When my only words are metaphors...

What do you do when all the puzzle pieces fit together, but the picture isn’t the one on the box?


I didn’t know the answer to that. Because this question held more weight than it was coming off as. The question wasn’t asking how I’d act. Would I yell, cry, break it up, laugh….? This self-addressed question was asking me: “What now? How do you fix this?” 


I stared at my puzzle for a long time and thought about it. I had many options. 


1) I could return the product, demand compensation, and fume…


2) I could learn to love the puzzle, though it features a picture of something that scares me….


3) I could accept it, and try to work it over, to make the art what it should have been….


While the answer was clearly #3, I still could bring myself to want to start. I was still upset and wasn’t sure if I was calm enough to conquer the fear and confront it with my own paint.


And then…. there’s a twist, I realize…. the puzzle may have just been mixed up. Boxes got switched all the time while moving things around… perhaps I wasn’t duked, but let my mind wander and get the best of me.


And while I wanted to believe this and take victory in it, there it is…. the cold hard realization that I can’t recall having had the impostor puzzle to begin with. So now, I am stuck again. Only, if I confront my fear of the picture…. I’m afraid it will never be as it were ever again.


So…. where do I go from here? 

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Published on December 06, 2013 20:06
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