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How would I feel
To not experience love
That can soon take away,
Leaving me in despair.

How would I feel
To not endure anxiety
That'll keep me up at night,
Leaving me restless.

How would I feel
To not sense a single prick
That'll give me a sharp pain,
Leaving me to bleed.

How would I feel
To not undergo verbal abuse
Spewed from people's mouths,
Leaving me in pain.

How would I feel
To not think about self-esteem
When people crush it brainlessly,
Leaving me loveless.

Would anyone care
If I feel nothing
So that they won't see
The hurt in my eyes?

Or would anyone care
If I feel nothing
So they can live their lives,
Without worrying about me?