blurting out loud

I’ve had such a long day already. Why is it that the world is always pulling on me? I can only go so far before I’ve had enough. I need to change my mood around! All this editing really has me in a slump! Or the fact that I loath the movie they are making out of my favorite books, or any other of life’s problems. This is just ridiculous, why am I so miserable? I’m out side all the time and I know my happy pills are working. I just can’t seem to grip why I feel so down lately.

Although book 2, The Attested, is coming along better then I ever thought it would. I’m not as bad at writing as I thought I would be. My grammar is way better and all those other things aren’t so tedious anymore. It is refreshing to get back to basics. Then the memories of high school flood my brain and I feel like shutting down again! Maybe I need to starting writing poetry again? The little break I took to play with my kids at school and check up on my people online that I love so much too! Now it’s back to the grind and back to beating my brain out with google.com among other sites to help me replace my over used words. I just hope I dont get a concussion from all this abuse to my brain!