Colleen Brown's Blog, page 44

Do you ever struggle for words?

Yes, yes of course. I find myself struggling with words whenever I am in a social scene, or any kind of scene that includes others. I’m never sure where to start, how to go about whatever I’m on about, and the worst part is ending it. Sometimes I can speak with ease, but most of the time I find myself stumbling over my own words. This is actually something that frustrates me continuously in my everyday “life”.

"fulfilled promises,a mapped out future,hopeful hearts,a CD on repeat,you & me,never enough..."

“fulfilled promises,

a mapped out future,

hopeful hearts,

a CD on repeat,

you & me,

never enough time,

always questioning,

certain about only each other,

creating a home,

forever isn’t long enough.”

- CB (via mostlyfiction)

"Thank you for leaving me,for letting me go,for letting go,for turning aroundwhen I needed..."

“Thank you for leaving me,

for letting me go,

for letting go,

for turning around

when I needed you,

for putting all the blame

on me,

for surrendering my truth

when it wasn’t yours

to give away,

for putting your insecurities

on me,

for forgetting

that I was on your team,

for trying to sabotage

my name

when it only ever

tried to save yours,

for hurting me first

and saying

I deserved it,

for destroying the truth

that took us so long

to repair,

for forcing me

to move on,

because if you never

tried to break me

I would never be

as happy and as sure of myself

as I am today.”

- “Thank you for leaving me because if you hadn’t I would still be who I was while we were together,” - Colleen Brown (via mostlyfiction)

"Thank you for leaving me,for letting me go,for letting go,for turning aroundwhen I needed..."

“Thank you for leaving me,

for letting me go,

for letting go,

for turning around

when I needed you,

for putting all the blame

on me,

for surrendering my truth

when it wasn’t yours

to give away,

for putting your insecurities

on me,

for forgetting

that I was on your team,

for trying to sabotage

my name

when it only ever

tried to save yours,

for hurting me first

and saying

I deserved it,

for destroying the truth

that took us so long

to repair,

for forcing me

to move on,

because if you never

tried to break me

I would never be

as happy and as sure of myself

as I am today.”

- “Thank you for leaving me because if you hadn’t I would still be who I was while we were together,” - Colleen Brown

"fulfilled promises,a mapped out future,hopeful hearts,a CD on repeat,you & me,never enough..."

“fulfilled promises,

a mapped out future,

hopeful hearts,

a CD on repeat,

you & me,

never enough time,

always questioning,

certain about only each other,

creating a home,

forever isn’t long enough.”

- CB

lolitashaven:yesterday’s sunset was clarifying

lolitashaven:

yesterday’s sunset was clarifying

I’m getting a new job, moving in with my boyfriend and school is about to start. Fresh start,...

I’m getting a new job, moving in with my boyfriend and school is about to start. Fresh start, here I come.

I’ve never looked forward to the future as much as I do today. I’m ready to start...

I’ve never looked forward to the future as much as I do today. I’m ready to start school, hopefully a new job, and to move in with my boy(friend). I feel infinite, limitless and most importantly, hopeful.

Sometimes someone leaving you is the best thing that can happen to you. Don’t long for the...

Sometimes someone leaving you is the best thing that can happen to you. Don’t long for the absence of someone who made themselves absent from your life.

So many people have left my life over these past humid months and I wish I could thank them for...

So many people have left my life over these past humid months and I wish I could thank them for doing so because this is the happiest and most free I’ve felt in years and it’s all because of their own weight that they lifted from my shoulders.