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"Oh, I'm Buzbuz!" her own name was one of the few words that she could say without her accent affecting the b's, but she didn't notice her accent too much, she just said her words without thinking. She smiled and asked, "What's yours?" She thought this person would be interesting, so she was trying her best not to say anything too odd. She looked over and saw that her father and the other person were discussing how much he would donate, or something similar to that. "What's this meant to be funding? I forgot," she honestly didn't care, but she didn't want to stop talking to them. She moved her hips from side to side, just for fun and it was quite fun for her.
Buzbuz felt bored, she had only agreed to come along because she heard the scenery was pretty. She had to admit, the scenery was quite pretty, but she was already bored, she wished Fraise agreed to come along too. When the people father was doing business with finally arrived she noticed a purple-haired person that they couldn't tell their gender.
They walked over and asked, "What's your gender? I'm asking just because I don't want to call you the wrong thing." When she said because it came out more like bzzcause, considering her accent did that with b's. She brushed her white dress, realizing a bit of pine needles had gotten onto it, but that caused some of them to get on her gloves, so she began quickly shaking her hand, not realizing that they could pick them off with her other hand. When they finally got it off they stomped on it impulsively, although it didn't matter, it was just pine needles.
I keep confusing views with the amount of posts and I was just so confused how this got over two thousands views
it was justvenice
it was the middle of the class and just out of nowhere my body made me say venicethere was nothing even venice related going on
we were talking about like cities idk I zoned out
people stared at me and i felt stupid ahah
"I- You had to or I would've gotten hurt, I just liked the feeling," their voice ended up trailing off at the end, they felt incredibly embarrassed because of how good that felt, they liked it, although they felt as though any more could be unhealthy. They felt so small and quiet being in this position, it was nice, although they would be fine when it ended. They felt really cute just being here under Carnation.
They quietly said, "I'm glad you liked it." They felt bad for Orchid again, it felt as though he was missing out on so much, but they would update him on everything, no matter what it was. They focused on the thoughts of how amazing everything that just happened was.
"The same goes for you," they said in a joking tone, thinking that neither of them is really likely to get addicted to each other. They let their legs fall down from Carnation. They felt kind of sleepy like they could fall asleep in his arms. They felt safe being pinned down by him, yet they felt scared. They felt like there was a slight edge to being alone around Carnation, but they didn't realize it was caused by being alone with him. They thought it was just them causing it, they just were making this uncomfortable feeling. This uncomfortable feeling barely ever surfaced, they almost always felt incredibly comfortable around Carnation or Orchid.
They'd yawn, just realizing because of how comfortable they feel that they're actually quite tired. "Corn, can we nap together?" They'd ask, not really expecting a yes, but they would be fine with it either way. They'd come up with a backup plan, "If not could we . . . at least cuddle?" They just didn't want to be alone right now, they wanted him to stay and protect them.
((that's to switch to buzbuz ahah))
((yuhh))
"Hm, alright, I'll still be thinking about it though," they felt more comforted that Orchi would be aware, but they still weren't sure. They felt like it would be okay, but they weren't sure.
"Ow, fuck" they were kind of shocked that it didn't just feel like a gentle bite, it felt more like being given two shots concurrently. They giggle after a moment, "What's the black stuff that just fell onto my floor?" They quickly realized it was venom and panic started to set in. They were worried, even though Carnation seemed to have it under control, although when he pinned them against the bed they felt so good. It was fun to be doing this, even with the risk of venom severely hurting them. They were glad when he pulled away, not because they disliked it, but because they realized it meant they were safe, he wouldn't just leave venom to hurt them. They wrapped their legs around Carnation, trying not to let go of this sense of safety.
Their cheeks were incredibly flushed and they replied, "It was really . . . nice . . . really really nice." Their breathing was incredibly heavy like they just ran a race, not just something simple. They really liked that sense of fear, it was odd. "How was my blood? I remember you wanting to try it," they said, kind of woozy from the initial shock of it. They said, really really quietly, almost to the point of it not being audible, "I think I want to try platonic kisses." They thought Orchid would be okay with that and was the only reason they allowed themself to even ask for it.
"I think Cerise, yeah," She honestly wasn't sure, but she felt like Alex was right, most of the time he was, but either way, it was fine. They nodded, a bunch of weird men lived near here, a bunch of rich weird men though. They had honestly had done a bunch of odd things, just to provide more money to the gang.
"Flirt with his daughter in front of him, that'd be funny," they had just thought of that and it was funny to them, to think of Alex flirting with someone in front of their father while on the job. They honestly slightly hoped for it.
"Oh, I . . . I don't know, I'll think about it and get back to you on it," they weren't sure, it was fun to kiss people, but what if Orchi found out and god mad at them? That wouldn't be good at all, that would be bad. They just weren't sure.
"Thank you Corn~," they hugged him as a way to show appreciation, but they bit him, just a bit because they thought it'd be funny to bite somebody whose bite is much more dangerous than their own. They wanted to see if they'd get any reaction, although they really doubted it would really happen. "I doubt you'll keep me up, I'm a kind of heavy sleeper," they paused for a second, "well, not heavy, medium sleeper." They giggled a bit, the concept of there being a medium sleeper fascinated them.
"Wait, are you saying you want to," they'd look around and quiet down, leaning in for a whisper, "have sex with me?" They were slightly confused, not really ever thinking those were Carnation's intentions, although they didn't really care, they were fine with it either way. They just felt a bit confused by that.
They'd giggle a bit, finding it funny that Carnation was saying a good job, like it was something they were actively working to, "Thank you, but dysphoria is stupid and I doubt that'll help for too long." They thought about something for a second, "Can I sleep in your bed tonight? Not in a sex way, just, I don't want nightmares." They felt silly for asking, although they were still hoping that Carnation would say yes.
"I remember both of the years you two were born in," they smiled, kind of finding it funny that they knew a bit more than Carnation in this region.
"I know, but I don't find it bad," they said, still defending themselves, even though Carnation said it was okay. "I know, but I don't think I have a crush on you," they knew saying that was futile and only added to their own confusion. They really weren't sure, but they realized the only thing partially indicating the fact that they were anxious by this was that their voice was still kind of shakey. "I know . . . you're good at telling people's emotions," they liked that at times, but in this case, it didn't help them, it just confused them. They weren't sure if he was right or not. "I'll . . . I'll think about it," they thought it could be fun, although they weren't sure, considering relationships made it easier to hurt somebody, but Carnation would never hurt them.
They tried to change the subject again, "I was shirtless a bit back and saw myself in the mirror, but the thing is, I wasn't dysphoric about it!" They really were excited about that, considering their chest used to be a big source of dysphoria.
"You were wrong once," they paused, unsure if they should continue, but they decided to, "When I made you guess if I was older than Orchi you said that I was." They liked looking back on that memory, it was funny to them, especially since that was the only time that they could remember when Carnation was wrong.
"No no! I'm not saying it's bad if I like you! I just don't think I do and you just brought it up so suddenly and I just was confused and embarrassed and I just," they felt mean for accidentally implying that it was bad that they might have a crush on him.
"I just- I don't know," they really weren't sure, they knew they were bad at identifying crushes and he might be right, he is very good at identifying emotions, so he might be right. They still couldn't be fully sure.
"I . . . I don't know," They paused, not fully sure if Carnation was right, but he might be, "What if you're . . . you're wrong?" They had a pang of worry, what if Carnation was wrong? They didn't want to hurt Carnation if they didn't actually have a crush on him. "I know you're better at identifying emotions, but it'd be bad if it was wrong," they braced themself, feeling like Carnation might yell, even though they knew Carnation wouldn't yell at them.
"I'm sorry, I just . . . just wasn't sure and I'm just really embarrassed and just ahhhh," they really weren't helping themself nit be embarrassed and their hands instinctively went to cover their face as a method of hiding their embarrassment, their vulnerability.
"Well, I- I don't think I am," they were every so slightly convinced that maybe he was right and they did have a crush on him. They quickly realized their voice sounded shakey while saying all of this, although they knew there was nothing that could fix this. "Not . . . not whenever you're near," they paused, taking a deep breath to try to prevent their talking from being so shakey, although their attempts were futile. "It's mainly when you do things that embarrass me that my . . . that my hearts pounds," they felt so anxious saying that, like they were saying something they knew was wrong, even though they knew it was just something small and simple. "I . . . How could I tell if I really did have a crush on you?" they'd ask, their voice much more shakey than before, unsure whether or not they would want to actually find out if they had a crush on Carnation.
They wanted so badly to try to change the subject, then they realized the perfect thing to, "So, uh, do you know why Orchid is traveling? I . . . I forgot."
she is
Azalea sighed a shaky sigh of relief, slightly glad that nothing really happened, and immediately went to cover their face. They immediately went to cover their face, it was so stupid of them to get so worked up over that. They started picking around their eyes, feeling so stupid for getting worked up over him asking to kiss them.
"WHat? No I don't," their voice cracked similar to how a teenage boy would and they paused for a second, "I'm . . . I'm not crushing on you!" They picked around their eyes faster, feeling stupid, but also embarrassed. They ever so slightly wished he had actually kissed them, maybe that would make the embarrassment less, although they doubted that. "I- I don't-" They couldn't manage to say anything but that. They felt so embarrassed and just so . . . wow. They wanted to scream.
"I would feel- Uhh," They were so confused by all of this, it felt like it was happening so quickly and they just couldn't fully process it all. They could feel their head spinning, all of this was just so confusing. They squirmed a bit, trying to get a bit more time to think. "Ah- Uhh- Yes?" They weren't really sure what they were saying, but they agreed anyway. They could feel their heart beating incredibly quickly, they were so confused by this, partially thinking that Carnation was just joking. They realized their breathing was kind of shakey and tried to make it sound normal to hide that they were anxious about this, although they failed at that. Their thoughts were racing, what if Carnation didn't mean it and it was just a weird test? That would be humiliating.
"Ooo, we could," they'd think for a moment, trying to find something they could do together, "We could . . . I'm not sure what we could do, but I'll come up with something." They were still trying to think of possible things, but they couldn't come up with anything.
"I- Wha- Like . . . platonic kisses?" They felt so confused and shocked by that, especially considering they hadn't really kissed anybody, other than a few people that were kind of their friends, but Azalea thought they were also just manipulating them, yet they weren't. They could feel their cheeks brightening just at him asking this simple question. Their legs felt kind of shaky, although they were confused as to why, it was just a simple thing that didn't even mean anything, just friends being close. They went to cover their face and stop their legs from shaking at the same time, but it just ended with them moving their hands towards their face then towards their legs, ending with them just putting them back on the bed.
