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<3That's very sweet of you, Heather. I think you're pretty great too. (I still have your books on my reader--going to start the vamp one pretty soon because...vampires! :D)
I try to think of it this way: if you think you're a good writer, you're pretty much admitting to yourself that you *think* you have few/no flaws to fix. If you hate everything you write, you will constantly be striving for improvement.
(Also, I have a theory that bad reviews don't bother people who hate their own books as much as they do people who love their books--chiefly because, well, you're pretty much telling the writer what they already know: that their book sucks! LOL)
Heather wrote: ""Why bother writing?" I ask myself. "You suck at writing, and you will always suck at writing, so go fuck yourself, you sucky suckton."OMG, I can relate to this so much. *hugs*
P.S. I think you'..."
I agree with Heather, relating to that comment... Super valid!
The hardest part of writing is learning to stop telling yourself "go fuck yourself," and learning to let others do it for you instead. :)
Yeah, that makes sense. Sometimes I think I'm good, and other times I think I'm horrible. I'm like that with pretty much every aspect of myself. I don't know if that makes me a narcissist or what. *shrugs*P.S. My other two books ... they're both vampire books! XD
And yeah, sometimes I like what I write. It depends. I used to delete my work in fits of frustration as a teen and I really regret doing that because, man, I must have trashed about a million words of raw story that I would have liked to have reworked now. :|
Yeah, some of the ideas/thoughts I had as a teenager really impress me now! But some ... do not.I love/hate reworking. I get so involved in reworking parts of a book it takes me FOREVER to reach the end.
Cloak and Dagger and the Horrorscape tril were both written when I was a teen. They took a lot of revising to publish them now. I think they're better than they were, but I do honestly believe that they lack the maturity of my later works.
Nenia wrote: "Cloak and Dagger and the Horrorscape tril were both written when I was a teen. They took a lot of revising to publish them now. I think they're better than they were, but I do honestly believe that..."I think that can be said of basically any writer. I know my first book, even edited, is not the same as the stuff I write now. We evolve as writers, so obviously the product will change.
The other thing is, finding the balance and not editing so much that you drain the flavor out of your story. I've seen that before, too, and it's a bummer. Overediting is a thing! (Although I think during editing, probably everyone despises their story, lol.)



OMG, I can relate to this so much. *hugs*
P.S. I think you're a pretty great writer, and I'm really looking forward to BOUND TO ACCEPT. :)