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Because I so desperately want to help @WNEP

 

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I mean, they've got reporters with MAD investigative skills and all.  They were showing everybody just how tawdry and terrible it must be if one is a…gasp… romance writer.

I'll make it simple for them.  Here's some tweets about what I do during the day:

I've volunteered at my kids' school. they KNEW abt my writing too!#behindthescenes @wnep

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I'm waiting on the mail to arrive so I can see if it has something I need from my accountant-must pay ebil taxes. #behindthescenes@wnep

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YAY!!!!!!! the spam problem on my blog is fixed!!!! YAY!!!!! I also get excited over small things. #behindthescenes @wnep

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@cat_johnson @TessaDare Hmmm. I'm seening my 'female stuff' doctor in 5 days. I'll have to remember restraint. #behindthescenes@wnep

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Lol! RT @cat_johnson: #behindthescenes cableman is here & I'm managing not to have sex w him in spite of fact I write erotic romance @wnep's

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@LAGilman oh, shudder. I can't ever come over to YOUR place. You must kill people or something. O.o @dianarowland#behindthescenes @wnep

 

I not only go… I work there. In the *gasp* children's department.RT @shilohwalker: and I go to church. #behindthescenes @wnep.

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Sometimes (okay, a lot of the time) when I get bored, I tweet-shop for shoes I really want, and often can't afford. @wnep#behindthescenes

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oh, the sheer fascination of my life, yes, @wnep? #behindthescenes

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and, because I do believe in being honest, I had a book out yesterday, so I'm checking my book's rankings. @wnep#behindthescenes

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come on, @wnep… you're getting good stuff here. REAL, HONEST insights into the lives of writers… #behindthescenes

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when we had a bunch of snow dumped on us? I was shoveling my mom and grandma out. #behindthescenes @wnep

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@dianarowland I know. I should be trotted with out with a scarlet A upon my chest. A for author, naturally. @wnep

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#behindthescenes info… the highlights of my life? My husband and my three kids. Yep. My family. Sheer, utter depravity, no? @wnep

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#behindthescenes info… the highlights of my life? My husband and my three kids. Yep. My family. Sheer, utter depravity, no?

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our vacations are family trips to places like Gatlinburg and Disney.#behindthescenes info for @wnep. yep, tawdry stuff from this writer

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and I go to church. imagine that.. #behindthescenes info for @wnep.

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More #behindthescenes info for @wnep… The DH and I still go to the same church where we got married years ago. yes…i write abt sex.

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#behindthescenes info for @wnep…the two that are in school? Honor students. and yes, their teachers KNOW what I write… gasp.

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more #behindthescenes info for @wnep. I'm married… to my high school sweetheart. we have three kids. two are in school.

 

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now…my daughter? she's 12 & writing what you'd call kids urban fantasy. monsters and stuff. should I be concerned?#behindthescenes @wnep

 

wanna know what this is about?  A piece of crap article written by Kena Vernon. Her email is Kena.Vernon@wnep.com.

FYI, normally, I don't do things like this, but this article is out to ruin a woman's career.  Judy Mays is the pen name of a woman who has taught for 25 years and because some people got a bug up their tails, she's getting grief for writing romance.  I think it was Colleen Gleason that pointed out-a guy wouldn't be getting this grief. Say he wrote thrillers about serial killers?   Would he get grief?  Nope. But since Judy writes about sex and love…

Wanna read the article?  It's here.  The comments are wondefully supportive.  The article, IMO, sucks.

Smart Bitches blogged about it here.

There's a FB page to support Judy.

You can leave a comment (you have to like them) on the new's site's FB page-I liked them, then unliked, just to leave a comment.

You can also do something really cool… buy one of Judy's books. Which will really throw her haters into a tailspin. (link will take you to ARe…click on Judy's name in the article)

Did you review A Forever Kind of Love…?

I did a call for reviews on this but I can't remember who.

A few reviews I found…

Single Titles review here

Long and Short Reviews here

Bookish Delights here

Joyfully Reviewed here

Crazy4Books here

I think the other reviewers are…(reviews not posted when I grabbed the links)

http://thebookpushers.com/
http://thebookgirl.net/
http://www.sithereandread.com/
http://donnasbloghome.blogspot.com/
http://ponytailsbookreviews.wordpress.com/
http://www.leilanilovesbooks.com/
http://www.mydisorganizedramblings.ca/

 

Did you review it?  Wanna share your link for my readers? Leave it in comments…any fair review welcome.  By fair, I mean an honest opinion where you're not calling me a stupidhead, etc. If you wanna do that, feel free, I'm not going to say you can't…except I will say you can't do that on my blog.  As long as you keep it about the book, I'm fine with it reviews, opinions positive or negative.

A Forever Kind of Love…releases today

Now available…

You can always come home.

Second chances come a little harder.

Chase and Zoe were the high school golden couple. Football captain, cheerleader, prom royalty.

After graduation, though, Chase couldn't resist the urge to experience life outside their small town. He didn't exactly expect Zoe to wait twelve years for him, but now that he's back, he finds some small part of him hoping she did.

It's no big surprise she's married. The kick in the face is she married his best friend.

Zoe was devastated when Chase left, but she's filed those bittersweet memories under "Moved On". She loves her life, and loves her husband. She has all she needs. And Chase keeps an honorable distance.

One cold, wet, miserable day, tragedy turns Zoe's world upside down. Chase never expected her to simply fall into his arms, but a man can dream. Except his dream doesn't include the fact that this time, she's the one hitting the road…and he's the one left behind.

 

 

 

"I see you're not wasting any time clearing out of here."

"No reason to," she said, shrugging. "I can't stay here. It's too full of memories."

"There might be a time when you want those memories back."

She grimaced. "No. I'll still have the memories. Moving won't take them away." She brushed her hair back from her face and said, "This is a place for a family, Chase. Roger and I…well, we'd thought about it, maybe were going to try later. It was always later. Now we won't have a chance for later. And I don't want to walk around inside these four walls and think about the 'later' we lost."

Put that way, hell, he couldn't blame her.

Settling down on the ground in front of her, he peered inside one of the cardboard boxes. "Is there anything I can do to help?"

"I don't know." She shrugged and looked around, staring at the various boxes. "There is just so much stuff. Roger kept everything. The clothes and stuff, I'll just give to Goodwill, but the other stuff? His books? His golf clubs?"

She slanted a look at him. "You play golf?"

"Only under extreme duress." He studied the golf clubs and said, "You can ask my dad. He plays. He might like them. Sentimental stuff, if nothing else."

Looking back at her, he had to fight to keep from reaching for her. Had to fight to keep from pulling her into his arms. Just to hold her. Just to cuddle her. She looked so tired…so worn and exhausted.

In the back of his mind, he thought about what Roger had told him. What Roger had said. Wondered what Zoe would say.

She needed time…time to heal, time to mourn.

Chase just needed her, the same way he needed her the past few months—hell, the past fifteen years, but he'd been too damn stupid to see it.

Jamming his hands in his pockets, he paced the floor, staring at the boxes, the odds and ends of the past fifteen years of her life.

Abruptly, he turned and stared at her.

"Why did you marry him, Zoe?"

Her hands stilled.

Then she went back to the task at hand, sorting through a box as though it was the sole focus of her life. "Is that really any of your business, Chase?" she asked softly.

"You married him two months after I left," he said, his voice bitter. Angry. Far more bitter, far more angry than he had a right to be, he knew. But two months—two fucking months.

"What would you have done if I'd come back?" he asked, feeling hollow inside as he stared at her bowed head.

Zoe laughed sadly. "What ifs. You know how empty those are? What ifs." She sighed and shoved the box aside. "What if you'd never left…or what if you'd taken me with you?" She sighed and drew her knees up. She stared at him and he waited for her to answer, waited so long he didn't think she was going to. But finally, she did. "Now there is a question," she murmured, she looped her arms around her knees and rested her chin on her upraised legs. With dark, wide eyes, she studied him. "And it's a good one. If you're so torn up about me marrying him, Chase, then you answer my question, and I'll think about answering yours. Why didn't you take me with you?"

One hand curled into a tight, impotent fist, Chase turned away, staring out the small slit of a window, out into the clear, cloudless sky. "I thought about it. For close to a year, I woke almost every damn day wanting to call you, ask you if you'd come join me, even when it wasn't possible. Shit. You were too much a part of me, Zoe. Eighteen years old and I couldn't breathe without feeling you, thinking of you. Sometimes it scared the shit out of me."

"You left me because you thought about me too much?" she asked, lifting a brow.

"I left because I had to get out. I didn't deserve you, you know." He turned to look at her, aching inside. "I didn't realize it then, but I didn't deserve you. I never did. I was selfish, an immature brat of kid but one thing I did right—I did know you'd go with me. I knew that then. But I didn't ask. It didn't seem right to ask. How fair would it have been to drag you along when I didn't even know where in the hell I was going?"

"Maybe you were looking at it wrong," she suggested. "If I was with you, the where wouldn't have mattered."

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A Forever Kind of Love…#9

ebook release April 26 2011

You can always come home.

Second chances come a little harder.

Chase and Zoe were the high school golden couple. Football captain, cheerleader, prom royalty.

After graduation, though, Chase couldn't resist the urge to experience life outside their small town. He didn't exactly expect Zoe to wait twelve years for him, but now that he's back, he finds some small part of him hoping she did.

It's no big surprise she's married. The kick in the face is she married his best friend.

Zoe was devastated when Chase left, but she's filed those bittersweet memories under "Moved On". She loves her life, and loves her husband. She has all she needs. And Chase keeps an honorable distance.

One cold, wet, miserable day, tragedy turns Zoe's world upside down. Chase never expected her to simply fall into his arms, but a man can dream. Except his dream doesn't include the fact that this time, she's the one hitting the road…and he's the one left behind.

But she wasn't. She wasn't sure she'd ever be okay again.

She went to pull away from him—she couldn't take the touch of his hands—it didn't feel right having him touch her. Abruptly, she stopped and stared, realized they were in the brightly lit front room of her home.

The home she shared with Roger.

Roger.

The pain inside her rose up, grabbed her around the throat like a fist and she started to shake. She needed to cry, wanted to scream—where was he?

A hand touched her shoulder gently. Looking back at Chase, she stared at his face mutely.

"I called my dad—figured he'd know where Roger was," Chase said, his face neutral.

His eyes weren't.

Those dark blue eyes were anything but neutral, anything but calm. She couldn't entirely understand all the emotions she saw there, and she wouldn't let herself think about them, either.

"Roger is in Lincoln with your father, of course." Was that really her voice? So calm, so collected?

How could she sound so…unaffected when her life was on the verge of shattering?

Brain tumor.

MRI.

Tests.

Why aren't you here, you bastard?

The sobs trapped inside her chest begged to be set free and she turned away from Chase, took one slow step toward the couch, then another. "I appreciate you bringing me home. I'm sure you have other things to do, though," she said.

Calm, keep calm. Don't fall apart until he's gone…

"Zoe." He touched her shoulder again. His voice soft and low.

She broke. Shattered.

Sinking to the floor, she started to sob.

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BTW, if you preorder at Samhain?  It only costs $2.45… it's normally $3.50

And the winner is…

The winner for the eARC of A Forever Kind of Love is:

JenM who said: I love romances that are a bit different. One that sticks in my mind is Butterfly Tattoo by Deirdre Knight. Another one that I just read that was quite different was a self pubbed book called These Hellish Happenings by Jennifer Rainey. That was one where I was completely surprised by the romance that developed

Congrats Jen! You have 2 weeks to contact me at grimmhunter.shilohwalker(at)gmail(dot)com.

Happy Easter…

For my friends who'll be spending today in church…

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I don't know if I'll be able to make it to church, just depends on how the belly is holding up from Friday and how I'm feeling in general. I want to go, though-I love Easter Sunday, so as long as I'm not falling apart…

And for those who are more about the chocolate-I can totally dig chocolate (want some now, need some now…)

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BTW…for the curious, wondered why Easter is later some years than others?  It has to do with the moon.  This comes from St James News**

Twice each year the sun shines directly on the equator and the length of day and night are nearly equal everywhere in the world. These dates are March 21st and September 21st.  They are known as the vernal (or spring) equinox and autumnal (or fall) equinox.

The vernal equinox coincides with Easter and  the special days that are related to it. They are days that do not fall on a fixed calendar day: Palm Sunday, Maundy Thursday, Good Friday and Pentecost….

In 325 A.D. The Council of Nicaea established that Easter would be held on the first Sunday after the first full moon occurring on or after the vernal equinox. Easter is delayed one full week if the full moon is on Sunday, which decreases the chances of it falling on the same day as the Jewish Passover.

The latest date for Easter is April 25th, so you can see it comes pretty close to that this year, April 24th. This last occurred in 1943 and won't happen again until 2028. The earliest date for Easter is March 22nd. This last occurred in 1818 and won't happen again until 2285.

I kinda like it when Easter is bit later than a bit earlier.

 

Info from Copyright 2011 St. James Plaindealer. Some rights reserved, and the article the info came from was written by Wayne Fritzinger, Staff Writer St. James Plaindealer

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A Forever Kind of Love… ebook giveaway

I promised I'd do a giveaway of this here on the blog.  It's slipped my mind…I blame it partly on feeling lousy and partly on being a ditz.  O.o

You can always come home.

Second chances come a little harder.

Chase and Zoe were the high school golden couple. Football captain, cheerleader, prom royalty.

After graduation, though, Chase couldn't resist the urge to experience life outside their small town. He didn't exactly expect Zoe to wait twelve years for him, but now that he's back, he finds some small part of him hoping she did.

It's no big surprise she's married. The kick in the face is she married his best friend.

Zoe was devastated when Chase left, but she's filed those bittersweet memories under "Moved On". She loves her life, and loves her husband. She has all she needs. And Chase keeps an honorable distance.

One cold, wet, miserable day, tragedy turns Zoe's world upside down. Chase never expected her to simply fall into his arms, but a man can dream. Except his dream doesn't include the fact that this time, she's the one hitting the road…and he's the one left behind.

So here's your chance to win.

You might have guessed, this book is a bit of a tear-jerker.  It's got a happy-ending, I swear.  But it's…well, not exactly your typical romance, I don't think.

It was actually a book I'd submitted elsewhere before Samhain and it was rejected-at first, revisions were requested, but I wouldn't make some of the revisions, because it changed the book too much.  So the end decision was the book would be too hard a sell as a romance.

I dunno…I guess we'll see.  Do you like atypical?  Okay with one that's off the beaten track? What's the most unusual romance you've ever read?  Tell me one.  If you don't have an atypical romance you can think of, then just tell me a book that's stayed with you.  I'll draw a name from those comments (randomly) and that person gets the download.

Standard rules apply:

do NOT post this to twittersweeps, sweepstakes sites, etc. If it happens, I reserve the right to end this contest without drawing a winner.
open across the globe
this is for an ebook, not a print book.  If you don't read ebooks, you can enter, but if you win, there's no substitution offered.  If you won't read it…well, do you really wanna enter? O.o
By entering the contest, you agree to respect my copyright-this means you will not post my book to filesharing sites/sell/share, etc.
The winner's name will be posted here-probably Sunday  (hint, hint Nicole) and the winner must contact me for the prize.  If you don't contact me within the stated two week period, you forfeit your prize.
Rest of my rules at the disclaimer page
By entering any of my contests, that means you've read and agree to the rules posted in the disclaimer.  So if you haven't read, you might wanna.

UTA: If you don't see your comment right away, don't worry. I messed things up when I broke the blog and everything is being held in moderation. Ugh.

The good news, the bad news

I always prefer my news to be balanced…if I get bad, I like to get good, too.  And honestly, the bad news isn't anything too terrible.  We can manage it.

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Managing it, though, comes via another surgery.  Today's turned out to be more of a diagnostic thing than planned.  It was over quick, and they found the problem fast. I don't wanna go into details about it, but there's nothing lifethreatening.  The next surgery is just another necessary-necessary as in I do it, or I live with the pain.

I don't like pain.

So it's all good news, I guess, just tempered with a bit of bad news…the only real way to manage this is through surgery, but the surgery is simple. Oddly, I'm not throwing confetti.  I am relieved, however…very, very relieved.

I don't want anybody to worry if I'm not commenting on the blog or around twitter/facebook a lot.

I know I haven't been online much for the past month or so.  A lot of that is because I'm not feeling too good and it's hard to balance everything not-necessary with the necessary-the necessary is A) my family-always, B) my deadlines. Beyond that, the rest is extra and I have to juggle it in when I can.  So if I'm not around as much, that's why.  I'm here, I'm around and I'm mostly okay…just conserving energy.

Friday 56

Hey all, Nicole here. Are you ready for the weekend? I know I am . My #Fridayreads will be Primal Bonds by Jennifer Ashley.   If you haven't done a Friday 56 before, grab the nearest book (doesn't have to be the one you're reading…in my case it *is*) just the closest one. Turn to page 56 and give us the 5th sentence. You can add a sentence or 2 around it if you want.  Happy Good Friday all .

That surprised him.