very normal supernatural occurrences inside, anyone desperate enough would find it rather homely. Lucien, although obviously someone not to get too close into contact with, is rather generous host. However, whether he has an ulterior motive or not will always remain a million dollar question.

Lucien does not consider himself to be the only resident. He prefers to stay on friendly terms of the spirits in the building, and has done his part on calming the most unruly ghosts. He often just sits and listens to the beings around him. He is genuinely amazed by the stories each individual spirit tells. It's really the only time he's a decent person...well, that, and to a certain being he likes to call "Gremlin."