'Coz I Can't Make You Love Me

Kung tatawagin mo akong malandi, wala akong pakialam.Masaya ako at gusto kong lumandi lalo na ngayong maulan at malamig ang panahon.

Kagabi, nakasama ko ang isa sa mga ultimate crush ko.His name is Randell Roa.

Let me describe him in my own perspective.He's cute, handsome, adorable, sweet, simple, arrogant, snob and a first class flirt.

Last year ako unang tinamaan sa kanya.He got an expressive eyes. Every time I look into his eyes, I feel like I'm lost in my own world.

Hindi siguro ako magsasawang titigan ang mga mata niya.Hindi ko pagsasawaang titigan ang maamo niyang mukha.

Masarap siyang kakwentuhan.Hindi ko naramdaman yung panghuhusga mula sa kanya.

Mukha nga akong tanga, eh.Muntik na akong maniwala nung sinabi niyang mas naging sexy daw ako. Haha.

And the most beautiful memory I had with him last night?I got to hug him.

He was sleeping right next to me.I could feel the heat surging from his own body.

I could hear Randell's heartbeat.And I swear it was so hard to sleep because he was lying on my bed, using my pillow.

Yes, I had this stupid crush on him.Stupid because I know that no matter what I'd do, my feelings for him would never be reciprocated.

But despite that, I chose to like him even more.And maybe, he had a special spot in my heart.

At kahit hindi man niya magawang suklian yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya, ayos lang.Ang mahalaga, nasabi ko sa kanya.

Minsan lang naman tayo mabubuhay.Kaya habang may pagkakataon pa, sasabihin ko na sa lahat ng crush(es) ko kung crush ko nga sila.

Happy birthday Randell!Sana napasaya ka namin ni ninang Myrna kagabi.

At kinantahan ka pa talaga ng 'Happy Birthday' sa Place 24 sa pangunguna ni ate Mao.I hope you did enjoy kasi ako, sobrang nag-enjoy ako.

Happy birthday, crush! :)